Unsent messages to KATIE

I know things haven’t been great for you today, please know I love you so much, you have so much that you cannot handle or fathom and I hope you know you never have to do it alone. I’m so proud of the person you are and the person you are continuing to be. you’ve been the light at the end of the tunnel and I hope to be yours. I’m so happy I met you in psych and that we clicked instantly. I never wanna hurt you, I’ll always wanna make you feel better and give you what need. We’re on facetime right now, not saying anything and doing out own thing but you told me you didn’t wanna be alone and I didnt wanna leave you, you’re too far away for me to drive to you but i’ll always stay on facetime for as long as you need. I love you and I hope you’ll be okay.

god i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. youre everything ive always wanted to be since the day i met you. youll never see how amazing you are and it hurts

I never want to see you again but sometimes I miss who you were when we were kids and I hope you're doing well, the bitterness you have will shrivel your soul if you're not careful.

Olivia.

I loved you. I dont know how but i did. Ive never felt like that before. I imagined my whole future with you. Guess you didnt do the same. All those times watching movies together or talking all day, and you didnt seem to miss it?

i wish you knew how much you hurt me. you often say that i was the bad one- but you dont take accountability for hurting me or saying the things you did. i mean the second things went south between us you went and searched for other male validation. i wish the best in life but i dont want to be a part of yours anymore.

hi katie. i miss being your friend. we were so close from 3rd to 8th grade. i had a crush on you, btw. i didn't say anything, and i never will. we go to religious school, so who knows what they would say about 2 girls. you were a great friend, i miss you.

Being just your booty call would probably tear me apart. But I would still take that over you not calling me.

I will walk away from everything I have, just to find out how good we could be together. It breaks my heart you don't feel I am worth that risk too.

i hate it that you're sad and i can't help. if i could, i would hold u until u feel better but i know u don't want me

I can’t tell if i’m in love with you or in love with him
I love you both and I’m scared
I don’t wanna lose either of you and I don’t want to hurt either of you
I just can’t tell you that

It’s been a month since you left and you haven’t left my mind for a moment. Everything about you was perfect to me.

u deserve nothing. I feel bad for u but whatever u know what u did. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck.

I will forever be jealous of you idk what you have that I don't that makes everyone I love, love you more, but whatever. UR A BITCH. when I see your face it makes me sick

I would do anything in the world to get you back. I would let you shatter me again if it meant I could be with you again. g

hey katie, although you may never get to see this. you are really so pretty, and I just can't help but feel envious of you. you are basically a heather in my eyes, and I just can't help but just feel I guess insecure. you have confident and looks and kindness. i really don't know what to say, but I just think you're really pretty and I just feel jealous of you. yet you just kind of make my self - esteem low. and its not your fault, it's just kind of my fault because of the lack of self - confidence I have. if you do see this, please give me some tips on how to become more confident? it would be very much appreciated.

i wish it didn't have to happen like that. the timing was so screwed up and i wish we had a real experience of us both being ready at the same time. i really liked u but i don't think you and me will ever work. i know i was your first real girl crush and you were just scared. secretly, i always admired you too. i wish we would've worked

you definitely werent my first romantic love lmfao ( weird asf ) but i did love you alot. like alot. i miss you and think about you and hope youre doing good wherever you are. you have a special place in my heart, even if i dont in yours. im sorry i never really said goodbye and ghosted you. i was scared. i didnt want you to leave. i wanted to leave first. and i didnt want to hurt you because i was struggling, but it probably hurt either way. im sorry. i have a hard time forgiving myself for this. i think about it daily. you are the most positive person i have ever met. anyways LMFAO. miss u. hope ur well.

You are such a beautiful, caring, intelligent, sweet and someone I can have banter with. I can't help but think everyday of how good we would be together if you would just give me a chance to prove that. I really am glad I've met you and want you to be apart of my life for a long time. Please just open up to me more and allow us to get to know each other better so that perhaps one day we can be together X
S

Im sorry for all the horrible things I did in our relationship. I Will always love you and will still love you forever. You made me the happiest guy on the earth, you really was the love of my life and I will never forget all the memories we made even though we don't talk anymore or hangout like we used too, you will always be in my heart and like I promise I will never leave you. I know we have been separating I still love you Katie.

You know how I feel about you so why cant you just give me a chance to show how good we would be together x

i hope you have a good life. but i don't want to be a part of it ever again. i miss you so much and i wish i told you that i loved you when i did. i always wonder if you knew how i felt.

our friendship was very confusing and you hurt me a lot. I know I suddenly disappeared but I hope you don't hate me now

Fuck you, you ruined me and my perception of love. I should've never trusted you at all you fake ass bitch. Hope you're enjoying your new boyfriend who you'll never meet in real life and only know because he used to be my best friend. Fuck you, you don't deserve love.

You have no fucking clue how much I'm going to miss you when I go to college. We better all meet in Temple for fun weekends, cause this group is literally the best friend group I've ever had. I love you and B so so much and I honestly don't know what I'd do without y'all. Talking to you guys and going on dumb Target runs is literally my favorite thing ever, and I'm so glad we all found each other. I really hope you find yourself and find peace. I know life isn't going so great right now. You will be okay. Know that. I love you hon

being in love with you was the most amazing yet painful experience. i don’t think you’re a bad person though, in fact you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve met in
my entire life

Your eyes deserve the whole world’s attention, but I only want them to have mine. I wish holding your hand meant the same thing to you as it does me. You are my shelter. Sucks that I’m just a friend. Maybe some day.. :,)

It’s me, is it you who’s writing ? I check everyday to see if you’ve written anything new. I still care, I’m heartbroken.you weren’t my first love but you’re one of the first people I loved. I’m beyond heartbroken that it ended like this. Maybe we’ll meet again in another lifetime and it will all work out.

I think I’m in love with you but i’m terrified that you’re using me to get over your exes and that you just want me around so you don’t feel alone
I’m terrified
and I hope it isn’t true

your the best friend I’ve ever had and I take you for granted all the time I miss you, I miss everything about you

youre the one person im most grateful for. you put me through hell but if you didnt i wouldnt have grown into who i am today. thank you so much for everything.

Im so scared to lose you, but I also don’t want to hold you back. I’m torn in two and I can’t pick a side.

friendships hurt worse when one person gives 100 and the other gives 25 - other friends have come between ours and i want the friendship we used to have back, but you would rather have a new best friend

I hope you're doing well, I wish we talked more, I'm sorry for everything I've done, I finally got a wake up call, and I just wish I can fix what I broke, you're awesome for putting up with me for so long

Well, We were neighbors and bestfriends. I never expressed my feelings because you always talked about him. no point when theres no chance. u always talk about him. now u all are broken up but i like someone else. i think. just want you to know i always cared about you first.

You make me so happy and you don’t even realize the impact you have on my life. But I know you’ll never feel the same way. You’re in love with Anna and I get that. And you’re not okay mentally like at all. I won’t put anymore pressure on you by telling you how I feel. But thank you for bringing a different kind of joy into my life. I’ll move on and I’m sorry I wasn’t enough lol.

i hope you are able to find your happiness and to find who you truly are. always remember to be yourself and love unconditionally. this is such a fucked up world and the more good you bring into it will give you a long and happy life. things are hard now but just wait because things will start to get better.

Hey. I know u don’t feel the same way about me but. I love u. I know it’s stupid and young love isn’t real but I feel a connection. There is something there. U make me smile when I see ur face and when I look into your eyes. U make me laugh and smile. U make me feel something other than pain or nothing at all. Ok. I love u. Yes I said it. Ik u feel other wise and we will never happen but I hope one day. We can just talk. For hours and tell each other how we really feel. Spill at the tea. Even though u don’t know this but I will always have your back. And hopefully one day I can have a heart to take my hand and go through this journey called life. Love u. Have a great life without me.

we both messed up. i don't know how to forgive you and i don't know if i will ever trust you again, but it hurts to think about you. i miss you

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. I wish I never had to see your face ever again. Don’t go any farther down the path your headed to it’s fucking you up.

Hey dude, I hope you know you are without a doubt my best friend in the whole world. You make me laugh harder than anyone I know. I know I can seem kinda distant sometimes, but I promise it’s not my intention to ever make you feel that way. I’m trying to do better.

I know you hate me sometimes and you say you wish we never met but at the end of the day, I’m here if you need something.

one day when ur bird leaves you and you have nothing left don’t come to me when you chose to care about her more than you ever seemed to care about me

I just wanted to say thank you for making me smile the way you do. I hope you know how much I think and talk about you.

you’re the worst person i’ve ever been friends with. i’m glad that you still haven’t recovered from me dropping u a year ago

I wish I had the guts to say I love you. I wish we could dance together like the world was ending tomorrow. Love, your pogchamp.

I like you a lot and this feeling aint ever gonna go away. I know you said that we should just be friends but I just hope that you will change your mind and give me a chance some point soon. I will put in the work to show how much I like you and how we would be good together X

heyyy Katherine how u doinnnn
it's been a while, i hope ur looking after yourself :)
snap me if you find this
g o r g e o u s
ok byeee x

I came to you at my worst and you pushed me away. I miss you and all the little things. I don’t know what happened.

Honestly it hurt more that you made up such a obvious then be honest with me. I felt used like I wasn’t important unless you were bored

you were my first love but you contributed to all my fears of never being enough and being left behind