i dont know if ill ever admit this to you irl so this will just have to suffice for now. maybe things will change. i dont think these feelings are right but part of me doesnt want them to go away. i know you will never see me in the way i see you but ig i will just have to accept that. please dont hurt me again even if its just platonic. i dont want to doubt you but part of me is still conflicted about trusting you. you are one of the last people who has my full trust. dont take that away.
