Unsent messages to MARIA
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:28 pm UTC
if you were so scared to lose me, why did you cheat on me?
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:46 pm UTC
I hope you get what you prayed for <3
From me to me :)
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 18, 2021, 5:00 am UTC
i’m sorry for blocking you, but i think it’s what’s best for you. you’ll keep coming back to check on me and that’s the last thing you need after what i did. stay safe wherever you may find yourself.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:12 am UTC
i dont know if ill ever admit this to you irl so this will just have to suffice for now. maybe things will change. i dont think these feelings are right but part of me doesnt want them to go away. i know you will never see me in the way i see you but ig i will just have to accept that. please dont hurt me again even if its just platonic. i dont want to doubt you but part of me is still conflicted about trusting you. you are one of the last people who has my full trust. dont take that away.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:59 am UTC
Hi Nonna,
I miss you so much. I wish you were here with me so i could just feel your presence. I wish i got to tell you that I love you before you left. God I miss you. I can't beleive its been so long since you have died. I love you
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:32 pm UTC
I still like you. I don't think I'll ever stop liking you. You were my first girlfriend, and you meant the universe to me. I wish you know how much I want you back. I want to hold you in my arms and gave you that kiss I saved especially for you. I'll always regret not giving it to you. Thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:32 am UTC
it was nice at first, to get that attention from you and feel wanted; then it just got weird. it felt obsessive and you overstepped too many boundaries. and you still do. i wish you would just listen to me and respect my wishes.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:41 am UTC
words can’t even describe how much i appreciate you. you’re constantly wanting to talk to me, constantly giving me that feeling of someone appreciating me. i honestly don’t know what i would do without you. you were the first person i came out to, and you’re the person that can always make me laugh no matter what. you can get a little annoying sometimes, like spamming my messages, or constantly wanting to ft, but i know you do that only because you care about me. so thank you. thank you for being the only one who cares about me.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:37 am UTC
AĂşn casada y con hijos y aĂşn dentro de 50 años,te presentas en la puerta de mi casa y sin dudarlo, harĂa la maleta y me irĂa contigo al fin del mundo....
Eres el amor de mi vida por y para siempre...
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:33 pm UTC
i saw u with your new man, and oh boy oh boy, the only thing i felt was happiness. i hope he loves u like u wanted someone to do, and if he really does, don´t hurt him like you did with the others bcause of you insecurities. I´m happy to see you happy, see u : )
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:37 am UTC
Trate de hacerte entender que no me importaba el daño de tu pasado, Yo solo querĂa estar contigo para ayudarte a sanar, Pero solo tuve que esperar para saber que querĂas de mi en realidad, Aun asĂ jamas supe que era lo que querĂas.
No sabes todo lo que hubiera hecho por ti para estar junto a ti, Asi hubiera sido muy apresurada o no.
Te querĂa a ti y solo a ti, Pero aveces tengo que entender que todo lo que quieres no se pude tener y lo entendĂ de la peor manera :')
S U E R T E E N T O D O, P O R Q U E L A V A S A N E C E S I T A R
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:14 am UTC
i love you but i don’t like you. you ruin me. you break me down to the point where i don’t want to be put back together. you make me feel worthless. and i let you. because what else am i supposed to do?
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:00 pm UTC
I didn’t realize how painful it was loving you until my feet were no longer bleeding walking around conversation. I have you my all, and you left me questioning who I was, and I’ve never been better than now, without you.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:28 pm UTC
I had to let our friendship go. You always made me feel like a 2nd choice. please take a hint when i don’t text back.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:02 am UTC
Sometimes I’ll just lay at night and think of all the could have beens. The should have beens. I miss you always and i hope so badly, that one day we’ll see eachother and everything will fall straight back into place
B
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 7, 2021, 12:49 am UTC
i loved you so much, it hurt knowing we were better off as friends. i can only watch from the sidelines as i miss your touch
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:41 am UTC
love always felt so easy between us. but when it’s been a year and you still can’t get over old things, it’s a set back.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:58 pm UTC
i miss you i know you’re busy but i miss you i wanna hangout and you hold my hand cause i really like you and i miss you
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:52 pm UTC
i miss u so much. i miss what we used to have. i know you’re happy with someone else now, but why can’t that be me? i fucked up, i know. but i miss u more than anything.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:59 pm UTC
i hope you realize how much i despise you. but i want the best for you, even though you can be a horrible person. i genuinely don’t know why you’d wish that upon someone, but i truly wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:55 am UTC
i still think about the nights we used to spend at your place. you helped me find myself, and i will forever be grateful. even if i don’t mean anything to you anymore.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:18 am UTC
No te lo digo pero a ti te he dicho cosas que no le he dicho a nadie i puede que no hablosmos mucho pero cuando hablamos me animas i me ayudas cidiendome que si puedo que si que vales i por eso te admiro i te do la gracias, también quisiera abrazarte pero se que no quieres asi que me conformo con hablar contigo. Me has salvado la vida aunque no lo sepas i habloemos poco muchas gracias te adoro i también te quiero
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:45 pm UTC
With you I realized what I wanted, who I was, and who I wanted to be. Thank you for allowing me to be your soul mate, although sometimes things do not turn out the way we want, I will always fight for you and your dreams, but I cannot leave mine behind. Sorry if I'm being selfish, but, you made it clear to me that you love me, but nothing will happen, so I think I have to continue for what I love and for what I have been looking for for a long time.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 30, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
i wish i could describe with words how wonderful you are, i love you so much please don't ever forget that
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
hey maria,moo moo, also jules I love you so much and im so happy i got to see you again and im sad i have to leave again
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 29, 2020, 5:34 pm UTC
Elijo el verde pq todavia me acuerdo de tu color favorito.. Te echo de menos, y me da miedo pensar que nadie me va a hacer sentir lo que tu me hiciste sentir.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 28, 2020, 7:32 am UTC
they say after 7 years, a friendship is more likely to last a lifetime. sooo we in this for life bitch. Thanks for always being my friend no matter what!! i love u my lil bloodsuckingtadpole
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:38 pm UTC
you showed me what true friendship means since we first because friends. We dont talk anymore but I'll always hold a special place for you in my heart
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
I wish you loved me as much as I love you. I see the stars in your eyes and you don't even look at mine. But I have made my peace with being your second choice. Know that once I have healed, you will no longer be my first.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
You were my bff and you did me how you did me, I stood by you when everyone else said you weren’t worth it
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
I am sorry how I hurt you and how you went from sunshine to darkness let me revive and let go of that darkness and shine bright with a unique future that no one else has had with light and happiness and undiscovered roads I wish nothing to bring back that once shiny bright girl
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 21, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
I’ve been both furious at you and desperately wished you’d take me back for over a year now. I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you needed. Please forgive me, I should have tried harder. I’ll always remember us slow dancing to a record in your dorm room
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 20, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
i think i could fall in love with you, but im broken and scared and i don’t know if you like me back :(
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 18, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
You ruined everything, you made my life a living hell but i couldn't let go of you, if only you could've just make an effort.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
Fuck you! You ruined my life, i did nothing but be a good friend. You were the person i thought i would be close with till the end. Then you make yourself pick between two people and treat me like shit. I spent nights crying wondering what the hell i did wrong, why u sent those horrible texts why u bitched about me and told all my secrets, i trusted u with. I thought u were better, u really hurt me and u never said sorry. I let u trample your dirty shoes and heart all over me and i just will never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 16, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
im sorry that i couldnt love you as much as you love me. i wish i did, i really do. right person, wrong time. maybe.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 14, 2020, 10:41 pm UTC
Me cambiaste la vida, encontrarte fue lo más puro que me ha podido pasar nunca. Gracias por estar y por seguir.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
you were good for me when needed, it’s time to take care on yourself and focus on yourself. don’t beat yourself up, i know you are loved but i had to let you go because you weren’t good for me
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
i don't think this counts because we are dating - but i just wanted to say you make me very happy. thats all. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:35 am UTC
Ojalá algĂşn dĂa podamos cumplir todo lo que hemos dicho que haremos, se me está acabando el tiempo aquĂ y jamás te podrĂ© olvidar porque las primeras piedras de mi carrera tienen tu nombre escrito
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
Even though there's nothing going on between us I really wish you could give me an answer so I would stop overthinking
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:30 pm UTC
it’s kinda fucked,it’s best we go our own ways im tired of you treating me like shit goodbye bestfriend
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
Your love for me faded like summer changing to fall. I miss us so bad, why did you fall out of love? We were so good.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:45 pm UTC
you ever think about what it was like before it all went to shit? we were okay. we were happy. look what happened to us. neither of us are okay. at least you're getting help. i'm happy for you
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:21 pm UTC
Te amo, siempre lo he hecho. He visto como te has ido con otras personas, y aunque me duela, si asi eres feliz, me alegrĂł :')
Gracias por existir, perdon por no ser lo suficientemente bueno...
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:59 pm UTC
we were best friends for years. I moved and you made no effort to keep in touch. I miss you. thanks for the memories.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: December 1, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
a veces me pregunto si realmente me gustaba tu novio o solamente le tenia envidia porque el tenia tu atenciĂłn.
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: November 26, 2020, 12:50 pm UTC
I really loved you more than my own life, I hope that everything will go good with you and your new gf :]
From: ABC
To: Maria
Date: November 25, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
Ya hace mucho tiempo que no hablamos y sinceramente te hecho de menos...
Éramos muy buenas amigas, no sĂ© quĂ© pudo pasar, al tener novio empezaste a ignorarme y poco a poco dejamos de hablar rompiendo asĂ nuestra promesa, ojalá poder hablarte pero tengo miedo de ser ignorada, de que no quieras hablar conmigo de que ya no te caiga bien igualmente estoy agradecida del tiempo en el que fuimos amigas, me enseñaste bastantes cosas de la amistad que yo no conocĂa bien, hoy me gustarĂa decirte muchas cosas que me están pasando y preguntarte muchas cosas pero tengo miedo, no puedo hacerlo, tal vez algĂşn dĂa me atreva
