Unsent messages to MASON
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:56 am UTC
Hi Mason, I think we could have been soulmates, but I met your best friend first. I could never choose you over him even though I think about you all the time.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:24 am UTC
idek if i loved u, we j got so attached to each other and we haven’t seen each other in so long. i still think about u a lot and i really miss u. love you dude
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:08 pm UTC
HIHHIHIIHIHIHI AHHAHAHAHAHHFJR HI IF UR SEEING THIS I LOBE U ACTUSLLY BRUH BYE (blue for wildcat skin?)
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:16 am UTC
I really love you and care about you, I wanna protect you in any way that I can but I know you dont love me back, its okay though as long as ur happy
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:54 am UTC
It’s really hurts knowing that you would choose multiple of my best friends over me, but it okay i would too!
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:10 am UTC
I lowkey (highkey) miss you even tho it’s been years, so then I feel pathetic haha, and I am pathetic I guess for believing that you were the one, cringeworthy I know right.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:46 am UTC
You’ve been my best friend since I can remember. COVID got in the way and I haven’t seen you in person since. Then we moved schools. We rarely talk but I still love you. You are so sweet and funny. I can’t stop thinking about you
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:41 pm UTC
me again lol :P i look a little crazyyy but i seriously liked u alot, it was something more but i dont want to make
u uncomfortable!! i hope ur living ur best life rn & i wish the best for u !
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:03 pm UTC
You've fucked me over, but it helped me learn that I needed a real man, not a boy. and now I have that.. so fuck you..
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:00 am UTC
honestly i'm so happy i've found someone that dosent make me cry myself to sleep and have me thinking that they actually love me
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:28 am UTC
you will always have a place in my heart. but i am letting you go, i hope you have a good life and maybe we will meet again
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 30, 2020, 3:22 am UTC
I did cheat on you summer of 2019. I don't regret it, you were a really great guy but it did not work. If you were a better boyfriend I 100% think you and I would still be together. I'm not gonna lie, I miss you
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 29, 2020, 5:15 pm UTC
i still think about you every day. and i still hate myself because I hurt you. trust me, i really didn't want to hurt you. but i am so broken, i feel so broken. and i didn't want you to have to deal with me. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 29, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
I wish you would take this seriously, because I'm head over heels in love with you. please don't hurt me.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
I wish I could tell you about my feelings, but that would be way too embarrassing, especially since I know you like someone else and consider me as just a friend.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 24, 2020, 6:03 am UTC
didn't want to express my feelings bc i was scared of seeming too attached but instead i ended up driving you away. fuck
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 21, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
do you still care about me? be truthful dont lie to me again, please? listen to robin hood by anson seabra, thats how i feel now that you left
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 19, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
We just met two days ago, but I'm already in love with you; crazy. You're so perfect, and i hope everything goes well :>
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
Everyday I wake up and think about seeing you i think about holding you and having conversations with you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:01 am UTC
I wish things didn't go the way they did sometimes. If it weren't for n and g you would be mine. I know ur an f boy but god i love you. you are always on my mind. my love for you is so persistent. I've never felt this way about anyone, mace. I love you so much. I wish it could be me.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
you did it. you kissed me. i wish something could come out of this but i know you wouldn't do that to your friend. that kiss was the closest I'll ever get to being with you. it was everything.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
yo ik both of us have hoes or whatever or our own shit going on lol but ily & hope i we don't stop talking loser.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:15 am UTC
hey lol, um ik you dont like me but u hold a special place in my heart. you will soon forget about me ik but I'll always remember you.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 17, 2020, 2:40 am UTC
I can’t shake my feelings for you. Even though you don’t want a relationship with me, it doesn’t stop the burning love i have for you. I haven’t heard from you in a week and it makes me sad. I see you everyday and it makes my heart mourn a live we never shared at the same time
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
today you said you wanted to see me again... that made my heart storm with feelings i haven't felt in a while.
P.S. i like you loser
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:39 am UTC
so um i guess i have a tiny crush on you but hey i'm not mad about it you loser haha.
p.s. i like you
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
You will never ever see this, but I still love you and I hope we can work things out again. You mean a lot to me, thank you for treating me the best anyone has. I know I might’ve taken a lot for granted, I guess I didn’t realize just how good I had it. No matter how long it has been, I will always pick up the phone. Love always, E
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
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From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:23 pm UTC
I now realize what I have to do to love you in the way you deserve. I just wish you’d come back to me and let me.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:19 am UTC
im glad that you're happy now. i still love you but i know that you're better off without me. she'll treat you well, i know she will.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 11, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
You are the closest I have ever gotten to love. I know you dont feel the same. I just care about you so much, and I hate that I make you sad. I just cant stop thinking about how much better your life would be without me.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
I hope you're happier in the future. I hope your parents don't hate you and I hope you don't hate yourself but you fucking left me with nothing to say but "I've been distant". I know it isn't your fault but for the sake of everyone around you I hope you fix your problems soon.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 11, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
i dont know why i cant stop thinking about you. u left me and now youre with her. i hate you for making me so weak for you. i dont even think youre that special after how you acted. youre just like every other guy whos hurt me
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
I'm sorry. You hurt me and i say you didn't but you really did. Everything you said to me was a lie because you finally had someone who cared, but you didn't care back.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:05 pm UTC
We were not made for each other. At all. But you made me so happy and you were so cute. We shouldn't have rushed things.
I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
you helped me grow. you didn't belittle me for my past mistakes, and I will forever thank you for that.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:40 am UTC
you meant a lot to me and you have helped me figure out the person i am today and i am grateful for that, but i wish that you hadn’t of talked about me to your friends and formed a “bullying” group towards me just because i finally came out, i don’t appreciate it and it’s not okay
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:55 pm UTC
126 days, 18 hours, 53 minutes, and 42 seconds since you stopped talking to me. I miss you so much. These past 2 years have been tough not having you by my side. I love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:21 pm UTC
You will never truly know the impact you had on me emotionally and mentally...though we have both moved on and are just friends I know we both still think about each other and what we used to be, but it just can never happen again. The fact that if you came back to me right now: I would drop everything for you, and that is what is so hard for me to accept. I wish we could’ve been more but I still love you no matter what and I hope you never drift from me
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
i wouldve done anything for you. i lost a part of myself the day you left. i talked to the stars about you.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
i learned chess so we could play, i studied history so we could talk, gave you gifts, & you gave up without trying
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
i wish we still talked i miss you everyday and i can’t get over you. i thought it would be us forever
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
Thank you for teaching me I’m worth more than what people give me. But fuck you for taking advantage of the person I am.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:02 am UTC
Im sorry i had my issues and made it hard for you to love me, or maybe you aren't for me. Im still trying to figure that out
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 5, 2020, 3:24 pm UTC
You loved her when I loved you when you finally realized I loved you. You loved me back but it was already to late bc u broke my heart and I moved on
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 3, 2020, 5:14 pm UTC
I loved you and you destroyed me in the worst way possible. I thought it was over, but I still see you with jealous eyes.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 2, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
sometimes when we hangout i take the moment in as much as i can because i don’t know if there will be another
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:46 am UTC
i have been using you as a distraction from every boy i have ever fallen in love with and i know that you genuinely like me and i'm sorry for using you
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
Even though I have no idea what you’re talking about when you go on about interests we don’t have in common, Never stop talking. I love how excited you get and it fills my heart to see the joy it brings you.
From: ABC
To: Mason
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
It was so fun, until we got older and you became embarrassed of me. I miss you and our facetimes. I hope it was worth it.
