yk the day I met you katie it was the best day of my life I'll never regret meeting someone so perfect like you but I understand that people move and I wasn't able to hold you and he could whoever he is I just hope you're happy more than anything and I'm sorry that I'm this way yk I'll always love you always and forever I just hope one day we'll do what we said we'll do I miss you so fucking much I cry every night thinking about you the thing is I should get over you but I don't want to I love you I love you I love you and I'm sorry

I loved you,
and I told you that.

I don't blame you for not feeling the same,
I just wonder how it would have been if you did.

i dont know how to tell you, so i guess ill just say it here. i am in love with you. and look, even in your favourite colour.

Hey, How are you? I regret saying what I said. I really miss you. You were my first heartbreak and love. I still love you... a lot

i miss you. a lot sometimes. i know you replaced me quickly but i still haven't been able to do the same. i forgive you. and i wish the best for you

I know you hate me sometimes and you say you wish we never met but at the end of the day, I’m here if you need something.

You are such a beautiful, caring, intelligent, sweet and someone I can have banter with. I can't help but think everyday of how good we would be together if you would just give me a chance to prove that. I really am glad I've met you and want you to be apart of my life for a long time. Please just open up to me more and allow us to get to know each other better so that perhaps one day we can be together X
S

I don’t know how or why or when it happened but I caught feelings and I really wish I didn’t because I could never tell you or anyone

You have no fucking clue how much I'm going to miss you when I go to college. We better all meet in Temple for fun weekends, cause this group is literally the best friend group I've ever had. I love you and B so so much and I honestly don't know what I'd do without y'all. Talking to you guys and going on dumb Target runs is literally my favorite thing ever, and I'm so glad we all found each other. I really hope you find yourself and find peace. I know life isn't going so great right now. You will be okay. Know that. I love you hon

you definitely werent my first romantic love lmfao ( weird asf ) but i did love you alot. like alot. i miss you and think about you and hope youre doing good wherever you are. you have a special place in my heart, even if i dont in yours. im sorry i never really said goodbye and ghosted you. i was scared. i didnt want you to leave. i wanted to leave first. and i didnt want to hurt you because i was struggling, but it probably hurt either way. im sorry. i have a hard time forgiving myself for this. i think about it daily. you are the most positive person i have ever met. anyways LMFAO. miss u. hope ur well.

Hey dude, I hope you know you are without a doubt my best friend in the whole world. You make me laugh harder than anyone I know. I know I can seem kinda distant sometimes, but I promise it’s not my intention to ever make you feel that way. I’m trying to do better.

helo kaytay i love u sm and yah k you for being with me aah why am. i so cringey anyway ily omg sjsjsj i hope u never see this EMBARASIN thing

Hi kid, I didn't know you were still awake but yeah I just wanted to write an updated version of what I last wrote. Ever since then, our friendship has grown so much. I honestly don't understand what I did to deserve you chief. You truly are something else. You never fail to make my day better. You have an addicting laugh and smile. You are by far, one of the strongest people, if not, the strongest person I have met. I am so proud of you. You have gone so far kid and I am so blessed to be apart of your life. Nothing is wrong with you. I will always love you the way you are. You're my twin kid and I didn't know we were so alike interests wise and mental illness wise. Let's be manic together :) Okay but fr I really hope I don't lose you in my life. Just know I love you kid and I'll always be here for you.

you were my first love but you contributed to all my fears of never being enough and being left behind

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. I wish I never had to see your face ever again. Don’t go any farther down the path your headed to it’s fucking you up.

Yo. Bitch. I hope u get hit by a bus & fly off a bridge that's how much I actually fuckin hate u??

Honestly it hurt more that you made up such a obvious then be honest with me. I felt used like I wasn’t important unless you were bored

lol we are like really close and i literally had a crush on u but im trying to get over it because i like being friends with you :)

i wish it didn't have to happen like that. the timing was so screwed up and i wish we had a real experience of us both being ready at the same time. i really liked u but i don't think you and me will ever work. i know i was your first real girl crush and you were just scared. secretly, i always admired you too. i wish we would've worked

I love you. I wish I was there for you more. I just want to give you the biggest hug. Come back soon. We miss you.

i wish i got a text from you today. i guess now our chapter is officially closed. you’ll always be special to me

Dear Katie,
I have traveled the seven seas since we last connected. The whispy wind and the crackle of the fire is nothing compared to the faith you once ignited in my heart. I hope you enjoyed the saltwater taffy that I sent, it cost me three pence and it was worth every penny. While my heart yearns for our love to reunite, I understand your Father wouldn't want me, a dirty sailor to be with someone like you, so clean and kept. Before we part ways for good, I want to take you out to one last waltz where for one night we can pretend that a sailor and a duke's daughter could be together. Sleep tight and don't let the polio bite.

we both messed up. i don't know how to forgive you and i don't know if i will ever trust you again, but it hurts to think about you. i miss you

I never want to see you again but sometimes I miss who you were when we were kids and I hope you're doing well, the bitterness you have will shrivel your soul if you're not careful.

Olivia.

hey katie, although you may never get to see this. you are really so pretty, and I just can't help but feel envious of you. you are basically a heather in my eyes, and I just can't help but just feel I guess insecure. you have confident and looks and kindness. i really don't know what to say, but I just think you're really pretty and I just feel jealous of you. yet you just kind of make my self - esteem low. and its not your fault, it's just kind of my fault because of the lack of self - confidence I have. if you do see this, please give me some tips on how to become more confident? it would be very much appreciated.

Hey. I know u don’t feel the same way about me but. I love u. I know it’s stupid and young love isn’t real but I feel a connection. There is something there. U make me smile when I see ur face and when I look into your eyes. U make me laugh and smile. U make me feel something other than pain or nothing at all. Ok. I love u. Yes I said it. Ik u feel other wise and we will never happen but I hope one day. We can just talk. For hours and tell each other how we really feel. Spill at the tea. Even though u don’t know this but I will always have your back. And hopefully one day I can have a heart to take my hand and go through this journey called life. Love u. Have a great life without me.

i hope you are able to find your happiness and to find who you truly are. always remember to be yourself and love unconditionally. this is such a fucked up world and the more good you bring into it will give you a long and happy life. things are hard now but just wait because things will start to get better.

You make me so happy and you don’t even realize the impact you have on my life. But I know you’ll never feel the same way. You’re in love with Anna and I get that. And you’re not okay mentally like at all. I won’t put anymore pressure on you by telling you how I feel. But thank you for bringing a different kind of joy into my life. I’ll move on and I’m sorry I wasn’t enough lol.

i wish we were closer, i just love u so much but i dont think u like me anymore. you're the first girl i've liked and actually wanted to be with. you have other friends and i'm not sure if you even have feelings for me anymore. yes, we barely talk online and in person i act awkward, but i love you.

being in love with you was the most amazing yet painful experience. i don’t think you’re a bad person though, in fact you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve met in
my entire life

god i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. youre everything ive always wanted to be since the day i met you. youll never see how amazing you are and it hurts

I would do anything in the world to get you back. I would let you shatter me again if it meant I could be with you again. g

I know things haven’t been great for you today, please know I love you so much, you have so much that you cannot handle or fathom and I hope you know you never have to do it alone. I’m so proud of the person you are and the person you are continuing to be. you’ve been the light at the end of the tunnel and I hope to be yours. I’m so happy I met you in psych and that we clicked instantly. I never wanna hurt you, I’ll always wanna make you feel better and give you what need. We’re on facetime right now, not saying anything and doing out own thing but you told me you didn’t wanna be alone and I didnt wanna leave you, you’re too far away for me to drive to you but i’ll always stay on facetime for as long as you need. I love you and I hope you’ll be okay.

I know things haven’t been great for you today, please know I love you so much, you have so much that you cannot handle or fathom and I hope you know you never have to do it alone. I’m so proud of the person you are and the person you are continuing to be. you’ve been the light at the end of the tunnel and I hope to be yours. I’m so happy I met you in psych and that we clicked instantly. I never wanna hurt you, I’ll always wanna make you feel better and give you what need. We’re on facetime right now, not saying anything and doing out own thing but you told me you didn’t wanna be alone and I didnt wanna leave you, you’re too far away for me to drive to you but i’ll always stay on facetime for as long as you need. I love you and I hope you’ll be okay.

Hi lovey I love u to the moon and back ur one of my best friends Idk what I would do without u u're literally the best. U're my yellow.

I will forever be jealous of you idk what you have that I don't that makes everyone I love, love you more, but whatever. UR A BITCH. when I see your face it makes me sick

you’re a fucking psychopath. i hate your guts. i hate you for ruining people’s lives. i hate you for manipulating people.

u deserve nothing. I feel bad for u but whatever u know what u did. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck. u suck.

To all you people sending anonymously to someone named katie grow some balls and text her. Say it to her face. You guys sound pathetic with that I miss you bs. If you miss her so much why aren't you calling her.

I just realized that you're all I have left. That I pushed everyone away and you stuck around. But now you're leaving too. I'm sorry.

you know i love you don’t you.

I had such a crush on you. I wish it was reciprocated even though we are both in relationships

you only spoke to me if you had an argument with your girlfriend

it’s a shame, i hope you see one day all it was before it ended.
i hope you had fun with me,
i did.

I always think one day we will be okay and then i’m reminded you will never want to try again

you deserve a better sister

i’m starting to just not care what you do bc clearly i’m not important to you anymore

i check this every night

i cant wait to start my life with you

Why did you have to treat me like that it hurt so bad to have to let you go Katie. I love you