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hi kaylee. thank you for the comment under my name. you could've been much more harsh, but you didn't choose to. i am sorry for all the hurt i caused you. truly. i know you want closure before 2021 comes & i totally get that. you deserve the most & without me in it. you see, there are always two sides to the story. your side is definitely valid, but my side has strong points. i don't want you to dwell on my side, so i am not going to say. plus, what does it matter? we have our own lives now. you're a strong girl. crazy talented & pretty too. i will always remember the memories we have made. my favorite was our mini golf group. it hurts me to see that you really think our time together was "fake." it never was. i remember being there for you lots, but i found that a gift i gave you has been regifted. it's fine tho. because if i were you, i would do the same. it just sucks that you never heard my side. i didn't think you wanted to, so that's why i decided to just leave. because i saw how much pain you were in. to say i never opened up to you would be a lie because i told you about all of my fam problems when i literally told nobody else. anyways, i don't know who "he" is, but it's not my place to know anymore. i just hope you're happy & staying safe. live life to the fullest. also, i do admit that i did lie lots, but you would be surprised by how much i didn't. finally, you deserve the most & i deserve it too. i already begged God for forgiveness. also, i begged him to sumhow let you know how i was feeling about all this. through prayer. you would be shocked by how many notes are in my notepad that is titled with your name. i do miss you. you just weren't around to see it. we aren't strangers, but i guess we were destined to be. much love. also, i rly wanted to shoot u a text, but i didn’t wanna disturb ur new year’s eve. didn’t know if was going to be overwhelming to see a text from an old friend. glad we found each on here tho & that u see this. please