Unsent messages to MASON

I see you at school all the time and i text you a bit, just know i want to be friends and more with you but i can never muster up the courage to talk to you...space cowboy

I loved you. Like crazy. But you didn’t love me back. I gave you my everything and all you did was cheat. I miss you tho

I’m not over it and i don’t think i ever will be and I’ve come to accept it. I’ve dated other guys and it just doesn’t do it for me no matter how hard i try. We haven’t talked in a while but darling, my mind still races with thoughts of you. Right person ,wrong time. A cruel joke life likes to play and win...maybe it was always meant to be like this and to hurt this damn bad. I think i knew you in a past life.

You were always by my side and never left me and you were always there to hug me and make me smile. You never left me you knew I just got done crying after everyone didn’t know. You were always there and I thankful for that you have been and known everything about since I was little.

you kept leaving and walking out of my life like i never meant anything too you. i told you everything, you were my person and now you look at me like you dont know me

Our story wasn’t meant to end so soon. You went from being a stranger to my best friend to a stranger again and honestly you probably don’t even think twice about it anymore.

I’ve always loved you. We clicked from the first day. I’m sad you left & I’m sad to see you with her, but I’ve let you go so you can be happy. I know we will end up together. The fire between us will never die. 2 years later & here i am.

I’ve always loved you. We clicked from the first day. I’m sad you left & I’m sad to see you with her, but I’ve let you go so you can be happy. I know we will end up together. The fire between us will never die. 2 years later & here i am.

i don’t know why i still think of you so much. you’ve been with your girlfriend for some time now but you still cross my mind every now and then. i think you remind me of high school when shit was good and uncomplicated and i miss that feeling so i hold on to hope that maybe one day you’d want to be together

We were such good friends before we dated and now we can’t even talk to each other anymore. Why are you mad at me? What did i do wrong? i miss talking to you so much it’s driving me crazy.

U came to me when I was in my darkest place. I was ready to give up until I met you. U made me the best version of myself without even knowing it.

I wish things were different, I’m sad I’m getting over you. I wish you knew how important you are to me, I hope things will be better. I still care about you leaving was hard and it hurt but I had to. I just wish you happiness.

I wish things were different, I’m sad I’m getting over you. I wish you knew how important you are to me, I hope things will be better. I still care about you leaving was hard and it hurt but I had to. I just wish you happiness.

you destroyed me. every last bit of hope. how could you be so cold an do something like that. we were best friends for 3 years. THREE. and all f a sudden im cut off. what happened to you.

You are the reason that I will always struggle to trust. You destroyed me. You will always be the bad guy.

i’ve never had feelings like this for anyone else. you don’t know this but i wanted nothing more than for us to be together. But then you moved and I pushed my feelings aside hoping i would forget about you, but i will never forget about you. no matter how hard i try. just know i will always care about you.

In a way I like you and in a way I dont I feel really confused about you that's why im always shy around you

I wish I never fucking opened my mouth. I wish I didn't always have to say what I'm thinking because now everything is so much worse. I told you I could do whatever it was you needed from me. but I lied. I can't. I was slowly feeling better but now I'm back to square one. Why did I have to say anything? Why? I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I will never forget the way you made me feel that summer. After such a short amount of time together you taught me what it was like to feel accepted and loved.

i see you in everything because i look for you everywhere. i’m upset things didn’t work out but that’s not my fault or yours. i don’t know how i’m going to get over you, it shouldn’t be this hard. i don’t think i’m in love with you but i like you a ton. you left, bust slowly. slowly talking to me less and less until you were gone. so i guess this is goodbye.

You are the reason I’m still alive. I’m a better person because of the years we spent together. I’m sorry we didn’t get our forever.

I love you forever and ever. You know me better than I know myself. To call you mine is a dream that I never want to wake up from.

you were my first love. i waited for you and you chose her. i’m done waiting. you can’t put me second and expect to come back to me when things get hard for you. i love you forever

you told me you wanted me and then over one day everything changed and i was no longer what you wanted. it just doesn’t make sense how someone can be ur everything and the next second you just decide they aren’t anymore. i still have a tiny bit of hope you will come back to me but i know in the end i’m just gonna get hurt again because i care about you so so much and you don’t car a bit about me.

u were my everything. my bestfriend. and i truly believe we were right person wrong timing. i miss u so much.

I wish you knew how much you hurt me. You hurt me so much. and I hate that after everything I still want you in my life. Why can't I just let you go?

I can tell that you’ve never actually loved me, but for some reason I still want to believe that you did at one point.

I fucking hate you for how disposable u made me feel. I miss you like crazy though and I wonder if you ever knew how deeply in love with u I was at one point

I have never felt so comfortable around someone I just met, our hands fit perfectly together. You may live 4 hours away but I now think soulmates are real. Hopefully we end up together. Love, s

hey i miss talking to you as friends. even if u didn't really listen, i miss having someone i could talk to. hope ur doing well, hope ur happy. wish u all the best.

i wonder what your doing now. your going to college soon but i still like you even tho you dont care about me

We went from best friends to strangers but yet I somehow I still constantly think about you. but you dont think about me, do you..?

i bought a sweater from a store you like to try to impress you. but you ghosted me. it’s a nice sweater tho

you were my first love but she got involved and ruined everything we were so close then you just stopped trying. I'm not mad just disappointed and hurt I was to scared to tell you how I really felt and I regret it but its her fault she made it all up I'm sorry.

It’s been almost a year but I’m finally starting to heal. Getting over you was really had since you were my best friend and the one person I told everything too. My person to fall back on was you and then you were just gone one day.

i wish i would've never fallen in love and just stayed friends. but im happy i never told u i loved you