From: ABC
To: lexi
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:07 am
hey lex. i love you so much and am so thankful for our friendship. i dont know what i wouldve done if i didnt have you with the whole J situation. it all just really sucks. i didnt mean for any of this and i was too scared i would mess everything up and it ended up just making everything even worse. i feel like this is all my fault and i feel awful. my friends all say that i didnt do anything wrong but i dont believe that. if i didnt why would he hate me so much? it makes me feel awful that he doesnt believe me. i care about him so much and i would never try to hurt him but he doesnt believe me. i just want to know who keeps telling him all these lies. because whoever it is, is making all of this 2000x worse. and i lost one of my best friends because of it. i dont know when i will be okay again but i know its going to take a while. i miss talking to him so much. now the only time we talk its us arguing and it sucks. i wish i could go back in time and never tell him. then we'd still be close. i miss him.