Im just as bad at feelings as you are. I wish i could tell you out loud how much I appreciate your company, but i cant bring myself to do it. Theres nothing wrong with writing your thoughts, it’s completely valid to not know how to express feelings. To answer your question from earlier, the other person was you, it was you and kiwi, idk why i couldn't say it. I guess i wimped out idk its dumb. Heres a song for you, Loser- Jalen Tyree I think you'll like it :)