Unsent Messages

I've always wanted to say this stuff but i was too afraid. but hear it goes. when i said i liked you and you said you didnt feel the same i was gutted. i felt like i was never going to be good enough for anyone. i knew there was always going to be someone better than me. i always hoped that one day you will want me but then i realized that wasn't going to happen. your a great guy and i love your smile i used to get butterflies when you talk to me but that doesnt happen anymore. i am over you know but i just wanted you to know something. you hurt me when you didnt realise that and i know it isnt your fault but that day you said you didnt like me back was hard. i pretended i was ok and it was fine but i went home more upset then ever and then recently i found out you liked somone else. it was really hard to hear and i didnt want to believe it but i knew it was the truth. after that i started noticing things and realising why i didnt previously like you. not trying to be mean, it just hadnt occured to me until then. there is a few more things i wouldve wanted to say but if you read this you would know it was me. i dont want you seeing this but i wanted to let it out somehow. but, if you are reading this, which i highly doubt, know that i hope you find a girl that will make you happy. i am over you now but i still wanted to let you know these things. i really do hope you find that special girl. good luck to the future.