Unsent messages to KAYLEE
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:27 am UTC
I really wished we should have been closer long times ago. I really missed that cute little interact online.
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
Hey
It's been a while.
Are you doing ok?
cuz I'm not...
137 days since that day.
It might not even occur to you but I think for a while I would think about you everyday till the moment I fall asleep.
I think I was relying on something that didn't exist, right?
I really want to see the future with you and me but I'm too scared to say how I truly feel.
I'd replay those snaps to see that smile for one more second.
At one point I think I almost forgot your eyes, smile, and everything else.
I try to play these games with you but I think I've convinced myself that this only goes one way.
I have no ill feelings towards you. I truly wish for you to be happy...because I love you.
Thanks,
Alex
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
i said i was okay with us drifting...it's not i'm secretly in love with you i rly hope you dont find this but im bi ik youll support me and ik you dont feel the same and thats okat ill deal with the pain if it makes you happy :,)
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: November 10, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
after all the times we've been friends I really thought that I finally found a friend that I can trust, but it's all the same ending. I hope you're happy with whoever you're friends with Now :)
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:45 am UTC
i remember when you dyed your hair with markers, god i loved you. even though you never liked me in that way.
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: October 19, 2020, 1:29 am UTC
why wasnt i good enough that you replaced me and broke the bond i spent so much time and effort building
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: October 3, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
i cant get you out of my mind. it hurts. it hurts so fucking bad. i just wanna move on but i can’t let you go. fuck you, i love you, don’t i?
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:56 pm UTC
honestly I cant tell if we grew apart or I just never saw the real you. it was fun for a while until all of the heartbreak of knowing you will never feel the same. now its starting to become a pattern. All because of you.
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: September 27, 2020, 1:08 pm UTC
I feel like I’m losing you. You’re slowly drifting away from me and replacing me with them. We were supposed to be friends forever, do I not meet your expectations?
From: ABC
To: kaylee
Date: September 14, 2020, 6:09 pm UTC
here recently, its been draining to talk to you. i guess im just tired of listening to you go on and on about "your men" about your hookups. sometimes i wonder if taking a break from talking would be a good thing, so i can focus on school and not try to convince you not to do stupid things. i know you're 18, you can take care of yourself but i still worry for your dumb ass self because you don't know when enough is enough and youre always searching for something to fill the void. its not going to be a hookup, its not going to be a relationship. i wish i could make you understand that its better to be single and repair yourself from all the past damage then it is to keep building things up. the hookups and searching for a relationship that in not there is only going to make things worse for you. i wish you would understand that, i wish you would treat yourself with more respect and not do stupid things to hurt yourself over and over again. i just have so much love for you and i hate seeing you get hurt over and over again because you refuse to come to terms with the fact that you dont have to be in a relationship to be happy, you dont have to hookup with strangers just to be happy.
