It's been almost a year since we broke up. I'm not the same person I once was. You broke me in every way possible ...

I miss hanging out with you, I wish you'd reach out to our group and we could go back to the way things were in May. I just want to know what happened that made you decide you didn't want us anymore. We all miss you.

It’s 5 am and I’m here typing this. If by any chance you’re seeing this, I just want to say I’m sorry for everything. You deserved better. I will forever be grateful for you. You showed me what it feels like to be loved. I’m here for you, always and forever.

heyyyyyyyyty
what’s up shawty
i’m literally writing this bc i’m bored and listening to modern baseball ?

sometimes I think about what could've been between us. your smile still drives me crazy even tho it's been almost 3 years since I fell in love with u.

Eres la única a la que he podido contarle todo y quedarme tranquilo. Y desde el día que ambos empezamos a confiar en el otro mutuamente, me empecé a enamorar de ti.

engrained in my mind is that december night when we were just laying eye to eye and you kissed me first

never felt love as pure, or felt heaven as close, or felt as warm inside my heart since the day you came into my life

I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate having you in my life. For helping me through the bad times and being there to help me celebrate the good times, I cherish all of the moments that we share together. There aren’t enough words in the dictionary for me to tell you how glad I am to have you in my life. I am so lucky to have you by my side. Everything you do for me never goes unnoticed. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone as wonderful as you, but I am eternally grateful to have your love, support, and affection. Thank you for being you, and for having me by your side.

you just don’t get it do you ? I will sacrifice anything for you and u still choose the people who make you hurt, I chose you over everything countless times and you don’t care, I love you unconditionally and you don’t care. You pick me up and put me down like i’m some toy, then you try and show me off to your friends. You act like you care about me only when you need me to stay on a call with you because you are bored, but once you get another call you leave in a heartbeat that’s quicker than mine when you call. I will always be here, in the same spot, waiting for you, and you will always be there, leaving, running away from me only to come back when you are hurt. But i would never give those 20 minute calls up, because they mean more to me than they do to you, by now you know if this is for you and exactly who it’s from, i kinda wish i never met you in that “houseparty”, i kinda wish you never needed me to heal u in the first place, i took all you sadness and you left with my happiness, but i still love you, i love you julia, ik we said it to each other the first night we met as if it was nothing, but i mean it now, I’m here, please only text me if you are willing to stay ❤️

i've liked you since this school year started, but when i found out you liked someone else i was crushed. i still like you now that you dont like him anymore but i still get the feeling you dont like me back. i daydream about all the fun things we could do together and all the places we could go.. but im scared you'd say no.

I dont you think you seem to notice my hints, but I really like you alot. Although we know each other more then 10 years I hope we could be more then friends...

it’s been 343 days since i’ve kissed you, now you’re 4811 miles away and i don’t think i ever will again

I am sorry for not commiting. I was scared of the feelings you caused in me and i pulled back bc i didn't know how to deal with it

you’re my favorite person in the whole world and my most important friend. but you’ll never know it and never feel the same

I don’t know if I have enough words, or if the words I do have are even enough. You won’t recognise that turn of phrase, I suppose. It’s been 5 years since you read it in my last letter. Wish I’d put a return address.

why did u do that to me? i loved u so much...you were my bestfriend i could do almost everything for you...you were my number 1st, why did u tried to ruin my future? why did you exchange me to her just in a few days? when u didn't text me on my birthday i felt so.....fucking empty, u are so cruel- this pretending that i still don't exist is so fucking...your's? if u think i don't miss even after all that you are wrong bitch, but i couldn't let u be THAT part of my life. i hope your new freinds which names u don't even remember are better for u than me ;)))) i choosed this colour in reference to your dream about a butterfly and your bag from this fucking tour to scotland ;)

i like you...a lot. but i can’t get through to you. please i want you so bad...i can’t help thinking abt you. i’m sry

Sometimes I think you're the one and sometimes I think I need to run. I wish I knew what to do with you. I know I love you but good does that do? I meant it when I said you're the thing I'm most grateful for. Thanks for introducing me to myself.

your way cooler than your dog (not many people are) and i feel like you have such a cool personality !! i hope your happy :) im super glad we're friends

I wish you were there for me like I was for you. I really needed it. It would probably have changed my life.

You're the reason why I realized I like girls and also the reason why I'm now okay saying that out loud. I miss you.

You expect so much from people but don’t care about them at all. You talk about your struggling friends behind their backs and I think it’s pathetic.

I miss you a lot and i wish you'd contact me like you used to, call me your hero, give me teasing nicknames and talk about our life problems over the phone. Now you don't talk to me.. I miss you

It's been almost 5 years. I'm too afraid to tell you how i feel because i don't want to ruin our friendship.

I hate having my hair played with
but I would let you do it in a heartbeat
I hate hugs
But i would love to hug you
I hate dancing
but i want to dance with you
i hate being photographed
but i want to take cute photos with you
I hate being made fun of
but I want you to make fun of me
I hate cute couples
but its because I want us to be one
I hate going out of my comfort zone
but i want you to help me out of my shell
i hate that you make me want to do things i would never normally do
i don't hate you at all
infact
i think i love you

your mine, I will tell you trust me I will tell you soon.

because I think we could do it if we tried.

my heart belongs to you, all the memory we made together and were going to make so many more because I'm never going to leave you. I don't wanna say goodbye, say you're mine.

I just want to spend all my time with you, I don't know what you think of half the time but I know what I think of. It's you and you only. I know you constantly have other things on your mind and it pained me when u had feelings for someone else.



You said you were looking for someone, well here I am.

I've been waiting what took you so long?






but trust me I'm going to hold your hand one day and hug you and protect you from any harm.




If you'll let me.

please notice how much I love you. please notice that i fell in love with you a while ago. please just notice me

You probably know why I chose this color. I'm not going anywhere, I'm yours until the end. I'll wait for you until you're ready. For now, smile and have fun. Thank you for showing me what love is. I will never love anyone as much as I love you.

u don't know but i love you lol. ik u have a bf. that's okay he's rly nice and u seem happy. i don't.

I'm an idiot for not knowing if I have a crush on you or if i'm just lonely. I'm an idiot for being attracted to you. I'm a major idiot for liking someone who will never like me back.

You're obvs not a first love but I can't contact you so here we are. Just want you to know that you played a crucial role in those 2 years. You kept supporting me when I couldn't put in the effort deserved, and I can't express how much that meant. I'm sorry that I didn't show my gratitude, and that you were in a rush that time outside of Sainsbury's. Hope the job is going well and huge congrats on your engagement

(Not my first love)
I'm only valuable to you when it's conconvenient for you. I know this is toxic but I want to keep the bond we have, thank you Julia for coming to me when you have on one at least I can say that you thought of me during your sad times. (Ps. Labyu sis)

you absolutely broke me and i got over it but now it’s 3 days till 2 years that you ended our friendship so shit comes back.fuck you.

I thank you everyday for being my bestfriend in 6th grade. A part of me still wishes we were bestfriends but always know I'll love you.

hey boo, i know this site is for first loves and shit, but it’s whateva. i’m so very grateful to have met you and to have experienced so much with you. you’ve blossomed into a beautiful and strong woman and you’ve seemed to truly found yourself. i’m so proud of how far you’ve come, and just know that your a second daughter in my family’s eyes

Sometimes I wonder if things would be different if I had just told you the truth about how I felt that one time...

I know that we were not meant for each other but I was too excited about a fact that someone actually could love me

You are going through a lot but you don't dare to open up. I notice. And I want to help you the way you helped me without noticing. Love you.

i think i might be in love with you everyone says i shouldn't be but i am...i keep imagine kissing you and i keep imagine holding you...shit idk what to do

hi :) u made me feel so happy today , i love u so so much, u r everything and more to me julia im so in love with u , made me happy on my bday cus i always find it such a rough day

Dear Julia,
341. 122. You can 428, simply because 1543. Please, 15243. And 1925, if you want to...
50538,
Your best friend :)

Julia, I don’t think I’m ever going to stop loving you. I try, but every time I see you I just can’t look away. Everything about you just draws me in. And I wish I had the courage to say this to your face.

hi. it has been years since we talked. im sorry for being so pushy, it was just that you were my best friend and i didn't want to loose you. im doing much better though!

you are my best friend, and will always be my best friend. you make me laugh all of time time, and i feel like were getting closer like we were in middle school.

You are a horrible person and I don't know why you couldn't mind your own business and focus on yourself. Instead you had to make people's life more difficult. What exactly did you accomplish from this?

No one hates you im serious. stop being so hard on urself. you are literally so pretty stop calling urself ugly because you could literally be a model. fuck ur parents for being so strict and so cruel sometimes. you are literally so funny and like cOoL and its just rlly nice to be friends with.

Even if you are super quiet you are always fun to be around. Everyone in our friend group (theres only 3 but whatever) thinks you are like the coolest person ever ( not even lying) your like so funny and just really fun to hang out with, even if you are quiet. Dont be so hard on yourself. You aren't ugly and no one hates you. (NO LITERALLY YOU ARE GORGEOUS AND WE ALL LOVE U) Happy New Years !

I wonder all the time if we could have worked. That day I told you I started seeing him it felt like something was off.. Were you upset cause you liked him, or me? Or was it cause of something else? I wish I could read your mind, you’re so hard to read but that’s one of the things I love about you. Let’s see what happens later down the road. We’re so young, there’s still so much to do and see.