Unsent messages to MACKENZIE

you weren't the best friend, but you were my friend.

you were everything to me star. i would do anything for you. i miss you more than anything

I’m tired of being your backup.

Ik we’re not together but you are my everything in life

it’s you from the past. i have so much hope. please don’t let me down.

Youve always been my favorite

i miss your beautiful eyes

Can you at least tell me we were something ?

I’ve loved you since we were 17. You knew that.

i want to be with you still

Hey, I really miss you and all our memories.I hope they make you happy but just know I wish that was me instead.

Why didn’t you tell me sooner?
Don’t get me wrong I’m so happy for you but i am jealous. They’re a great person and I’m sure you’ll go far with them. Idk i always thought you were joking, don’t know why I never expanded the idea of being with you

I wish I’d stayed. I wish I’d been strong enough to keep you by my side. I’m so sorry. If I could do it all again, I’d stick it out. ?

in another life our story will end just the way we wanted it to, but for now i wait for this one to end and that one to start.

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I always promised myself I would never let you turn me into the girls you mistreated before and told me about.

Staying friends and talking most days like nothing has changed is slowly killing me but like I have said, living in pain is better than losing you altogether

Staying friends and talking most days like nothing has changed is slowly killing me but like I have said, living in pain is better than losing you altogether

I guess this is the last goodbye. I'm not even going to see you for another week, but I might as well get it out of the way now. You can be my dance friend. We can be nothing. I'm okay with that, because that's what you need. I'll always love you. I will, and I'm sure that as soon as I see you again I'll want to take this back and do anything just so you'll look at me. But I can't keep doing this. I need you, but I don't have you right now. I thought you had grown up, but maybe you haven't. Not that I'm mad or anything. God no. You just need a little time, and even though I love you more than anything, I can't sit here and wait. I'm glad I took all of those photos, so that I can remember how beautiful it was when you would look at me. I love you and I miss you, but I'm going to say goodbye so that I don't say all of the other things that make me think of you.

I probably should have let you keep my sweater, but I didn't realise it would be goodbye. I guess friends drift, and if that's what you need, then that's okay. You're my best friend, and if ghosting me is what you need, I can handle it. But just in case you're worried about what I need, it's you. I need my best friend. I'll give you my sweater, okay? Please just talk to me.

I strongly believe now, that we did meet at the right time... we just weren’t just right for each other...

I hate that you text me when you and your gf fight.. you know how much love i have for you. i miss us. but you’re obviously happy with her.

You were the reason I knew I liked girls. We were so young and although we don’t talk anymore I’m glad you were a small part of my life

I still love you. I can’t get you out of my mind. Sometimes I wish things could be different and we could still be a thing. You were the best thing that had ever happened to me.

thank you for teaching me it’s more important to love myself first because without it i’m only loving other half way

you probably won’t see this and in a way i hope you don’t but at the same time i hope you do. it’s almost been a year. i honestly can’t believe that. i loved you more than anything i truly did. i still have hope for us for some reason i dont know why but i do. im sorry i wasn’t everything you wanted. i love you so much.

You were the first girl I had feelings for, you made me realize a lot of things about myself. And yet we hardly spoke and you barely knew I existed... but I would’ve done anything for you.

You were the first girl I had feelings for, you made me realize a lot of things about myself. And yet we hardly spoke and you barely knew I existed... but I would’ve done anything for you.

You were the first girl I had feelings for, you made me realize a lot of things about myself. And yet we hardly spoke and you barely knew I existed... but I would’ve done anything for you.

Sometimes I think I need you more than anyone else. Sometimes I think I just need someone. But I'm the only person you told about your grandma, and I always spell your name right. Your hair is soft and your eyes are sweet. Sometimes I think I'll die if you leave, and sometimes it feels like you already have.

u tried so hard to ruin my life and u didnt win. u will never ever be me. thank god everyone is FINALLY seeing how selfish u are and how big of a bitch u can bee when things dont go ur way. u are childish and need to grow the fuck up. u acting like that made u lose everything. all of ur power is gone. u turn every good person bad stop fucking up good people that is awful of u but honestly i dont see u doing anything less you are a god awful person i almost killed myself bc of bad u made my life. im so glad u are out of my best friends life and that he hates u now.