Unsent messages to MILES
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 10, 2023, 10:19 am UTC
you were my first everything, i can't bring myself to hate you
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 9, 2023, 5:29 am UTC
Did I do something wrong? I can’t lose you.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 7, 2023, 1:50 am UTC
there’s so much I want to say but I cant
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 6, 2023, 3:50 am UTC
I love you so much, I'm so glad ur mine
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 4, 2023, 8:32 pm UTC
you broke my heart i hope you know that
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 2, 2023, 4:53 am UTC
i hope everything is happier for you. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: August 2, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
I wished I still didn’t love you miles you broke me to pieces
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:26 pm UTC
i’ll always love you but i’m sorry i can’t be better
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:45 pm UTC
It may have been your fault but I miss you every day
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:57 pm UTC
i wish you saw in yourself what i see in you.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 18, 2023, 2:00 am UTC
even though we don't talk, I still love you and I always will.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:57 am UTC
If we are meant to be we will be. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
i still think about kissing you. don't tell anyone.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:10 am UTC
Hey, you’ll probably never see this. I just wanna let you know you treat me like shit. You make me feel like this because of this shit you say and do. Stop blaming it on your past.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:39 am UTC
I literally had no reason to have such a big crush on you. you never responded and I was 99.9% sure u didn't like me. But there was always something about how kind you were and your pretty eyes.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 13, 2021, 12:16 am UTC
i know you liked me. your friends and you made it obvious. i knew, even back then, that i could never give to you what she could. i’m so glad you found her and you’re happy. thanks to you both, i know that love isn’t dead after all. good luck M, take her to the moon.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:11 am UTC
i miss having you in my life and i hope fate will bring us back together someday, whether that may be as friends or even more. i wish i could ask you if you're missing me too.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 9, 2021, 12:32 am UTC
You mean everything to me, never forget that. I'm so truly lucky to have met you. I will love you forever.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:44 pm UTC
hey bub,, i don’t think i’ll ever understand what happened to us. i love you more than i’ve ever loved anybody and i know you’re the person i’m going to love for the rest of my life. i don’t hate you, i just don’t understand,, and theres no way i could or will ever say anything bad about you, because you’re perfect to me and you always will be. i’m sorry if i just wasn’t enough. if by some crazy chance you ever ask me to come back,, i would in a heartbeat,,, no matter what. you’re genuinely the one true love of my life and you will always mean the world to me. nothing means more to me than your happiness, even if i’m not a part of it. you can always come to me and hopefully you’ll realize that. you made me feel a way i’ll never feel without you, you genuinely made me so happy to be alive and in love, our love was so special and important to me. i’m so sorry for anything i’ve ever done to upset or hurt you, it has never been my intention. i love you, thank you for the memories we made together, and for showing me how it felt to truly be in love.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:21 am UTC
Hi, I wish I could say I like you.. but it’s been so long. Isnt it funny that now, after so many years, I finally realize that I like you? After we’ll be going on our separate ways soon? I definitely don’t feel butterflies when I’m with you, but rather a sense of comfort and warmth, where I feel open and accepted. Thank you, I wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:32 pm UTC
Hey miles you have a pretty cool name although I know not much about you I'm hoping you can look back on this later and laugh I hope you have a great day lots of love
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 28, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
I never wanted to like you, but I guess my heart had a different plan. I wish I was able to tell you how much I liked you.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 27, 2020, 11:33 pm UTC
I wish you weren’t such an ass that played with my heart, I wish you kissed me to make it mean something, and I wish I didn’t still dream of you all the time. I want to know where you are or what you’re doing, you never gave me closure
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 25, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
everyday the way you hurt me has affected me and my new happy healthy relationship. i blame your for everything. fuck u
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 25, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
opposites attract, but they don’t always stick, do they. and that’s okay. i am so grateful to have you in my life.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 24, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
i don't understand why i always come back to you. we're both so different now, i guess i just thought we would really be friends after i dumped you. we were for awhile, i guess i was too jealous and regretful to continue our friendship. idk why i dumped you, i like to think if i had never met d that night that i wouldn't have. that we would still be together now. jesus i can't believe you're actually taller than me now, i guess your mom was right about needing to wait it out. i know you'll never see this cause you probably don't even know what this website is but idk i needed to tell someone. also i miss when i would tell you what i was listening to and even though you hated folk music you still listed to jack johnson and told me it was country. i still listen to jurrasic 5 by the way. thanks for the suggestion. remember those stupid hearts we used to send each other because i was obsessed with hannie. one day i told e i was gonna post them you liked the post then unliked it. ALSO one day i was scrolling through my birthday post comments and saw you liked a comment of one of my old friends saying they missed me. it could have been on accident. it could have been you sending me a message because you didn't like the post. and no i'm not dating e i never was i'm just a petty bitch. im sorry i blocked you on everything, i mean i didn't block your number, idk maybe you didn't even notice. i hope you did. when i saw you unfollowed me again idk it just hurt too much. i haven't thought about you in a while honestly idk why today of all days i did. but i did. i kind of hope you see this but at the same time i feel like you would send it to me and say ''this you'' i heard you're kind of a dick now. you were never one to me. well. depended on the day. anyways. merry christmas. sorry i was a manipulative piece of shit. i miss your dog too she loved me more than you sorry about it. remember she would always growl when we were cuddl- okay i've written enough lol. turning off white ferrari now and getting on with my day. my grandmas coming over to drive me nuts, i wish i could facetime you and rant about it. you would like frank ocean i think. i have this pinterest board called things i never said, they're all about you. now we're just strangers with a lifetime of each others secrets. i look up my name on this sometimes and hope you wrote something, you never do. i should seriously stop writing now. take care of yourself okay? don't let your parents stress you out, just know you can always message me. i'll always answer.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
I feel like you see me as your manic pixie dream girl. just here to make your life fun and be all whimsical and shit. yes i'm fun and whimsical but that's not all that I am. and I'm not a plot device for your tortured indie nature boy trope. I am the fully developed main character of my own life. You need to make a choice or you're going to lose me.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 18, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
i wasn’t ready enough and neither were you. you were my best friend. you were my person. i just wish we still talked.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
Even if you do like me back, don't tell me. You're leaving soon and I don't think I could handle that.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 14, 2020, 10:20 am UTC
When we held hands I didn’t want to let go. I wish I could tell you that but I’m scared you’ll reject me.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
Today you held my hand and my heart skipped a beat, maybe we could have been together if you weren't leaving.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:11 pm UTC
hey bub- I know you will probably never read this but just know that I hope that you will be happy one day. I'm sorry if I made you feel guilty for not giving me the same love I gave you. it will probably take me a while but I hope we can still be friends eventually
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:02 pm UTC
please be honest with me. if your about to put me into another heartbreak by messing with me, just dont.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
lol i’m better off single and always will be, but i’ll never forget that you never said “i love you” back when i meant it
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
honestly i would love to watch the grinch with you and then we can get some hot chocolate and hang out ? please i think you’re adorable
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 26, 2020, 12:12 pm UTC
i knew you since you came to the city, you were new and i was probably the 1st friend you had but then you became popular and I wasn't. you slowly and slowly had forgot about me during 4th grade. 5th grade, you kinda knew what was happening but didn't care, you always did it no matter how much it'll hurt other peoples feelings you still did it. 6th grade my last year before moving the last month there, you made me hate it, you thought it'll be a funny idea to yell my past out in front of all of my friends. turns out you were just jealous of me but didn't have to do that towards me. I had countless and countless amount of mental breakdowns you made me have was crazy. even tho it all happened last yr I'm still able to have mental breakdowns thank to you
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 22, 2020, 12:37 pm UTC
you say your favorite color is black, but after all this time spent with you i think it's actually yellow.
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 22, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
lol love how you really liked me almost a year ago, and i didnt feel the same way. now you have a gf that i literally set you up with and im head over heels for you
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
if only you knew how in love i am with you . if I had to run the length of how much I love you , I would honestly be running forever
From: ABC
To: Miles
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:09 pm UTC
we should have just stayed best friends. but fuck you for treating me the way you did. I still think about you.
