yea u were ugly idfk why i liked you so much. i’m glad i grew from this and i’m glad to have you in my life. thanks i guess

Please know I still love you, but not this person you’re trying to be. We should be each other’s, even though we can’t.

Hi. We ended up not in good terms and that was really hury until now. I just cant see myself anymore with someone and i hate that. I just cant forgive you.
Hamada

i came to a realization last week. i've always thought you were just a fling, no strings. even though i knew i liked you then, it scared me thinking you didn't feel the same. i ruined what we had by being afraid. you really did like me. and now i look back and i just miss you. i realized that you could seriously be the ugliest person, you could do the worst thing ever, you could be at your lowest point, and i would still care and have love for you. ive never thought that about anyone, ive always been so superficial (i hate admitting that) but with you its not like that. i genuinely fell for you and had real feelings. i can't believe it took me this long to realize. i actually loved you.

I wish we could hang again. You made me feel safe and happy and I wish you the best. You are strong and powerful

I spent 2 years chasing you, being silent watching and when I told you. You chose someone you new for 3 weeks. I hate you. But thank you for showing me that I deserve better.

You were the guy that gave my dark sky stars, and you were the asteroid that tore through the stillness of my nights. I never really knew if you liked me back, but you should know that every smile you’ve sent me, every glance, and every time you’d laugh...even if my jokes and I were just plain stupid...were the reasons behind my smiles. But, you were the star I couldn’t reach, and the asteroid that was too hot for my hands. You’re beautiful, but the earth and the stars were never meant to collide. Thanks for all the memories — I won’t ever forget you.

I don’t understand why we can’t just love each other the way we want to Joshua. You know I love you. You know I do. We know nobody else will ever feel the same. It’s us and you know that. It’s always been us. I don’t know why we do it to ourselves, every time we occasionally speak feels like I’m getting stabbed. I don’t want to speak on occasion, i would use my last words on you.

I hope you know I only have eyes for you. Maybe someday you’ll see me, too. Until then, we’re friends.

hello i think abt u alot, even still today ofc. man u have no idea how much u impacted me. thank you for always being kind to me and giving me a reason to smile. i miss you. hope you’re doing well and i hope we meet again someday.

I hate you for what you did to me, and the worst part is; is that I’d take you back, and I still love you.

There is so much i want to say, but i don't have the urge to text you because i know you don't care about me anymore and thats okay..
i just don't understand why you didn't tell me earlier about how you really felt because in that moment when you kissed me i felt so much, it made me feel a validation, i guess i was wrong. I hate thinking about you now it hurts, i hate how you said all these lovely things to me and now they are just empty words with no meaning, i think back to the first day i met you and now i wish i didn't. I wish i made an excuse to not meet you. i hope who likes you next that you do not treat them the same, have some decency to be honest before you make someone else disappointed....

Now it seems like we are strangers.
Like we had never met. Sometimes I wonder, do you even remember my name?

Why did you lead me on? I really wished things would work out. I miss you sm. I even told my mom ab you..

Why did you lead me on? I really wished things would work out. I miss you sm. I even told my mom ab you..

You left me broken for the sake of another girls happiness. You didn’t care about me at all, you called me some mean stuff and said I was used for passing time. I will hate you forever. I was used as a source of entertainment for yourself.

I dont now why you lied to me about your feelings. It really made me question myself. I thought you loved me.

The worst thing was not that you told me that you would stay when it was not like that, that it would be different, that you loved me when it was not like that. The worst? I BELIEVED YOU

hi joshy. this is gonna be a long one haha. over the past year, you've become my favorite person. something good would happen, something would make me laugh, something would make me cry, and id immediately text you no matter what. you are always the first person I want to go to and the first person I think of when I need someone. you know everything about me, all the ugly and gross, and still loved me. you never fail to make me smile or giggle and since we joined the band together, I look forward to practice every week just so I can see you. you're the most importantthing in my life. im sorry I didn't realize I was in love with you until it was too late. now there's her and i can never compete. she has ur heart the way you have mine. i did the worst thing possible. i fell in love with my best friend.

My guinea pig still smells like your foot fungus. I miss you so much. You never forget the smell of your 1st love.

i am so sorry for turning what should’ve stayed a friendship, a relationship. i understand why you would hate me but i will never hate you. thank you for being my best friend 4-6 grade

You said we’d still be friends, so how come you don’t treat me like one? Friends know things about eachother. I know your favourite colour. Blue. I know your favourite number, even. You don’t even know my birthday.

I love you from the first moment I saw you, I love everything about you, your smile so it's lined in wires that make it stand out even more, your glasses that frame eyes full of light and love, but you know how to stink that I love you, I love myself more and I know that your love hurts me I let you go and I give myself permission to let you go because first it's me and then if I have a little of that love left I'll give it to you

i wish you understood how much i cared about you. My actions were never enough but I guess her words were.

you made me the way i am. all that hurt finally paid off. you told me to loose weight, so i gained it.

You were so perfect at times I wanted to just marry you but then sometimes I thought to myself “were young” ... :) we had so many good memories together it’s hard letting go ... you did hurt me sm and I still forgave you whys that? I still ask myself ? maybe bc I was dumb and madly in love so I decided to be a fool and get back with you and forgive you :/ it hurts sm when I think about it I’m trying to move on rn , sometimes I wanna smash ur head onto a wall then the other I want to hold you in my arms I loved you so much ... you just kinda made my life miserable ty

I keep on telling myself i’m gonna get over you. It’s like you don’t care about me anymore, and i’m investing so much time and thought into you. I swear i’ve probably filled up the whole blue section because of you. I should’ve known that it was too good to be true. That it was going too well. I’ll never get my happy ending. I hope you do, though. But for you, it seems as if it’s not with me. Hope you find the right person #notpog

I should have left after you hit me the first time. But I loved you. The highs were high and the lows were low. There were too many blows.

I miss you I miss you putting a smile on my face I miss the thought of you I miss waking up wondering what you where going to do today I miss YOU I’m sorry.

you were my happiness and you broke me for another girl. i will still be here for
you to cry and tell me all your problems when you need me, but damn you hurt me bad.

you took advantage of my vulnerability. you were my 1st time. i felt so dirty. i still do. i didn't want to and you knew that, but you made me anyway.

youre probably with that blonde girl who always made me doubt. today i drove through the suburbs crying because you werent around

the sun shines out of you, and it hurts me every conversation we have that you’ll never see me in the same way as i see you.

i have to be straight up with you. do u like me or not. yes or no. i don’t want a relationship. i just want to know because you did at the beginning of summer and we’ve been friends for a pretty long time now and i know how you act towards some things. i just don’t like ppl talking about you to me all the time just for me to feel awkward and i know ppl probably do it to you too.

i have to be straight up with you. do u like me or not. yes or no. i don’t want a relationship. i just want to know because you did at the beginning of summer and we’ve been friends for a pretty long time now and i know how you act towards some things. i just don’t like ppl talking about you to me all the time just for me to feel awkward and i know ppl probably do it to you too.

things are dark right now for both us, i wish we where closer. youre in germany, im in america. im sorry for everything, i wish i can my fears, but i cant....

we didn't get to say goodbye the way i wanted. its been 2 years now. i still cry about you every night.

I'm sorry I never told you how I felt. We haven't spoken in years, and it still feels like you're still in my heart. We stood side by side for so long, until she came in between us, or was it that I missed my chance? So many people told me you felt the same, but I didn't listen because I was scared they were lying. If you did love me, why didn't you ever tell me? Why couldn't I tell you? When you were the only one I had left, you were gone. You left me in the dust, only to unknowingly break my heart. It hurts to love someone new because your presence is still inside me. I feel broken, I've hurt so many people, people that love and care for me, because of you. I hate you, but I also still can't stop loving you. I love you so much that I don't know if I'll ever stop loving you. Every time I think you've disappeared, you return to haunt me with what could have been in my dreams. I don't know what else to do. It's gotten so bad that I feel like ending it all to stop the burning fire of love inside. I can't move on, it's physically impossible, and the only way I can is if you answer one simple question for me: did you ever love me?

I know I didn’t treat you right, you were my first and I was trying to look cool and that I didn’t care about you. All I did was push you away this time last year it was you and me. And you were buying my birthday present. I always wish I could go back

Thank you for ruining my life. i thought you cared about me but you didn't. Because of you i have trust issues.

I don’t understand the way you loved me. If the love you had for me was real, I don’t want another like it. You said you would wait forever if you had to. I’m sorry I made you wait at all but it was only for a couple months. I knew how quickly one could make a promise and withdraw from it I just thought you would be different. I thought we were different. Where did the “love” go? I want mine to leave just as yours did.

days where i waited for you were my happiest days even if it meant no reply back. now everything about you gone.

First, I dont like you anymore but i spent most of my schools years liking you but i dont even know why. We never talked well i mean sometimes we did but i knew you didnt like me back cause you liked lola. I mean everyone did. But i still had hoped you liked me back its okay cause i got over you quickly when i realized i had no reason to like you

hey greeney, im sorry we drifted but, i dont love you anymore. wow. ik it may be sad but im glad. fuck you.

I miss the way we were always getting into trouble and when you said my name I got tingles down my spine. I miss you a lot and even though we not have a connection anymore I still miss you. Like a lot.

hi everyone! do NOT let a boy named josh, joshua, or ANY J name break your heart. you deserve better. you got this and i love u. i am there for you. you are appreciated. the world will never be the same without you. stay.

Why did it end. There was no real reason. Please can we try again. I still love you and cant see myself with anyone else. I believe we are soulmates. Even if we dont get back togetehr you will forever be my soulmate. I Love You!

i'm sorry that i hurt you, but it was for the best. you deserve the world, i never could give you that.

I miss you I really hope you miss me too I know we’ll be together again one day we’re too good not to be

You make me feel so loved and special it’s unbelievable. I just wish you would stop holding on to the people who hurt you the most . You have so much potential and you need to realize it . You need to keep going even though I know it gets hard . Keep going babe ! You got this ❤️