I just wish you weren’t so scared to commit to me again, I’d never hurt you like you did to me. I love you too much.

If you wrote to me in my color, i tried talking to you but you never answered. I miss talking too. I miss being your friend.

I miss u, I think I always will, but I think that the you I miss isn’t actually you anymore. I’ll always love you, but I think it’s better to love u from a distance. I can’t let myself get hurt again by u, I’m sick of crying over the same boy, I wish u the best in life

you’ve moved on. it feels like i’m stuck in the past and you’re already so far ahead of me. i’m glad you’re happy.

The pain you put me through.. Killed me inside, you saw how vulnerable I was and took advantage of that, You really hurt me, And yet I still love you, I wish I could hate you but I can't, and it's eating me up inside

yes, the entire world is against us but i have such a good feeling that this isn't the end of us. love u

it’s actually happening, you are actually leaving aren’t you. it’s finally happening, and I’m not sure how to feel about it

Where are you? Why aren’t you crossing fires just to talk to me? Why aren’t you walking through the deepest darkest depth of the ocean just to see how I am? How could you let us die after you said you’d always be there for my starless nights?

Pfttt you Hanako simp. it's already hard for you. im sorry to make it worse. I hope life becomes more at ease, if not, it'll come i promise you. Im sorry we had an arguement that one time, i promise i was only joking then. Mwah mwah i love you. you toilet brush, keep trying.

friends are not treated that way, love was mutual.
you never dared to say anything and you will regret it.

I have been afraid of falling in love again. That thought feels a little less scary when I think of you.

We’ve always known that we loved each other , but you finally confessing on nye has changed everything

No matter where we go in life, I know in my heart I will love you forever and always. You have changed my life for the better.

. S .

you absolutely destroyed me. You broke my heart into a million pieces. Still , a piece of my heart belongs with you.

I fell for you immediately. It was thanksgiving. You made me feel so fucking special. Only to shatter me to pieces. We haven’t talked in almost a year. I think I’ve been in love with you forever. You won’t ever come back to me. But I need you. I miss your hugs. And how safe you made me feel. I’m sorry for hurting you.

it hurts bc you’re not the boy i fell in love with and i was never be able to be the girl that you could fall in love with.

youve really become my favorite person in life right now, so i thank you. please dont ever leave. we pinky promised

we were never lovers but i just cant get over you and idk why. i love you and i want you to be happy even if it's not going to be with me.

I know you were just joking around when you blocked me because you knew I loved talking to you. But what you didn't know was in that time you had me blocked as a joke, I had a panic attack because an area in my house smelt like the person who sexually assaulted me when I was 4. I had to deal with the panic attack alone because you wouldn't answer and you were the only person I trusted enough to talk to about it. please answer me, I need you.

Why are you still with her? You admitted to me that you’re with her for all the wrong reasons and still in love with me. You were my first true love, and I’ll never truly get over the way we ended.

why did you leave things like that? I thought you were a nice guy but now you can't even look me in the eye

you were my first boyfriend, first kiss, first love. because of that, i’ll always have love for you, even if you’re not in my life. you don’t have any of my social media. it’s weird that you used to know everything about me, but now know nothing. still, thank you for making me who i am. you were a lesson that i desperately needed.

you hurted me so much when you left me from day to night. i always knew you would let others affect our relationship.

turns out i didn’t even know you. that sucks. after all that happened, i still can’t believe everything was fake. i should’ve ripped up ur sweatshirt when i had the chance.
- sincerely, your ex, whose happier now so fuck u

do you want to talk to me or not? why do you block me but then 2 days later text me again and have a whole conversation with me making it seem like you actually want to talk to me just to block me again at the end of it? if you don’t want to talk to me just tell me instead of blocking and unblocking me it’s getting exhausting. am i actually some you want to talk to and be with or are you just using me as someone to speak sexually to at 1 in the morning? i really like you mike but right now this isn’t going anywhere and i feel like i’m just wasting my time. you might not need me but i need you, when i’m having panic attacks about what happened a few years ago who am i meant to come to if your the only one that knows? if you don’t want to talk to me tell me know so i can start moving on.
mike this is really exhausting, i’m dealing with so many problems right now and your becoming one of them.

if your not prepared to not treat me like shit, then maybe your not the guy for me.
bye mike.

I hope you treat her well. I hope you don't treat her like you did me. She deserves the world. I miss you, but I would never interfere.

i swear i've never met a boy so similar to me, and i'm just about to leave the country. what do i do.

I wish I could tell you how much your teasing brightens my day. How the sight of your eyes creasing when you laugh makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.

Listen here, I love you but you dont love me and thats fine ive learned that i cannot make someone love me no matter how hard I try. I just want you to be happy with whoever you end up with, and know that i am always in your corner. Always and forever, me

I cant tell if we’re actually just friends or if we’re both to scared to admit we’re something more. But I could never risk losing you.

I just wish you loved me back. I gave you everything and you gave me nothing but that nothing was everything to me

why?
why put me through that?
for 6 weeks straight?
why play me like that?
am i really that worthless?
that unlovable?
that undeserving?
am i going to have to ask for an explanation again?
because apparently, not only am i unworthy of your love, i’m unworthy of an explanation or simple text of “i lost interest. sorry i lead you on.”
instead i’m left here wondering.
i’m left here wondering why i wasn’t enough.
wondering that if i wasn’t enough for you,
how will i be enough for anyone else?
and now i’m going to have to see you everyday. I’m going to have to watch you flirt with my roommate. acting as if nothing happened. I guess i’ve been your toy this whole time. and now that you’re done with me, you just leave me sprawled out on the floor. vulnerable and hurt. wondering where it all went wrong. why would you do this to me? why would you think it’s okay to make someone feel like this?

I wish you would have tried harder to keep me in your heart. Thank you for loving me for a little bit.

i really hate you. i hate you for hurting me and leaving me with trust issues. i hate you for being so fucking distant. i hate you. i hate you for leaving me. i really really hate you if that wasn’t clear.

Mike, I love you so much, it hurts it hurts so bad everyday, I wish I could just tell you how I feel. But I can’t. I just can’t.

I miss you more then words can describe. I know I piece of me went to heaven as well. please know how much I love you.

you were so sure yesterday that you wanted to be with me. what changed? was she that much better than i was?

I am so sorry we didn't see you suffering until it was too late. I still get out your sunglasses sometimes.

We were never really right for each other and we both knew that but i still miss you and hope you’re doing well

i wanted us to be more. i know we have only been talking for a little while, but i can already feel the heartache that’s to come when you leave for nyc :( i’ll miss you

The holidays are hard because last year we talked endlessly throughout the day and now we barely talk

hey lol u won’t see this but I found out the reason u broke with me was because I got “to attached”. And I want to say I’m sorry, I truly am. I do get attached easily with new ppl I meet and become friends with and I’m sorry that it was reason u broke up with me. again I’m sorry for ruining things between us.

electric. that is the word I use when I describe you. you are contagious. but you are also so dangerous for me. why do i want you when all you do is make me aware of my flaws. why do you do this to me?

When i thought we were a thing... we could've possibly been happy. I think about you a lot. You've moved on. Im sorry...

I find myself hoping we’ll find our way back to each other. I miss you, and I really want the chance to love you.

hi,
i just wanted to say i love you and im sorry for everything just that you now it you saved my life

I went on a date today and it was the most fun I’ve had in years. We talked about our ex’s and I didn’t even bother to bring you up because you are too complicated to explain

idk man. do you still think of me? what happened hurt a lot more than i let you see, and it sucked for you to not even register or realise why it hurt and why i stopped texting. in the nicest way possible, i think that you should at least know that guys like you are the reason why girls don’t want guys with girl best friends. no matter how hard you try to imagine the situation flipped, i guarantee that you will find that you have no idea how much it hurt. i felt so betrayed and naïve and stupid. i never questioned your friendship with her, i feel like i was so calm and respectful about it, i encouraged your bond and was happy to see you happy. i hope you understand that now, because of what happened, i will never be able to date where there’s a girl best friend. you pushed and broke my trust. you got too comfortable. i stopped texting so that you could reflect and that we could fall out of habit from talking the way we did. and if you never did reflect or think about me at all, please understand that what you did should never, EVER, happen to anybody. i told you that i was happy when you were happy, but did you not think about how i felt, outside of what i was saying? after all those months and promises and ‘i’ll never drop you’s, you couldn’t even begin to imagine the betrayal i felt. when you still texted me after it happened, i really was shocked by the audacity. i hated the way that i had no time to step back or to remove myself from the situation and could only do so after a week, after the texts stopped coming. what happened was inconsiderate, isaac. i hope you never put another girl in the situation that you put me in. especially during my own quarantine, when you knew that i was at home in a bad mental place. i started to feel so empty and alone and betrayed that i could die. how lucky i am to be alive.

i hate whiskey, but sometimes when i miss you, i take sips of it. If i close my eyes long enough, i can pretend that it’s your lips...

Last year at ball u didnt ask me to dance, i tried to enjoy that night but i just couldn't. I started acting like little child ugh. When i remember this day i have this regret feeling.