Unsent messages to KADEN

i loved you.. and i still do .. i mean who wouldn’t ? your perfect. im hoping that you’ll come back soon because I miss u.

i always wished i knew why i wasn’t a good enough reason to change, after all the times you said that you loved me and would do anything to keep me in your life.

every one of these ive wrote to u is green cause ur like a snake in a good way. anyways im kinda in love w u lol

as much as i hate you for breaking my heart, if you asked me to come back, i would. deep down, i still love you.

No matter how much I try not to my mind keeps coming back to you. I really wish that you're the one. I hope you didn't go back to shutting down your emotions again lolz; your heart is so beautiful, and I hope you would give more people the chance to see it, even if it's not me. I love you and please stay gold.

you're ten minutes away and I'm miles ahead. I am no longer living in the past and everything feels so new now. looking back on it all, I realize how insignificant it was. I hope you know I'm miles from the girl I was back then, but I also don't care if you do. I know it and I'm living it and I'm happier than I've ever been. I know, by the way, but I don't care. I don't think about you anymore, so why are you still talking about me? you barely knew who I was back then, which is to say you know nothing about me now. I hope it works out. life leads you to people in strange ways.

i miss your smile and the way you always knew how to cheer me up and make me laugh. i’m ready for you to come back and i’m not mad about anything, just confused.

i'm sorry if i'm annoying you, i just love talking to you everyday. you really make me happy and you're a great friend :)

LMAO THIS IS REALLY WEIRD. hey how's it going. its honestly kinda weird im writing about you but hey lol. here i am. I know you don't know of this website obviously because you have better things to do. anyways. I honestly don't even know why we broke off. I think I broke something in your mc world and then everyone hated me. honestly I cried. like alot. I sorta miss you because you were so fun and honestly I think my first boy crush. I still think of you from time to time. I hope we can be close again. uhhhh bye haha

you don't even know of this website. i miss you everyday. and it hurts so bad knowing you're "happy" with a new girl. probably telling her everything you told me. probably telling her how much you love her and how she means the world to you. that's supposed to be me you're saying those things. that should fucking be me. i still want it to be me. maybe one day, in some other universe, there will be an us again. its hard for me to be happy for you, but i always promised that i would be happy for you. and unlike you, i dont break my promises. the urge to grab my phone and text you rn is crazy. its been like three months since you left again. i always will have so much love for you. i wish you the best. in life, in relationships in your future, in everything. good luck in the marines my love. i cant even call you that anymore so nvm. stay safe kaden. please. please just come back. i miss every second of being with you. it would've been our one year today, you probably forgot that tho lol. here i am crying on my laptop while you're probably smiling on the phone w her. stay safe. stay happy.

how are you over everything already? but i fall asleep making up scenarios, and crying to yellow by coldplay

I know you made one of these for me... I know you're looking at your name waiting for the chance that maybe I'd write one too. Well, here it is. Call me.

you left when I needed you most and as much as I want you back I don’t think I can ever forgive you for that

You still give me butterflies when you walk past me. I miss you my boy. I love you forever and always

i love you so much. please try for me, I can't keep giving you everything while you give me nothing. it hurts too much.

I always thought that maybe it would be us... I still do. But idk, you changed and I don’t think I like it

Maybe all the relentless flirting was for nothing. Or maybe you are just being you, I know how you are. We seem to both be shy. Not seeing you at work has made me realize how much I actually liked you. Anyways, I miss talking to you and I hope one of us stops being a coward.

Omg your so confusing. it seems u flirt with everyone. any ways i just want to say i'm in love with you and i think i always will be even if nothing happens

hi, first I want to say thank you for being my best friend. second, I want to say I hope one day we can be on the same page, because I need to wake up beside you.

I told myself I wouldn't break and I didn't. I guess it's because I never really loved you. Love no one, and no one can hurt you, right?

I told my mom what you did, she wants to tell the school. I cant do this anymore. Looking at you hurts now. Knowing you tried to get in my pans. You did at one point. But you never touched my v. You reached i my pants and grabbed my ass without consent.I fucking hate you.I think about it everyday. I cant even where my FAVORITE pants without having an image of you in my mind. Your a bitch. I hate you.

Sincerely,
Hanna

I've always wanted to say this stuff but i was too afraid. but hear it goes. when i said i liked you and you said you didnt feel the same i was gutted. i felt like i was never going to be good enough for anyone. i knew there was always going to be someone better than me. i always hoped that one day you will want me but then i realized that wasn't going to happen. your a great guy and i love your smile i used to get butterflies when you talk to me but that doesnt happen anymore. i am over you know but i just wanted you to know something. you hurt me when you didnt realise that and i know it isnt your fault but that day you said you didnt like me back was hard. i pretended i was ok and it was fine but i went home more upset then ever and then recently i found out you liked somone else. it was really hard to hear and i didnt want to believe it but i knew it was the truth. after that i started noticing things and realising why i didnt previously like you. not trying to be mean, it just hadnt occured to me until then. there is a few more things i wouldve wanted to say but if you read this you would know it was me. i dont want you seeing this but i wanted to let it out somehow. but, if you are reading this, which i highly doubt, know that i hope you find a girl that will make you happy. i am over you now but i still wanted to let you know these things. i really do hope you find that special girl. good luck to the future.

I would kill to spend more time with you but you are always busy with other girls now days . I just want to be in your arms again...

Did you know that the day I met you, was the anniversary of someone I lost? Did you know that no matter the distance with you, for some reason I was pull to you? You gave me butterflies every time we talked because you always would call me baby or gorgeous. You brought me out of my comfort zone because I was always texting you first, which I never do. I looked past you leaving me on read for hours because when you finally did text me, you were sweet and I liked sweet. But then I had asked to FaceTime and you reply 4 hours later, when I was about to go to sleep, saying you couldn't. If you had answered, I would've asked if you wanted to hang out. You see, if you had answered, we might've made a bigger step to becoming something, something real. But instead, you said no and ghosted me. After all the times you had left me on read and wondering when I would hear from you again, you finally ended it all and honestly, that one hurt. A few days later, you posted how you were upset and all I wanted to do was ask if you were okay. But I didn't and maybe if I did, we would be talking again but again I don't know. But if one day, you decide to text me, I might just be waiting and welcome you with open arms, or I might just leave you like you left me.

Idk what I did wrong but I guess I did something. You ghosted me after three days of talking and I just don't understand. I thought that you would be different and that maybe it could work, even with the distance. Maybe we can work, maybe not. I hope that you are well tho and hope to talk to you soon.

i’m so in love with you you don’t even realize it. the way I think you hang around in my mind all day drives me crazy.

i have never had feelings for you (i actually dislike you) but i just need to tell you that you are bad in bed. i thought you were good cause it was my first time but you are not. you fucked 12 girls before me and were still bad. get it together my guy.

I stopped wearing my seatbelt when I'm in the car. You left and I have no one to be safe for anymore.

I know you don't want me anymore but my heart keeps holding on to the idea that one day maybe you will come back and say sorry for ever leaving me.

you mean the world to me, babe. You smell like honey and marshmallows. You taste like lemons. I love you too much I think. I fell into you like a pile of roses. I told you that before. Falling in love with you was not a choice but I so glad that I fell. Fell like falling asleep, slowly then all at once. Thats a quote from one of my favorite books, it reminds me of you.

I still can't get over you. It has been months since you've rejected me and i should be over you since youre obviously over me. I think that the real reason why i cant get over you is becuase i thought that you were going to be the first boy that actually liked my back. Guess I was wrong. Ive seen the other girls you have liked recently and its so obvious why you wouldnt want me. But we are better as friends and i know it. I just wish you had told me you didnt like me anymore reather then giving me false hope. Ive cried over you so many times and you dont even know. I just wish you understand how i feel right now

I love you but I know you will find someone that is better then me. My heart will always be with you.

I kept forgiving you bc I loved you but it wasn’t until later I found out that it would be the reason I stopped loving you

I wish you knew how much of what you did broke me. But damn I learned a lot from the hurt you caused me.

i cried, while you had the best time of your life. i know you didn’t care about me, i just couldn’t let you go:(

Honestly fuck you. But i still love you. But i'm no longer letting you take advantage of my soft spot for you.

Knowing what I know now I wish I would’ve told you how I felt. You did my so dirty but I miss you so much. I’m ruined.

I really wish you wouldn’t have done what you did bc I loved you w everything but Im thankful for who I am now bc of it

I’m in love with you ,and I wake up everyday thinking about you I cry every night because I miss what we had but I hope in a few years we’re doing good and we find our way back to each other until then he happy my love ❤️

you caused the hardest battle i have ever had to fight and am still fighting and yet you never ask how i am. how can you call us best friends.

I love you with all my heart, I would’ve done anything for you. The sad part is you know I would’ve. So what did all 3 of them girls have that I didn’t? Why wasn’t I enough?

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