its sounds so stupid but you saved my life. you gave me a reason to keep going, to keep pushing. im sorry that you weren't able to live out the best part of your life, that you weren't able to continue exploring a life with friends. im doing the best i can to live that for you. if only you were real...

i hate how you’re not real, you’re such a comfort for me. i need someone like you in my life, it’s pathetic how much i love you that even i don’t understand why i just do and you’re not real.. it hurts too much i would love to see you in front of me and see your smile, or comfort you and be there when you need someone, i would never leave you..