Hey
It's been a while.
Are you doing ok?
cuz I'm not...
137 days since that day.
It might not even occur to you but I think for a while I would think about you everyday till the moment I fall asleep.
I think I was relying on something that didn't exist, right?
I really want to see the future with you and me but I'm too scared to say how I truly feel.
I'd replay those snaps to see that smile for one more second.
At one point I think I almost forgot your eyes, smile, and everything else.
I try to play these games with you but I think I've convinced myself that this only goes one way.
I have no ill feelings towards you. I truly wish for you to be happy...because I love you.
Thanks,
Alex