Unsent messages to MARIA

Perdón, pero siento que siempre será el, y que yo no soy nada, no puedo parar de compararme, perdón, no es tu culpa, pero joder, en cualquier momento perderás el interés en mi, como siempre, y me dirás "es que aunque lo intente no puedo fijarme en otra persona, solo me gusta el", y duele, me da miedo, perdón por ser insuficiente y por no creerte cuando me dices que soy lo mejor que te paso,pero es que joder,la persona que más feliz te ha hecho es el, y joder te sigue gustando :( ,perdón por todo. ?

sunt suparata pe tine te ai culcat fara sa zici un noapte buna ,nesimtita drc ,nu te mai invit la ziua mea

i remember every touch you've ever given. it's not that hard cuz there weren't so many. i want more but i can't tell you about it. i know you have a crush, you told me about him yourself while being on a walk with me. it hurt but you didn't notice. it's been a year since i understood i like you a lot. i never fall in love so easily, but yeah i did fell for you :) love, your "favourite hugs in the world"

I'm scared to talk to you again. I know you're still mad at me for what I did. I cant bring myself to talk to you after knowing that I hurt you.

one of my closest friends liked you a while back and i felt the same feelings for you but i couldn't tell anyone because it would break her heart, but know that i still like you, always and forever.

I don't honestly know who I hate more you for being a bad friend or me for feeling so alone without you

perdon por no haber seguido a tu lado y decirte lo que sentia, espero que sigas un buen camino y alguna vez volver a vernos

the moment you said “i accept you for everything you are. even when you’re so sad you dont see life.” my whole body cried.
i will love you forever.
i miss us.

Sabes ... aunque este sentimiento esté prohibido aunque el amor que siento por ti esté mal no puedo para de sentirlo ...por más que quiera ... no sé en qué momento me enamore de ti...quisiera saberlo ...pero tantas cosas que tienes... que te hacen ser la persona más bella del mundo...de ti me gustó todo , me gusto tu forma del ver al mundo , simplemente me gustaste ...me enamoraste cada parte de ti me enamoró... y no me arrepiento de enamorarme de ti ...jamás me voy a arrepentir.. aunque tu no sientas lo mismo , yo siempre te seguiré amando con toda mi Alma... te amo♡

I never had experienced that feeling of wanting to be with someone so badly... Thank you, I guess, because even if you don't and probably won't know, I know how it feels now...

Siempre dije que estaría para ti, a pesar de todo, lo sigo diciendo. Sé que si llamaras un día y me dijeras que volverías un lunes, desde el domingo te estaría esperando.

You mean so so much to me, I'm sorry I have trouble understanding your needs. No matter what you go through, I will always stick by your side. I love you ma, so much more than you'll ever know

you broke me like nobody else could i know it was my fault but i wanted to die and it is worse when the feelings come from someone else then yourself.I don't have a "madsion" remember that :(

i like you.., i don’t know if you still feel the same and i regret losing my chance,,, i’m too scared to make the first move so i guess i won’t tell you how i really feel,, you were the first person to really understand me and share the same interests as me and even though some of the things you did hurt me you still cared for me and i appreciate it.,you’ve probably forgotten about me now so now those times are just nothing but fond memories ,,;

i miss u and u hurt me a lot and many times but i still miss u i am hurt by the fact that u wanted to change ur friends and didnt want to be friends anymore i miss u please come back

i love you so much, you make me so happy and i hope we’ll get together because i care about you so much

We were only ever best friends but I realize now that I was probably in love with you. I doubt your're gay so I don't think you ever felt that way but I am sorry for letting my love translate into jealousy of you. My heart aches at the thought of you and we haven't truly spoken in months. I hope you begin to feel better about life and if you ever need anything please call me.

The flight was super shaky and I realized your face would've been the last thought I'd ever have.
KK

I will never forget that I asked my guitar player who are you right before my first concert and since then i fell in love with you

you destroyed me. and yet i don't know if i will ever love again like i loved you. it still hurts sometimes, but i am healing every day. it feels good to know that you will never know this healthy and happy version of me.

you were my first love and i blew it badly. im sorry for how much i hurt you. im working hard to be better. i love you always.

i wanna give you the whole world but it would never work and i can’t do that to you, and i can’t loose you

i can never tell you how i long for your touch and love and remember every small detail of your presence. it’s impossible to speak to you as myself as i will never be good enough for you and i can never tell you how i feel.