I like you, I really do. I know you’re going to be worth it and that’s why I’ll always be here for you.

I still don’t know what you meant when you said you loved me. You lied about everything but I would often question if you were being genuine when you said that.

I hate how we drifted, I imagine what we could have been and how it was just the wrong time wrong place

Umm sometimes I wish we never broke up and then I start missing you a lot and also that we took our time to date bc I wanted to get to know you better as a friend first but you made me a really happy person and I wish that our relationship didn’t get toxic like that but then again we were young and you were my first love but maybe later we can try again :)

It's you. It's ALWAYS about you. I'm suffering too and it fucking hurts to know that you don't care. Not once did you ever care when all I've done is for you. I've spent countless nights crying because of you and because I know how fucking stupid I look hoping to have a deeper relationship with you when you constantly treat me like I'm some stranger. You didn't stand up for me when your friends hurt me and continued to act as if it didn't happen. You knew I liked you when you said you could never be with someone like me in front of your friends. That's what hurt me the most. So don't tell me that you miss me. Stop telling me that you miss me. You've always been so mean.

I wish we could go back to how things were. Truth is I ended it bc I was still hurt from last time and scared you would leave again so I did it first. And I don’t even know if what I did is worth apologizing for because I don’t think you cared that much to begin with. But I’ll always have love for you and it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way anymore. Thank you for all the good memories and I miss you.

All those times we had together, you at least loved me, right? I don’t think I could bare the sadness.

Siempre serás mi gran amor, y aunque hayan más personas, siempre serás el dueño de mi corazón, te amo hasta el infinito.

You broke my heart but I miss you a lot because I still loving you. I love you like I didn't love someone. V

I cheated on u and I told u months after but those months before I realized that I can’t lose u but now I’m here miss you so very much.. I wish make things right with us but I know that u won’t do it :( I love you ❤️

every time i hear your name i think about how you maked me laugh but now you are focousing on another gil

heyy, I miss you and I know we both did not want to end things like this, du hast mich nach wieder mehr Kontakt gefragt and I was happy aber warum kam nichts danach pls call me I wanna explain everything but im kinda moving on as good as I can now bc u r done with me es tut mir so leid imyawwchb

I asked everyone to stop calling me that nickname because It only reminds me you don’t call me by it anymore.

even though you act like i don’t exist, i wanted to tell you that i love you with my whole heart. you deserve the world.

I’m so in love with you it hurts. I’m trying so hard to be better for you, for us. I’m terrified I won’t have you forever.

i kinda miss you and that random whataburger we stopped at when it was 1am. almost fell asleep the drive back

you've changed my life for the better. your heart is filled with kindness and the purest intentions. love you more than you know. you support me like no other and i could never thank you enough

I think I probably loved you back. It’s too bad that you hurt me. Something good could’ve come out of every thing.

You're my first love and heartbreak, but not my last. I wish you happiness. We were young and confused, we ended up breaking each other's heart, but I hope those painful moments would lead us to the right path. I love you always, and you'll always have a special place in my heart. I'm so proud of how much you've grown, I hope one day you'll come to see how great you are.

Hello! It's me, again, this is the second part of the letter, from the bible rather haha.
It's crazy to think how one person can change your life when they step into it. They make it bright, colorful, they make you happy. But then all those good times turn into memories when that person leaves, it's like a forever rain cloud hovering over your head 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. This is how I feel right now. He is happier now that I am not in his life, but I wish it was so when I was there. Was it funny to know that I liked him and that he didn't do anything about it? Probably yes. It's like when you are afraid of something. Have you ever wondered what it's like to have a crush on you? Well, it's crazy, since I had to stay away because you made me nervous, you made me blush to the extreme, but there was a part of me that wanted to get closer to you. Enough so that maybe I was no longer afraid of you. And for some, fear turns to anger, sometimes tears, and most of the time it turns into something I never thought I would ever feel; love. Fear turns into love so fast it's crazy. It's like they chase you until you run out of breath and can't go any further, so you turn around and see what's coming after you. You get confused with yourself and what you see, but in the end the only thing you are running from is yourself. You run away from your own feelings and emotions, and when all is said and done, you find yourself stopping, turning around, and returning to the fear you once felt for a certain person. In short, it is horrible but surprising at the same time. This is how I felt about you. And you will always be in my heart, because having you by my side I could not. I actually cared about you. I stayed when everyone told me to leave, when they told me you didn't care and I kept chasing you, it only made your ego higher and your pride lower. I loved you even when you gave me reasons not to. It was my fault for insisting on someone I didn't love. When you are in love, you do whatever it takes to be with that person, even if they treat you like trash.

Do you have any idea how bad it feels to have your feelings made fun of? I hope you never get that damn feeling, it's horrible. It is that moment when you feel alone as fun and / or entertainment for that special person. I hope they never hurt you like that.

Some days I couldn't stop thinking about you, and other days I wondered why I was wasting my time on you.
Imagine, every night writing something nice to you in your chat, without sending it, and instantly deleting the whole message, knowing that you won't mind, that's how it has been all this time, and although also, I don't know why I keep doing this, no it has a case, but good.
I think you took the other letter wrong, at no time would I dare to call you "stupid", I would have no reason to do so, sorry if you interpreted it that way.
Do you know what is curious? That I see you almost daily, because we live relatively close, apart from seeing you at school, I see you on the street, either when I go out to train and you hardly go for the tortillas or something else, or when I return from training and you you're out for a reason. The most epic thing is that we have a family relationship of friends haha. Something complicated to understand, I know, but later you will realize what I am talking about.

You were like my model, what inspired me the most to draw.

You have to let go of who never wanted to be. I'm not asking you to love me in return, but I need to vent, even though words aren't everything. The saddest thing is that you can get to love someone so much and still be wrong. And how you will have realized, I will be very quiet but I have a lot on my mind to express.

Do you know what is the worst of all? You took a big part of me. Why? Slowly I let myself modify, A.V. slowly disappeared, to become something you wanted, and you managed to take my being. But as I got over it, I recovered it, it was really very difficult but now I can say that I did it.

You were too good to me and that scared me. I was never gonna love you the way you loved me and I’m sorry.

i love you so so much and i miss you everyday, i know i see you soon but i’m to scared of getting into a relationship with you

Dear Julian,
Ever since you came into my life it has been nothing but happiness. I don't think I've felt this way in such a long time. I just want to be around you all the time. I love you so much.

As much as you broke me beyond repair, I’ll forever love you. I regret everything. If we could do it all again, as much as it would kill me, I would. I love you. I feel dead without you.

you pop up im my mind every now and then im sorry for what i said ill always love you i wish i knew you loved me too

I know I wasn’t in a good place when we started dating I was trying to convince myself I was ok for you but I was and I depended on you to much for my happiness and I’m sorry just know I thankful for you and I love you always

hey julian, i love you n i miss talking to u too, i rlly wish i confessed to u back then but i guess i was too late.... i just never thought you’d like someone like me, it still hurts till this day whenver i think of u ... it hurts so much.... but i rlly hope u n hayden are doing great.

What we did was converting much big sad energy in happy during shorter time. We had a lot of power. (P=W/t)

every time i get a notification from you, my body can't stop from feeling happy and getting butterflies. you make me laugh and you make me happy

You’re a Tory and you know it please stop always acting like your right and consider other people’s opinions

i wish i could tell you how i feel. i wish we could be happy together.maybe one day, in another demission.

the first time i saw you, i liked you so much. you were so handsome when i saw you walking through the halls. i wish i would’ve confessed my love for you at my last day of school.

you’re the most amazing guy i’ve ever met, our meeting was quite rocky but i’m glad we’re constantly on calls. you’re one of my favorite people

I still think about you every second and ask myself what went wrong that day.
I miss you.I miss the way you looked at me.I miss sharing the bed w you . I love you.

i really miss you. i know that we dont talk anymore, but i think of you from time to time. youve done a lot for me, and im really grateful for all of it.

we talked. you hung out with me even when it put you out of your way. you paid attention to me for one day and then you threw me away like trash. you asked me for music recommendations and acted as if you cared. you asked me if I was okay with you going to sleep, and I wasn't because all I want is to talk to you but you don't want the same. you have girls that are friends but you touch them too much and it makes me jealous but id never admit it because I'm stubborn. you wouldn't like me because I'm not your type. I'm not sporty and fit, or tan and lean, I'm not funny and my voice is annoying even though you called it soft and cute, but that was a while ago, your a flirt and I think you know it, you complain about not having a girlfriend but you know damn well that any girl would go out with you if they got the chance. I told you things, I trusted you with things.

I miss you. It's not the same anymore and we both know that. I liked you a lot and I wish I could've told you.

You once jokingly said to me, "I love so much" when I did something for you. I know you skipped the "you" on purpose. You knew it would give me hope. You knew what
I felt. Damn, You're cunning.

I’ve always loved you. I loved you before I even learned your name. I hope you’ll love me as I do you.

Nunca había sentido algo igual a lo que sentí por vos, fuiste una persona que se tuvo mi corazón completo, pero que después solo lo tiró y rompió. Nunca quise que la amistad se dañará, pero, me hacías mucho daño, y de verdad yo no te importaba. Todavía me duele, y mucho, pero olvidarte será lo mejor.

you made me hate myself even more. You left scars on me but i don`t want them to heal because they remind me of you...

i already know. you don’t have to hide it anymore. please tell me straight up, don’t worry nothing will change.

Things are getting a bit better now. I still wish you’re here though. All i want is to be by your side. You and me against the world typa thing. It’s been months, hasn’t it? I wonder if you think about me too. I wonder if you still remember me.

You were the first guy I genuienly loved and hoped you would be mine forever, but you stopped trying. I thought you’d never give up on us? You fell out of love.

You made me afraid to love again. You used me for all that I had. I wish I could say that I hate you.

Hey, um, I miss you a lot. I don't have those feelings anymore but... It'd be great if we could be friends again.

I really want us to work but it feels like you’re pulling away. I just want you to want me like you used to, cause I want you more now than I did before.

I know how cold hearted and unapproachable I seem. And I know I can be dense sometimes. But you're my weakness. Always have been. I say to myself im over you, I'm over the wasted potential that we had, but it does keep me up at night. Do you ever think about what we could have been? If I wasn't so weak? We don't say much to each other asides from the daily ”how are you?” or ”what did you do today?” but I know deep down you knew. You knew that it wasn't gonna work but don't want to confront me about it. I've always liked that about you, how you care about your relationship with other people and how your actions may affect it. You've always been so kind. I wish you had more confidence, I know, easier said than done, but you're genuine about everything. That's what made you stand out from the rest. I hate myself for closing myself up, for not showing you how much I deeply care about you, but whenever I try to you push me away. I was stuck. I thought: you didn't need me, right? So what am I doing here still? I'm wasting your time and everybody’s time. Like beating a dead horse. It's not like you have to talk to me. We have nothing In common aside from the fact that we're both total introverts who like RnB music and cats. Other than that, what else? What else is there? Do you know how it feels like to know you're not wanted there? You can be so mean sometimes. I thought I'd forgotten it, but now that Christmas is coming up it made me think about you. And I probably will for a while. I stopped wishing you think about me too. But deep down I wish you do.

i hate the way you made me feel. so used and useless, like i was only good for things i didn't deserve. i fucking hate you. so so so much.

I loved the way you made me feel like I was special, you were always there for me and now I miss you more than ever. I love you so much (I chose purple because it’s your favorite color)