Unsent messages to LEXI
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 15, 2023, 5:48 am UTC
i adore you so much already, i can’t wait to keep spending life with you
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 10, 2023, 4:37 am UTC
i miss who you used to be. our whole situation confused me so much. i wish you'd just talk to me.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: September 7, 2023, 3:23 am UTC
I don’t believe in evil but I know you’re close
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: August 28, 2023, 5:53 am UTC
would you have loved me more if i told you how i actually felt?
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: August 26, 2023, 2:02 am UTC
i miss you so much. i wish things were different
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: August 20, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
Not a day goes by that I don’t regret leaving you.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: August 5, 2023, 12:07 am UTC
i worry about you still. I hope you’re doing well
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: July 27, 2023, 4:40 am UTC
i’m in love with you, can’t you see that?
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:37 pm UTC
please understand i’m trying so hard, my beautiful girl.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: July 10, 2023, 5:07 am UTC
even tho u hurt me i still miss you lexi
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:34 pm UTC
you make me so happy, the way you smile, the way you laugh. i feel it is physicly imposible to look at you smile and not smile back you make me happier then anyone has ever before, thank you
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:10 am UTC
whats up lex! i just saw your unsent message. i promise everything will be okay. dont be scared. just think of it this way, if you overthink it youre letting him win. he wants it not to work out. prove him wrong. i know you can. i love you, xoxo
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:07 am UTC
hey lex. i love you so much and am so thankful for our friendship. i dont know what i wouldve done if i didnt have you with the whole J situation. it all just really sucks. i didnt mean for any of this and i was too scared i would mess everything up and it ended up just making everything even worse. i feel like this is all my fault and i feel awful. my friends all say that i didnt do anything wrong but i dont believe that. if i didnt why would he hate me so much? it makes me feel awful that he doesnt believe me. i care about him so much and i would never try to hurt him but he doesnt believe me. i just want to know who keeps telling him all these lies. because whoever it is, is making all of this 2000x worse. and i lost one of my best friends because of it. i dont know when i will be okay again but i know its going to take a while. i miss talking to him so much. now the only time we talk its us arguing and it sucks. i wish i could go back in time and never tell him. then we'd still be close. i miss him.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:36 am UTC
you hurt me worse than anyone and broke me to a point beyond repair, i loved you. you were my everything. the second you didn’t get what you wanted you left. then made it my fault somehow in the end. fuck you. it hurts because its been so long and i still love you. i want you back, but the old you. i know you’ll treat me badly again but it makes me want you more
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:45 pm UTC
i miss you so much, i miss our conversations, i miss our stupid jokes, i miss when we used to make fun of the boys in our class, i miss staying up till 2am on facetime with you. im not doing well and i have nobody to talk to. i wish i could change what happened. i hope that we will be able to talk to each other again soon. you are still my best friend and you always will be. thanks for everything.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:08 pm UTC
I felt myself on the edge of falling in love with you. I let myself dream about us... and then you were gone, just like my dreams.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:30 am UTC
god I miss you so much. you were in so much pain. I wish you would have told me. I love you endlessly dumbass.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:17 pm UTC
i miss you so much. i'm so sorry for being a shitty person, you deserve so much better. thanks for all of the great memories.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:25 am UTC
hey um. sometimes i get that i'm annoying and i'm sorry. you're the only person whose actually seen me like, ME me yk. you're my literal soul sister i can't ever lose you again. i love you so so so much and i hope one day you love yourself like how everyone loves you
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: December 27, 2020, 6:09 am UTC
will you read my message and know it's me? will you care? i hope you're okay. it's not fair that good people get this hurt. i wish you only the best because you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
you are making my life a living hell and you don't even realize it, you surpassed me, took everything i had, and never looked back
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:39 am UTC
i love you so much. you’re the most beautiful person in the world to me, and i miss you more than anything. i love you babe.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:57 pm UTC
i wish i could help
you but i don’t know how. you keep drifting farther away from yourself and i’m scared
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: December 6, 2020, 3:19 am UTC
i dont know why i fell for you. it just kinda happened. i love the way you always spoke softly but surely and how you could always make me laugh. i miss you
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 26, 2020, 3:49 am UTC
i wish i never met you. sorry you're jealous of me, oh what shall i do abt it? stay mad, stay jealous, & stay obsessive. xoxo, your fav name
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
We walked away like strangers in the street. Gone for eternity. We erased one another. So far from where we came, with so much of everything, How did we leave with nothing?
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:07 am UTC
I miss you. I wish we could meet. Im sorry. I never meant to hurt you so badly. I just want you back.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
thank you. thank you for all the laughs and facetime calls and pranks we pulled on everyone. i appreciate everything you’ve done for me. things ended on the wrong note. i’m sorry . honestly it was definitely my fault. we may never speak again and that’s cool. i love you.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:48 pm UTC
I am in so much pain but I can’t tell anyone and not even my closest friends, sorry if I leave one day.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
hey lexi,
you made me realized i was bi, but then i found out that ur a really shitty person and ur terrible and toxic and you gossiped behind people's back and made my friend feel so bad about herself. I hope you can realize that you need to change for the better and learn from your mistakes. and stop dating ur friend's exes.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:29 pm UTC
it hurts me to know you would still run back to her, even after all we have been through. Why am I not enough?
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 25, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
remember when we fantasized about meeting in person? living together on a cottagecore farm? we were so naïve to think we can actually work out as lovers. really, we should have stayed friends, though im sure we would have eventually stopped talking either way. i dont think i miss you and i cant remember much anymore, but i know that you made me happy. i thank you for that, and for the year(s) we had together with no issues. if you see this, yes, its who you think it is. if you're doubting it, i'll give you some hints. the way i type, long distance relationship, two years, the o with two dots on top. the last one is a dead give away, that is, if you remember me. i hope you dont honestly. its better that way. thank you for everything, lexi. i wish you all the best.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:10 am UTC
my life hasn’t been stable ever since things ended. now with u back in my life again, and after today from finally seeing each other, it feels like it’s all just back to normal right? except it’s not because as soon as u leave i feel the need to hug you tighter. the feeling of missing you is back to how it was once before. i’m so happy with what came out of today, but still always want more. and maybe that’s selfishness, because you’re with someone else, or maybe it’s just me being clueless, because i still feel something there. i hate being alone, and you stayed with me even longer because you know that, but now that u did leave, i hate the feeling of being alone even more. i just need things back to normal, and for you to be steady in my life again. i know that takes time, but i keep telling myself that if i love you this much, it’s worth the wait. i’ll suffer from the “maybe one day”thoughts until i hopefully overcome them, not for me, but for you because i know that now you really do need me more than ever. now i am seeing how much we both need each other in each of our lives.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 18, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
this friendship is so bad for me. i know it. but when u come back it’s like everything around me stops and it’s good for just that moment. i told others how i wish we got to share at least one real moment together before it all ended. and now, because of that, every second of u that i get i treat it as the last. i remember to not only just hug u once, but twice, to always send the last text, to check up when you are sad, because for a while i didn’t get the chance to. But on the other hand, i overthink, and i’m consumed by you all over again. for a while i was ok, and compared to the horrible emotional state i was in once before, i look at myself as still being “ok”. but i know i’m getting bad again, the loss in appetite is coming back, the anxiety, the snapping in and out of emotions, but above all i havent cried for u. because i see u happy. and maybe it’s not with me, but that’s what keeps me going. i’ve accepted reality, and that u may never tell me how u really feel, and that life goes on with or without me.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 14, 2020, 5:25 am UTC
I told you about this and I wonder if you'll ever see it. you became one of my closest friends thank you for being there I love you Lexi wexi.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 8, 2020, 2:42 pm UTC
you think that you’re the only one who’s getting hurt by this. think about me too? what would you have done if you were in my place? stop it please you’re hurting me
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 6, 2020, 6:05 am UTC
you completely broke me into words that can’t be explained. you told me you would change and never did, you’re repeating your actions which means i love you more than you love me because i’ll do anything for you.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:54 pm UTC
You hurt me so bad but I feel inclined to still forgive you. I’m glad you found happiness with him instead of me
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:52 am UTC
I just want you to know, I was telling the truth. I went about it the wrong way because deep down I still had feelings for you. I hope one day you realize he isn’t good for you, but I know that I won’t be a part of that journey or your life again and that’s fine. Just know, you’ll always be my favorite staffie.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
I still can’t believe I saw your asshole. Baby you need to shave that Afro. Btw A is doing amazing! Love him.
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:36 pm UTC
i know you won’t ever love me back but i would do anything for you. even if that anything means letting you love someone else. i love you forever
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: September 25, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
I used to love you more than anyone I've ever known, but now I hate you more than anything. I genuinely feel hate towards you
From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: September 18, 2020, 12:08 pm UTC
You are beautiful
You are kind
You are strong
HOW do you not see these wonderful things i see in you?! Believe in yourself bro~! Believe because i do!! Thank you for being a friend who is always there for me :)
