im so sorry i ruined everything. no matter what you say. i know i did. i cant stop panicking to the point of passing out but thats not your problem anymore. please dont find someone else. i want to rewind time. youve always deserved better. im selfish. and i only like when you call me "love". i need to be in your arms but now i never will. the emptiness hurts so badly. im sorry. i love you forever and always.