From: ABC
To: molly
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:06 am
All I had with you was a year. A year that I should have cherished more. How did I ruin something so quickly? From the first dm, I knew we had something special. You changed my life so quickly. You made me believe in things I had never believed in before. I trusted every ridiculously optimistic thing you said, even if I didn't want to. You loved me stronger than anything I had ever felt before. Your love is so pure. When things were good between us, I felt like I was on top of the world. I let my selfish need for constant attention ruin what we had. I looked at pictures of you from the beginning of us. You looked so different. You looked younger and healthier and happier. I drained you. I know I did. If I could have you back I'd be better. This pain is unbearable. You were so good to me. How did I let this happen? Why did I let this happen? I want to wake up. I want to wake up. I want to wake up. I'm trying to hold on but I can't. I need you. Oh my god. I need you. I need you. I'm so sorry. I can't do this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Don't be mad. I'm so sorry.