Unsent Messages

here recently, its been draining to talk to you. i guess im just tired of listening to you go on and on about "your men" about your hookups. sometimes i wonder if taking a break from talking would be a good thing, so i can focus on school and not try to convince you not to do stupid things. i know you're 18, you can take care of yourself but i still worry for your dumb ass self because you don't know when enough is enough and youre always searching for something to fill the void. its not going to be a hookup, its not going to be a relationship. i wish i could make you understand that its better to be single and repair yourself from all the past damage then it is to keep building things up. the hookups and searching for a relationship that in not there is only going to make things worse for you. i wish you would understand that, i wish you would treat yourself with more respect and not do stupid things to hurt yourself over and over again. i just have so much love for you and i hate seeing you get hurt over and over again because you refuse to come to terms with the fact that you dont have to be in a relationship to be happy, you dont have to hookup with strangers just to be happy.