i have a recurring dream of you marrying her. before you say i do you look at me with yearning yet do it anyways

my parents ask about you so often. they sound sad. i used to talk about you often. i think they know about everything

that night we first kissed you kept rambling, waiting for me to shut you up. but i liked listening to your rambling too

jesus christ i need to get a grip on myself. why am i still here? if anyone who knows me saw this they’d laugh

He’s a different type of euphoria
The kind you feel when you look at the stars
He probably tastes like honey & ash
The type that doesn’t see you for your scars

i don't understand why i always come back to you. we're both so different now, i guess i just thought we would really be friends after i dumped you. we were for awhile, i guess i was too jealous and regretful to continue our friendship. idk why i dumped you, i like to think if i had never met d that night that i wouldn't have. that we would still be together now. jesus i can't believe you're actually taller than me now, i guess your mom was right about needing to wait it out. i know you'll never see this cause you probably don't even know what this website is but idk i needed to tell someone. also i miss when i would tell you what i was listening to and even though you hated folk music you still listed to jack johnson and told me it was country. i still listen to jurrasic 5 by the way. thanks for the suggestion. remember those stupid hearts we used to send each other because i was obsessed with hannie. one day i told e i was gonna post them you liked the post then unliked it. ALSO one day i was scrolling through my birthday post comments and saw you liked a comment of one of my old friends saying they missed me. it could have been on accident. it could have been you sending me a message because you didn't like the post. and no i'm not dating e i never was i'm just a petty bitch. im sorry i blocked you on everything, i mean i didn't block your number, idk maybe you didn't even notice. i hope you did. when i saw you unfollowed me again idk it just hurt too much. i haven't thought about you in a while honestly idk why today of all days i did. but i did. i kind of hope you see this but at the same time i feel like you would send it to me and say ''this you'' i heard you're kind of a dick now. you were never one to me. well. depended on the day. anyways. merry christmas. sorry i was a manipulative piece of shit. i miss your dog too she loved me more than you sorry about it. remember she would always growl when we were cuddl- okay i've written enough lol. turning off white ferrari now and getting on with my day. my grandmas coming over to drive me nuts, i wish i could facetime you and rant about it. you would like frank ocean i think. i have this pinterest board called things i never said, they're all about you. now we're just strangers with a lifetime of each others secrets. i look up my name on this sometimes and hope you wrote something, you never do. i should seriously stop writing now. take care of yourself okay? don't let your parents stress you out, just know you can always message me. i'll always answer.

opposites attract, but they don’t always stick, do they. and that’s okay. i am so grateful to have you in my life.

everyday the way you hurt me has affected me and my new happy healthy relationship. i blame your for everything. fuck u

i wish we could’ve made things work, i love you so much

I'll never forgive how you made me the bad guy

Please talk to me. Facetime me again. Share your day with me.

you are the color that makes my gray days colorful, my ray of sunshine.

we don’t talk enough.

Why can't we just be more than freinds

I think about you all of the time. I loved my friend, Miles, I love you, wish we could try again.

I’m selfish and I’d keep you all to myself if i could. Why do you still hang out with me, man?

thank you for leaving me. i’m so much happier now

If only you were ready, we could've been each other's home.

i really really liked you. i felt maybe you really really like me too. maybe if i wasn’t so scared

I will wait an eternity for you, I will come back and search for our love once more I promise.

i still think you’re the one and i pray that’s true. i miss you.

you have the strangest hold on me. I hope I run into you soon, but its a big city.

i never thought you'd do that to me.

i will always be here if you want to come back.

forever and always

i still remember your subway order...
p.s: i still love you.

I still miss you. I would take you back in a heartbeat. Pinky promise

why did you look at me as though you loved me even though you knew you were gonna leave?

We didnt talk for a month and your favorite color went from golden yellow to green

i wish i was the one you wanted.

Thank you for being the first man to show me a pure, true love. I will never forget you

why you gotta be so public with your new relationship? such a sight for sore eyes.

i love you so much.

I would have never returned if I thought you would hurt me

i have a crush on you but i dont know if ill ever tell you. you could have anyone you want

i love you man

I wish we could work it out i wish we could find our love again

YOURE SO HOT GIVE ME A CHANCE PLEASE

I dont want to ruin what we have. But i was never one to resist temptation.

I wish you would have been honest with me instead of putting me through what you did.

i still think about kissing you. don't tell anyone.

im soooo happy youre happy with the right person at the right time <3 please always be <3

i keep staring at my door hoping you are going to walk in

siri play enchanted by taylor swift

oh how i miss you, you will always be my love. its time to break no contact. i miss my best friend

i miss you so much, more than you know.

i used to think your “best friend” was the person you’ve known the longest. youve shown me different

i can’t decide if i hate you or need you

How could you just stop loving me in a day?

Connections like ours don't just go. I still have a heart full of love for u. I hope to know u again