I'm sorry for not telling you how much I really loved you before moving to another country. And I regret ever waking away from that last kiss I gave you.

You deserve the world. I’ve never met anyone like you. Every time i think about you, i get that special feeling, and i like it a lot. I don’t wanna loose you

Ich liebe dich und es tut weh, das du unsere Beziehung beendet hast. Es nimmt mir die Luft zum atmen. Das hat mir alle Energie genommen. Du bist mein Leben, meine Liebe, mein Lachen. Ich brauche dich und ich vermisse dich. Und ich werde sterben weil ich nicht mehr leben will. Es tut mir leid das ich dir nicht gerecht geworden bin. Machs gut.

I wish i kept your hat when you said I could have it, now your gone and I can't even see u wear it anymore

I wanna talk to you again, i miss the way you made me feel but I was to embarrassed of showing feelings

i think about texting you at 4am and saying I'm sorry and i miss you but I'm scared you won't feel the same

In front of my friends, I'm pretending I'm over you, but the truth is that I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to get over you.

u're so different from anybody i have ever encountered and that's why it's so hard for me to get you out of my mind.

I took it all for granted... every second we were together, every I love u, every hug, every smile and every laugh

I will always love you. Saying goodbye tonight was hard. Don’t forget about me. I hope it goes well for you with her. Don’t make the same mistakes you made on me with her. I love you.

I'm still mad about you. I love you so much. Even though we don't even speak, just the thought of you makes me smile

hey, i have a crush on u. it started when i sat beside u in the library, u talked to me a few times n i didnt think anything of it. but at one point u went to my keyboard n u js kinda pressed random keys and ohhh my god i cant stop thinking abt it. i cant stop smiling thinking abt u. whenever u talk to me i think abt it n i js smile. and i remember i was trying to secretly look at u, and this was when raven sat in between us like in socials. we made like eye contact right over his head or whatever like U looked at ME when i was trying to look at u- im probably overthinking everything u do but i really like u. i wanted to confess js to idk let u know my feelings towards u but i dont know how since eno had/probably still has a crush on u. i feel like i would b an even worse friend if i confessed to u n alot of people heard that i confessed. so i probably wont confess until i know she 100% doesnt like u anymore. im so sorry, i really like u. i cant help it.

i am so sorry for the person i was in the past. it was me, not you. it’s been a long time. i hope you’re doing well and that you’re happy! you’re a beautiful soul.

Du bist das einzige was mich noch Glücklich macht. Auch wenn du mir manchmal weh tust. Du bist der einzige Grund, warum ich manchmal nicht im Bett liege und weine und versuche mir was anzutun. Du hältst mich am Leben, und dennoch tust du mir auch weh. Ich liebe dich...

I don’t think I’ll ever truly get over watching tv with you on the couch. So mundane but I still think about it two years later

i wonder if you dream of a future with me like i do with you, i hope our connection never fades away and it gets stronger with time, i hope distance doesn´t push you away but mostly i hope your heart still beats for me like mine does for you. D

i hope we get a chance and this won´t end in just an almost something, i can wait for you if you tell me you want the same, i wanna walk by your side and hold your hand.

i miss you so goddamn much, i want to message u everyday, i even have ur birthday highlighted on my calendar i hope you will never forget me

I think I like you. I like the silly quirkiness about you. Us together probably wouldn’t work out but it’s still a though that passes through my mind every once and a while.

I wish you will realize that I have been the one from day 1... why did you pick them
over me? I love you and I always have.. I’ll wait as long as I have too ? I sometimes look at our old messages just to see the old you again! I want the old you back, the one who called me all day and just talked about our day. I want the guy who once liked me and only me. The one who didn’t lie about stuff... the one who actually liked me..... where did the old you go? Can you get him back? I miss him..?? I love you, when will you realize how much I do?

For a year I could not go back to the beach because it reminded me of us sharing cigarettes while watching the waves

I loved u more than I ever loved anyone. I can’t feel love for you anymore but I will never forget you. Wish things would have went different.

Was it worth it to cheat on me with someone who didn’t know you existed? I’m over it, but it still kind of hurt.

you should know i think about you every time i make coffee with oat milk. it wasn’t real for you but i think it really was it was for me.

i think i’ve always loved you. but not in the way that’s right for either of us. i’m sorry i’m so bad at love

I really fucking miss you. I wish you didn’t ignore me and my friends and drop us all for no reason. I wish we would have become something

I've had feelings for you for such a long time, but I always knew that I'm far from your type. You're not a good person, you never were, nor to me, nor other people in general. And that's the sad part, 'cause I got so attached to you, that I even dream about you, it feels like an obsession. I hate you so much, I hope that after you leave school, it will all stop, I can't take it anymore.

i love you more than anything, i hope you realize that and you make me so happy and i appreciate you more and more everyday , hope you have a good night and text me when you get this ??

I love you so damn much and i am crying out my heart right now because i know u will leave me one day and it hurts to know that u wo t looks me in the eye the same way. I cant live without youl. My beart cant and wont live without you and i dont know how to tell u that I love you more than i love myself. Somethimes i cry myself to sleep because the thought of being alone and without you is scary. I want to tell you how much you mean to me . i love you Lukas

I miss when we used to talk, just us. You mean a lot to me and I wish I could tell you how I feel. I’ll never forget when we met, and I just want to say thank you:)

u were my first love. it was so sad watching u go from a sweet and funny boy to an absolute asshole and fboy. hope u realize one day how much u meant to me and how much u made me feel worthless. also stop dming every time u are on a break w her. im not gonna be ur back up plan every time. stop using me. have nice life, lukas. in another life i hope ur still the same boy i fell in love with.

I really like you and I know you’ll never like me back. Still, thank you for teaching me how to be more confident.

I’m not one to beg for love. I’m not one to beg at all. I don’t care I can’t wait till I’m tied by him he says I’m cute and kisses my forehead

I know It's weird, to fall in love over text. However I really can't help myself when it comes to you

It was the color of your favourite shirt. I miss you so much. I didn't want to leave but you didn't want me to stay. Thank you for your immeasurable loyalty, love and support. You set my standards way too high. You will always be the one I love. I promise

I think ab u everyday and I miss u but u deserve better. I hope whoever gets you next knows how much you love cheesy romantic stuff and how much of a nerd you are

I think we had something, it just wasn't the right time. I hope you are happy, you deserve it the most

I’m sorry I had to leave you. I can’t stay and be your friend knowing that you’re with someone else and that I love you. We can’t call and meet and watch movies together, while you’re with someone else. It’s not fair to do that to someone, I wouldn’t want it done to me. I cherish, adore and love you. So so much. I’m hopeful that one day I’ll meet you again. I want to meet you one day again. I’m going to see you again. We’re a team. I’m always here for you. You’re my best friend. I hope you don’t change your mind and decide that it’s not worth it anymore later on. I don’t know when but I’m hopeful I’ll see you again. You’re kinda my twin and soulmate. Love you forever and always. I hope my gut feeling is correct. I know you’re mad at me for leaving especially on Christmas Day. I hate myself so much for it. I don’t expect anything from you. Things will end and I’ll be with you again. I’m going to be with you again. I am with you. Always.

You are the reason i go to school everyday. You are the one that makes me wanna wake up wayy too early to impress you. I dont know if you feel the same, but i really hope you do. I love your smile and your wonderfull and lively personality. Thank you for being you!

In another lifetime :)

Why did u tell ur friends?you had no right to do so

I miss you, I'm sorry I couldn't be a real boy.

I wanna be yours

as much as i miss you, i hope you can find someone who could be what i wasn't for you </3

i miss you, i’m so sorry forgive me. i won’t ever forget you my boy. you saved me

I’m so sorry

i will always love you. this is my way of letting you go amor. ❤️

do u read these and wonder if i wrote them for you? do u ever think abt me? miss me?

Adore you dude, I need my best friend back.

My heart belongs to you even if yours doesn‘t beling to me.