You hurt me in ways you never knew. You used me and made me feel like I wasn’t good enough. But while we were together, I could see no flaws; I thought you were perfect.

one day, when you’re a father, i hope you learn how heart breaking it is to watch your daughter go through the same things i did.

It’s been a few months now. I’m angry. I’m hurt. I’m numb. I fell in love with you. Something I didn’t know I was capable of doing. I had liked you for a year or two before that day in September. Over a year ago now, which is crazy huh?. I love you. I hate you. I don’t know how I feel. I’m angry. Beyond angry to the point I’m scared of myself. You done this to me. I’ll never forgive you for that. I’ll never forgive you for what you forced me to do. I’ll never forgive you for lying. For using me. For leading me on so well. For making me think you cared for me at all. For driving me to literal insanity.

As for you and her? I’m happy for you. I’m happy for her. But you’re lucky I’ve not told her what you’ve done. Yes it might be cause I have no proof. But if I did tell her, at least she would have had the warning. I really hope you don’t fuck her over like you done to me. She doesn’t deserve that at all.

Don’t come back. As much as I want you to come back and apologies. Don’t. Cause I don’t know if I’ll let you mess me up again or leave it. And I don’t want to be messed around again.

I hope you have a good life. Find happiness. Find the career you want.

Love and hate,
Kat

the smile you give me
bare emotions on show
in your eyes you know
youre safe
i hold them there
i hold your stare
smile
for once in my life
through all the strife
my heart is full
full
of you

i have to let you go even though it is hard for me.
i always wished you could have felt the same way but i understand that were not meant to be and that one day i will find someone who likes me the way i wish you could of.

when i was with you i couldn’t imagine my life without you, now that you’re gone i just wish i were gone too

You hurt me but I don’t think it was your fault and I have moved to a happier place because of the pain I was caused thank you

Sorry our circumstances didn't allow us to be together. Hope all is well and maybe we could reconnect in the future. Sincerely, babe (you get it)

i liked you a lot, and i didnt know how to handle those feelings. im sorry for everything. but you have moved on now and im happy for you. youve found someone who makes you happy. i just wish that someone was me.

I begged God to stop you hitting me, hurting me and making me do things and cried to him every night while stroking your hair.

i can't stop loving you. my mind keeps replaying our memories. i miss you sm. ill always be here waiting. ♡

I would have done anything to make you love me how I love you, but I would put your happiness over mine every time.

lewis i wish you knew how much i liked you. i feel like we both feel the same way i just wish one of us had the confidence to say it. i always get condused, one minute you act as if you really like me the next you dont talk to me at all. i wish i knew

We’ve never properly spoken but I get a gut feeling that you’re the one and you probably don’t think about me but you’ve not left my mind in a long time and no one else is able to distract me from you.my mind always goes back to you.

why did you do nothing? like literally nothing. i tried being the best girlfriend ever. you just didn't appreciate it at all.

You hurt me more than anyone and I lost everything for you including myself to look after you I'm glad it's done you can't hurt me again

Fuck man, why did you take that risk. I told you it was bad but you left anyway, i never got to confess anything to you. I hate that i love you, you've been so bad to me, you would leave me, shout at me, and never be around but damnit did i love you. Whyd you take the jump?

It scares me how much I like you. I just don’t want you to leave like everyone else but I can’t open up

I’m sorry if things don’t work out for us in the future, I’m sorry for coming out as “toxic” at first and making you confused. I’m sorry for putting my anger all on you, honestly I thank you for being the nicest guy and you deserve better but I will never stop loving you.

I see you everyday and pretend I don’t still have feelings for you but I do. I just want to do all the things that I didn’t when we were going out. I want to meet up with you, I want to cuddle you, fuck you, joke and mess around with you. I miss seeing that side of you but you’re so different now. You fuck whoever you like, you talk to whoever you like and you don’t know how it makes me feel. You’re now so numb from whatever love you had for me and I can’t fix that. It’s tearing me apart. No one can physically make me feel the way you do and you just don’t understand that, no one has ever made me feel the way you have. I look for you in so many different people and not one person has even came close to measuring up to you. I don’t want to be just friends I want to facetime until early in the morning and tell you that I love you and for you to say it back and really mean it but I know you never could.

I see you everyday and pretend I still don’t have feelings for you but I do. I just want to do all the things that I didn’t when we were going out. I want to meet up with you, I want to cuddle you, fuck you, joke and mess around with you. I miss seeing that side of you but you’re so different now. You fuck whoever you like, you talk to whoever you like and you don’t know how it makes me feel. You’re now so numb from whatever love you had for me and I can’t fix that. It’s tearing me apart knowing we can never be more than friends. No one can make me physically make me feel the way you do and you don’t understand that, no one has never made me feel the way you have. I look for you in so many different people and not one person has even came close to measuring up to you. I don’t want to be just friends I want to facetime until early in the morning and tell you that I love you and for you to say it back and really mean it but I know you never could.

i've never felt this was about anyone else i've ever spoken to. i don't know if you feel the same way. i can only hope.

it really changed I had hope and then it just changed. I thought I had love for you but I know you can do better

you always make me feel so special and loved then you cut me off and it hurts seeing you everyday bc i know you were just doing it for fun and it hurts :)

although you said you never would, i still wish you took it into consideration to tell me how you really feel

ur a toxic dickhead who controlled me and said horrible stuff and made me feel shit so fuck u, you small dick bitch

I gave you my heart. But you didn’t give me yours. It’s been 3 months, but I’m still in love. It hurts.

I never wanted you to go even though I knew it was for the best. I was selfish. I’m so sorry I never told you that I love you but I was scared that you didn’t love me back. I miss you.

I know you were probably confused, but I'm sure you had some sort of feeling for me and I foolishly took it as a joke, I wonder if I had taken it seriously maybe something would have happened.

Was it my fault we stopped talking? Was I too much?
It’s too late now but I hope you’re happy and I love you

if you ever see this, which i highly doubt you will considering you really stupid, i want you to know the only reason i told you i wasn’t looking for a relationship was because i didn’t know what my feelings towards you were. but as we have talked more, i realise that i think i’m starting to like you, like a lot, but i’m way to worried what others would think. but i’m also no sure if i like you. maybe just like the idea of being with you. you mean a lot to me even as a friend and i don’t want to loose you xx

you are a fucking scorpio dick, at first i didn't realised, but after whatever it was, was over i realised you were such a piece of shit, my brain was so blind sighted. fuck you

i get scared alot. i get scared that youre mad at me all the time and i cant do anything about it. there are things ive thought about for years that i could never bring up without feeling like im going to mess something up. we arent kids anymore but its scary to be adults going into college.
if we meet in person again i cant promise i wont cry. ive been holding back alot to keep things normal. im sorry.

i've liked you for a long time now, and i thought i got over you. its just attatchment, you never liked me back

I know you didn’t ask me to leave but you deserve to find someone who can give you what you’re looking for.

I wish you didn’t leave me. I tried baby. I tried so hard to keep you by my side. I hope your next girl is beautiful and she treats you with so much love and respect..

I miss you. I messed up big time and I know you might not want to ever speak to me again but please give me a second chance. You were joking and I reacted childishly. im sorry. i love you.

i’d do anything to relive the moments where you walked me home and kissed me goodbye. but i didn’t know that would be our last kiss goodbye.

The love you gave me was the best love I had felt! but also the worst type of pain I had felt.even though your hurting me more than your loving me,I can’t bare to let you go because I’ve become so attached to you.even though it’s bringing me down along with the end of the relationship.

i miss you i really thought you were the one, thought we were gonna last but i guess not as long as your happy i’m happy

I will always love you , I hope your happy and I hope one day we will meet again because you were my everything

I'm finally ready to let you go, I'm finally happy without you so please don't come back and ruin me again

You said I was “more than a friend”, got jealous of my guy-friends, said I was “special”, shared your weakness with me, maybe loved me, and still didn’t choose me.

i miss the feeling i had at the beginning when we started again, i instantly fell. If only i’d known how toxic it would become...

shut the fuck up :) i told u i don't love u and now you're being a butthurt little bitch. grow up cunt

Cold that after an almost 3 year relationship you can block me on everything so I can’t contact you at all and you think that’s okay.

Even though I've tried to move on, my heart still drops when i see you, I only look for you in a crowded room, I'm scared I'll never stop loving you :/

i got so used to falling asleep with your voice next to me. so when you left, it was like i couldn’t sleep at all.

you said you didn’t want anyone else...and now you’re with her. i love you so much; it hurts to know that you will never love me in the same way. i miss you.

I’m sorry I wasn’t more honest with you and then maybes you would of stayed and chose me. I with you nothing but happiness. I miss you, and love you always.