Unsent messages to KATIE

I loved you,
and I told you that.

I don't blame you for not feeling the same,
I just wonder how it would have been if you did.

Where did i go wrong? You left me with no explanation. No matter how hard I try, I cant get over you. ilu

We were such close friends. I stuck with you through a lot, yet when I became alone you turned your back on me. Did you really let popularity get to your head? How can we go from having sleepovers to being strangers.

i dont know u but i want to remember that u are especial ,loved and apreciated by me.
kisses in ur forehead

I know it’s you who’s writing these.I tried I really tried. But you didn’t have to go as low as you did.you hurt me more than I’d ever let you know

I know it’s you who’s writing these.I tried I really tried. But you didn’t have to go as low as you did.you hurt me more than I’d ever let you know

I know it’s you who’s writing these.I tried I really tried. But you didn’t have to go as low as you did.you hurt me more than I’d ever let you know

I know it’s you who’s writing these.I tried I really tried. But you didn’t have to go as low as you did.you hurt me more than I’d ever let you know

i really thought you loved me the way you looked at me spoke to me for all you to say it was fake, you fucked me up i wish i could say i hate you but i cant

You absolutely shattered me irreparably and I can't ever imagine myself wanting another person ever again.

You broke me. You destroyed me. It was so long ago , 2016 , and still I don’t know why you did it. Why did you talk about me and call me all those names, why did you send your friends after me for years. Harassing me , threatening me, I felt so unsafe, I felt so anxious. I hated myself, but I hated and still have that it all happened because you my bestfriend did that . And I still don’t know why

i dont know how to tell you, so i guess ill just say it here. i am in love with you. and look, even in your favourite colour.

i really wish we were still friends. i really miss u. u were my best friend. i needed u. u abandoned me.

I love you and I am so proud of you. I will always be here if you need anything. Keep your head up kid.

I wish you would just let me know. I’ve never been in love before. I don’t know how this works. I don’t know how to tell you that I love you. Wow. Did I really just type that? It’s true. I do. Please let me know, even just a sign that you feel the same. I just want you and all that comes with you. Neither of us are perfect and I don’t need you to be. I’m all yours when you’re ready

I wish that you were happier and I wish that I could have done more to help you. You weren't just a little sad. You tried to kill yourself and did nothing about it afterwards. You put everyone through hell and now it's like you don't even care enough to fix what drove you to that place. Please get help and get happy because you are supposed to be happy. You're supposed to get a happy ending but it looks like your life is taking a turn for the worst. I don't know how you're going to turn it back.

Hi lovey I love u to the moon and back ur one of my best friends Idk what I would do without u u're literally the best. U're my yellow.

i wish i got a text from you today. i guess now our chapter is officially closed. you’ll always be special to me

I love you. I wish I was there for you more. I just want to give you the biggest hug. Come back soon. We miss you.

lol we are like really close and i literally had a crush on u but im trying to get over it because i like being friends with you :)

Yo. Bitch. I hope u get hit by a bus & fly off a bridge that's how much I actually fuckin hate u??

helo kaytay i love u sm and yah k you for being with me aah why am. i so cringey anyway ily omg sjsjsj i hope u never see this EMBARASIN thing

these past few months of dating you have been the best. i'm an emotional wreck but somehow you have managed to put up with it. i'm so grateful. truly. you've made me see myself the way i never thought i would. you pulled me out of that dark side of life and showed me what it's like to be in love. you treated me a way i didn't deserve to be treated, but i'm here. happiest than ever. with you. you've stuck by my side for this long and i can't thank you enough for that. i miss you. its hard not being able to see you that much but when i do, it feels like all my problems and worries go away. thank you.

I was the dog on your leash. You had everyone wrapped around your finger. I thanked god when you moved.

You’ll never know how much i’ll hate you for what you did. I’ll never be the same. This is all your fault. And i can never tell you why

I love thinking about you sitting on my kitchen table as I make you tea. You could’ve been my little bee, you know?