Unsent messages to JULIA

please notice how much I love you. please notice that i fell in love with you a while ago. please just notice me

Sometimes I wonder if things would be different if I had just told you the truth about how I felt that one day

Hey, Julia for the past year that we have known each other I have had the best laughs and amazing memories together but also you were always there for me when I was down in the dumps I have been meaning to do this for a while but haven't been able to build up the courage. I am finally telling you today that I have feelings for you... very strong feelings. You are funny, easy to talk to, cute, athletic, and more which is all I really want. We should do something this weekend I would really love to do something with you.

Hi Julia, I know this is going to be very weird but I need to say it. I’ve never lost feeling for you and o can never get you off my mind. You are the light of my life and I don’t know what I’d do without you.

It felt to easy to get you to like me and now I feel like I have nothing to chase. Don’t be so easy to get cause now that ik I have you I think it’s notes special

I like you a lot. I couldn't help thinking of you when I was dating her, which is why ending it was so easy.

You’re a bitch, hypocrite, asshole, user, manipulative, toxic asf, no wonder no one wants to be your friend anymore.

your way cooler than your dog (not many people are) and i feel like you have such a cool personality !! i hope your happy :) im super glad we're friends

why did u do that to me? i loved u so much...you were my bestfriend i could do almost everything for you...you were my number 1st, why did u tried to ruin my future? why did you exchange me to her just in a few days? when u didn't text me on my birthday i felt so.....fucking empty, u are so cruel- this pretending that i still don't exist is so fucking...your's? if u think i don't miss even after all that you are wrong bitch, but i couldn't let u be THAT part of my life. i hope your new freinds which names u don't even remember are better for u than me ;)))) i choosed this colour in reference to your dream about a butterfly and your bag from this fucking tour to scotland ;)

you’re my favorite person in the whole world and my most important friend. but you’ll never know it and never feel the same

It so hard to tell you how much you mean to me, I think you know. Did you mean it when you said you wanted to marry me? Or when you said that you thought I was pretty? Or did you really wanna do those things with me like you said in our facetimes? Or were you playing with me, because you like him better? I hate you but for some reason I don't think I could live without you. I want to be your girl so bad. Fuck you Julia. I'm not something you can experiment on. I hope you get yours one day.

so, i know you dont care anymore, but i dont love you. and im pretty sure i never did. my personality is completely different than last year and its crazy. youre probably the last person ill ever feel anything for- do what you will with that. if you ever see this (and if you know its from me). who knows if i even *really* felt anything. anyway, i dont feel anything for you. you were a great friend in 2016 though! i hope that one day i can find someone who will be similar to you. the same goes for your ex, my ex best friend.

Julia, I don’t think I’m ever going to stop loving you. I try, but every time I see you I just can’t look away. Everything about you just draws me in. And I wish I had the courage to say this to your face.

(Not my first love)
I'm only valuable to you when it's conconvenient for you. I know this is toxic but I want to keep the bond we have, thank you Julia for coming to me when you have on one at least I can say that you thought of me during your sad times. (Ps. Labyu sis)

I miss hanging out with you, I wish you'd reach out to our group and we could go back to the way things were in May. I just want to know what happened that made you decide you didn't want us anymore. We all miss you.

It's been almost a year since we broke up. I'm not the same person I once was. You broke me in every way possible ...

you absolutely broke me and i got over it but now it’s 3 days till 2 years that you ended our friendship so shit comes back.fuck you.

You probably know why I chose this color. I'm not going anywhere, I'm yours until the end. I'll wait for you until you're ready. For now, smile and have fun. Thank you for showing me what love is. I will never love anyone as much as I love you.

i still think about you sometimes. i can't help but wonder what we could've been if you just gave me more time

I'm proud of you for saving your own life. I'll hold your hand as long as you let me. Please don't let go.

it’s been 343 days since i’ve kissed you, now you’re 4811 miles away and i don’t think i ever will again

We had gotten so close in such short time and it was perfect. I wish you could see how manipulative your ex was when they came to ruin us. I hope you realize it soon because you deserve better. I'll always love you and the time we had where I was the happiest.