Unsent Messages

Did you know that the day I met you, was the anniversary of someone I lost? Did you know that no matter the distance with you, for some reason I was pull to you? You gave me butterflies every time we talked because you always would call me baby or gorgeous. You brought me out of my comfort zone because I was always texting you first, which I never do. I looked past you leaving me on read for hours because when you finally did text me, you were sweet and I liked sweet. But then I had asked to FaceTime and you reply 4 hours later, when I was about to go to sleep, saying you couldn't. If you had answered, I would've asked if you wanted to hang out. You see, if you had answered, we might've made a bigger step to becoming something, something real. But instead, you said no and ghosted me. After all the times you had left me on read and wondering when I would hear from you again, you finally ended it all and honestly, that one hurt. A few days later, you posted how you were upset and all I wanted to do was ask if you were okay. But I didn't and maybe if I did, we would be talking again but again I don't know. But if one day, you decide to text me, I might just be waiting and welcome you with open arms, or I might just leave you like you left me.