Unsent messages to Z
From: ABC
To: Z
You’re my best friend and I’m realizing I’ve been in love with you all along. Can’t help but wonder if you love me too
From: ABC
To: Z
i wish we lived closer, it’s so unfair.
if only i could give you what you deserve, i’m falling deeper and deeper in love w you everyday
From: ABC
To: Z
i hope the next person you find treats you well and knows your humor. i’m proud to be your first & last love.
From: ABC
To: Z
i think no matter how long we stay strangers, there will always be a part of me that will love you. i just hope you come back one day, ill be waiting.
From: ABC
To: Z
I hate that I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be and most importantly, I hate that I loved you so dearly.
From: ABC
To: Z
I wanted to be loved by you the most, those lingering feelings after we broke is long gone, but I still look back and wished I was actually loved. Throughout our entire relationship I cried endless nights and waited for you to take care of me, but you didn't, so thank you. Although I can't hate you for the person you were, deep inside, we both knew that love wasn't ours to keep.
From: ABC
To: Z
There are nights where I wonder where it went wrong and why, then I remembered and I hate you so much for it.
From: ABC
To: Z
god i miss u. you'll always be my beautiful mermaid and you'll always have a special place in my heart
From: ABC
To: Z
i miss the way you cared. i know i took it for granted. i miss it so much. i miss you calling everyday. now you don’t even text back. i just wish you’d tell me where it all went wrong.
From: ABC
To: Z
i can’t sleep, i’m thinking about you. i can’t stop crying, i miss you so much. you never leave my mind. i wish things could go back to the way they were. i really am sorry. i regret so much. i should’ve done more for you. i hope you’re doing better than i am right now.
From: ABC
To: Z
it’s 5am. i wish you would just call me. i wish i could hear your voice one last time. i’m very sorry. goodbye
From: ABC
To: Z
i really don't want to bother you if you've moved on, but i also don't want you to think i stopped caring
From: ABC
To: Z
you liked to say your eyes change colours. i didn't realize that your feelings for me could change colours too
From: ABC
To: Z
Yo simplemente fuí mi mejor versión contigo, y ni siquiera eso fue suficiente.
Porqué simplemente no me dijiste que no me querías?
From: ABC
To: Z
26th december, 2020. i will always remember this date. whether it's on the worst or best day of my life, i will come back here and remember the day i finally met the person who makes me happiest. i love you. i havent told you that yes, im far too scared. but i love you. thank you for saving me.
From: ABC
To: Z
My life was going downhill in every aspect and instead of us trying talking it out... you assumed that I was always trying to fight/argue and that I was hoeing around when all I ever wanted was a mature convo and you holding it down for me bc nobody made me feel the way you did.
But thank you for teaching me the hardest lesson of my life....
From: ABC
To: Z
You were never mine. But the girl you marry will be so lucky. I genuinely wish you all the best. Till next time.
From: ABC
To: Z
Just give me one chance, just one. A chance to hold your hand, a chance to love you, and a chance to call you mine.
From: ABC
To: Z
Your the first that i like but i stop myself from getting to attached . And it was great at the start and i guess it still is, every day i get more attached seeing you which is contradictory to what i said but emotions are weird man. Also ive been trying to just fix stuff about my looks since i know if you saw me you would never like me. which is bad i guess but ive felt happier and my life has just been better as ive beenm taking care of myself cause i always think to myself, If you saw me right now would you like me? which is usally no but whatever its not that ill ever have you but its the idea of falling in love with a person like you ya know? anyways see ya
From: ABC
To: Z
even though i was madly inlove at the beginning, i felt myself drifting as time would pass. loving you was almost as hard as every fucking scenario that placed itself in my head. i love you forever and even though i never got to hug you, might i say that wherever you were, was my safe place. you are my safe place.
From: ABC
To: Z
i honestly dont want to be friends with you, youve just become more selfish then when i first met you and whenever i try ask for help you turn it to about yourself and its annoying i cant handle it anymore, youve also told me that my best friend of 14 years hates me and doesnt want to be friends with me and i cant deal with it
From: ABC
To: Z
i still think about our first date, you told me afterwards that your bed smelled like your new favorite person
From: ABC
To: Z
My sister asked why I no longer hate country music. I couldn’t tell her it makes me feel like you’re still singing to me.
From: ABC
To: Z
it hurt when you pulled me along for 2 years for your own benefit after you lost feelings. you knew it hurt.
From: ABC
To: Z
it hurt when you pulled me along for 2 years for your own benefit after you lost feelings. you knew it hurt.
From: ABC
To: Z
i found a post i think u wrote for me a while back. now i find myself searching the archive everyday just to check if maybe theres another
From: ABC
To: Z
This is the color of one of the sweatshirts you wore that made you look irresistibly handsome. After all those years I'm starting to think that maybe I fell in love with the version of you I had created in my head and not with you.
From: ABC
To: Z
I have been thinking about you a lot lately and it still hurts. You were cruel to me but I know you're a good person. I hope you remain kind.
From: ABC
To: Z
i will wait. as long as it takes. because i truly believe there is nobody else. but i would never tell you that.
From: ABC
To: Z
Can you fucking stop only thinking about yourself? You are a selfish person you don’t even care about me you are toxic.
From: ABC
To: Z
i had to do what was best for me, i still love you and i always will and there is nothing more in this world that i want than for you to be happy. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Z
i used to love romance. now i can’t watch, read, or think about it without it leading me back to you. i hate that.
From: ABC
To: Z
Remember when you said I deserved better? I should've listened to you and left that day. I don't know why I gave you another chance.
From: ABC
To: Z
I’m so nostalgic all the time of when we talked. Not really of when we were dating but more the time we were friends. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Z
I did everything for u and as soon as I stop texting first I get blocked, u said u said u where my best friend we planned to live next to each other and raise our kids as siblings but then u found someone better.
From: ABC
To: Z
we haven't talked in a month. we went from talking to everyday, to not talking for a month. I want to be upset and block you and talk shit about you, but the second I see your name on my phone that all goes out the window. We had too much pride, which is why it'll never work, but deep down I want to be those people who we were a month ago.
From: ABC
To: Z
why? genuinely why? this sounds like some sappy shit but why did you become this version of yourself. I miss the version of you who would answer my calls even if you were in a test, the version of you who would beat the shit out of anybody who hurt me, the version of you who I fell in love with. This new version is just...selfish.
From: ABC
To: Z
you're me, but you're a version of me i can never be. i wish i could be everything you are inside my head. happy, comfortable, grown and strong. but im none of those. i wish i knew what to do
From: ABC
To: Z
I will always remember the moment I knew I was in love with you and the moment I knew I always will be.
From: ABC
To: Z
I think about you all the time and i don’t even know why, i never even loved you but that wasn’t your fault, i don’t think you ever loved me
From: ABC
To: Z
You were so good to me, I will miss you but it is time for me to move forward with my life. I hope find everything you need to make you happy. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Z
I’m not surprised you did the things you did, maybe you never meant anything you said to me, but i meant everything i said and that’s the saddest part
From: ABC
To: Z
Although nothing was said out loud, I hope you knew like I did. We’re slowly drifting apart, and it scares me, but no matter what happens, I’ll still always think about you. You deserve the world, and I want you to get better. I’ll always have love for you no matter what
From: ABC
To: Z
I’ve burnt your letters, I’ve burnt your jumper - what do I need to do to get over you, burn my soul?
From: ABC
To: Z
i don’t want our story to be over yet, but as the months pass by i lose more and more hope. come back. please
From: ABC
To: Z
i normally message u on christmas and this year we don’t talk anymore. i still hate u for everything but late merry christmas z.
From: ABC
To: Z
I can’t watch monsters inc because that was your favorite movie i’ll never know the truth but i still miss you.
From: ABC
To: Z
I'm so fucking sorry tuwing iniisip kita naguguilty ako kasi di ko sayo masabi na nagpadala ako sa trauma di ko na kasi kaya hirap na hirap na ako im so sorry u dont deserve someone who is so fucking broken im so sorry
From: ABC
To: Z
You made me feel loved in a time of need. But it wasn't real love it was artificial, but I couldn’t tell the difference
From: ABC
To: Z
Some days I regret you. We were never meant for each other but thank you for the countless lessons and love. I don’t love you anymore.
