I did something for myself and now I'm seen as a bad person. Why do i believe it? Why does it hurt so much. Can you please just forgive me? He didn't cheat on you. I don't know what you believe about us but trust me we have cared so much about you to the point where we were punishing ourselves over and over. It's been over a year and what? I still feel like shit. I never meant to hurt you. I wanted to be your friend but I wanted to make a decision for myself too. Am I really terrible for that? Are you still angry?