Unsent messages to KAYLEE

I don't feel you anymore

We met through a shared interest. When I began to drift from it, you drifted from me too.

You were my happiest experience. I’ll never forget you despite us having hard times. ILYSM

it's been seven years and i'm still in love with you. i wish we could have had a chance

How have you been?

I've missed you everyday since I last saw you. I didn't get enough time with you

I wish you wouldn’t stay with him, I could treat you better

your smile light up my world - and for that short time I thought maybe, i could learn to love again.

I think I love you but I know I don't know how to love. I really hope we last once you're mine.

I feel like you don’t like me anymore

even after years gone by there hasn’t been a day spent not thinking of you

i wish we could of made it work. your
in my heart forever

i’m so in love with you but it hurts everytime

i think i was in love with you long before i ever saw you

Why did you cut me off? You lost my respects.

i’m so confused

i wish you were still here

i wish it worked out and part of me still wants it to

It’s not too late

I should have said yes last year

I wish you came back

You left me and in return, I never want to talk to you again.

I keep having dreams about you

i miss you so much. can’t wait for you to be back!!!

i miss u

I was, and still am always and forever

best 6 months of my life, haven’t looked back once (:

i should have said how i felt now we don’t talk and i regret it

let’s see if we go back to our old ways

i miss you and im sorry

Keeping this short and sweet
Youre appreciated, I appreciate you, and you are loved. Remember that you are cared for :)
Goodnight darling

You're so beautiful. I will always miss the way I felt around you. You were the sister I always wanted. I miss you

Youre pretty cute when you sleep, i know you disagree but i think youre wrong. I think that you’re gorgeous inside and out.
You fell asleep before me ;)
Goodnight darling

Im just as bad at feelings as you are. I wish i could tell you out loud how much I appreciate your company, but i cant bring myself to do it. Theres nothing wrong with writing your thoughts, it’s completely valid to not know how to express feelings. To answer your question from earlier, the other person was you, it was you and kiwi, idk why i couldn't say it. I guess i wimped out idk its dumb. Heres a song for you, Loser- Jalen Tyree I think you'll like it :)

I'm not sure what I like most about you. It could be your smile, your little dances to your favorite song, or when you listen to my stories cause I have quite a few. You think that you're annoying and have a low self esteem but you're perfect to me. This is pretty cliché but I think you should read it and know I genuinely mean this.
Have a good night darling

You dont annoy me with your texts. Glad i can make you happy :) ..truth is, i get so excited to talk to you when i get home and tell you about my day. You make me unbelievably happy and i havent told you how either. Im sorry we cant talk as much since school started again, but i do miss you. And to answer your text from about a week ago, i like you too.

Thank you so much for being my friend. You're really cool and imma be sad if one day we lose contact.

i miss you more and more everyday. i honestly don’t know how i’m living without you. every little thing reminds me of you the color lavender, jellyfish, rome, paintings. i hope we will see each other again. i know we will see each other again.

you hurt me too. it hurts right now. you made me hate myself. i never felt enough for you. you were toxic. we both were. you hate me so much & i get that, but i hate you too.

youre one of the first girls i ever liked. i genuinely enjoy talking to you and i just hope you have a really great rest of your life because you have managed to mean more to me in the few months we've known each other than some people who have been in my life for years. thanks for helping me discover myself.

we don’t ever talk and when you do i feel very happy inside but i’m too ugly and you don’t talk to me and sometimes i wanna cry ab how much fun we would have when we would talk but now it is all over

i thought we would be together forever. you really changed me so much. i wish we still talked. you’re so beautiful. i know you never felt the same but i was okay with that. i love you

hi kaylee. thank you for the comment under my name. you could've been much more harsh, but you didn't choose to. i am sorry for all the hurt i caused you. truly. i know you want closure before 2021 comes & i totally get that. you deserve the most & without me in it. you see, there are always two sides to the story. your side is definitely valid, but my side has strong points. i don't want you to dwell on my side, so i am not going to say. plus, what does it matter? we have our own lives now. you're a strong girl. crazy talented & pretty too. i will always remember the memories we have made. my favorite was our mini golf group. it hurts me to see that you really think our time together was "fake." it never was. i remember being there for you lots, but i found that a gift i gave you has been regifted. it's fine tho. because if i were you, i would do the same. it just sucks that you never heard my side. i didn't think you wanted to, so that's why i decided to just leave. because i saw how much pain you were in. to say i never opened up to you would be a lie because i told you about all of my fam problems when i literally told nobody else. anyways, i don't know who "he" is, but it's not my place to know anymore. i just hope you're happy & staying safe. live life to the fullest. also, i do admit that i did lie lots, but you would be surprised by how much i didn't. finally, you deserve the most & i deserve it too. i already begged God for forgiveness. also, i begged him to sumhow let you know how i was feeling about all this. through prayer. you would be shocked by how many notes are in my notepad that is titled with your name. i do miss you. you just weren't around to see it. we aren't strangers, but i guess we were destined to be. much love. also, i rly wanted to shoot u a text, but i didn’t wanna disturb ur new year’s eve. didn’t know if was going to be overwhelming to see a text from an old friend. glad we found each on here tho & that u see this. please

ex-bestf. i miss you sm. i love you. to be honest, i ruined things. it's a hard pill for me to swallow, but i was genuinely just so overwhelmed with feels. you always treated me as a first priority, but it still wasn't enough for me. it's my fault. i hope you are doing great & happy. may god bless you. keep cheering :)

i spent way too much time being upset that we stopped being friends. i’m glad we did though since you’ve been a horrible friend for the last year

I think we're both tragic heros. We bring tragedy to each other. Our hubris will always be out downfall. (I can't stop thinking about you.)

I wish you could’ve seen yourself the way I see you. Then finally you’d love yourself as much as I do.

hey love, i know your hurting and trying not to loose your battle but you mean the world to me so please just try to fight this battle and i promise you will win. i am here for anything i love you forever

Maybe you'll see this, or maybe you won't. Although we've only properly known each other for about 3 years, I feel like I've known you for so much longer. You've been the only person in my life that I've felt safe and comfortable saying anything to. I never told you, but once we became friends I felt as if I found my other half, my best friend. You really helped me with my mental health, and if it weren't for you I don't think I would have been here for much longer. These past years have been great. I loved how we were so open with each other and that we had so much trust in each other. The amount of great advice you've given me is going to be very tough to repay, but it was all very much appreciated. I really wish I could've helped you as you helped me, but I lack that good advice giving trait that you have. I've seen you at your low and high points and I want to say that I'm here for you. Just as you were here for me. I don't know how you're feeling right now, but I hope you are happy. I'm so sorry if I have been a burden at any time of our friendship, but it would not be a surprise as I have been a burden to many in the past. I know I won't say it to you in person because I don't want it to be weird, but I love you. I love you as my best friend. I love you as the one person I trust my life with. I love you for accepting me. Thank you for being apart of my life!
With so much love,
Your best friend

I really did love you and for months I thought of what could’ve been. Though I’ve moved on, my memories of you are all just “what-ifs” and not “what once was.”