there are still so many things i have to say but it wouldn't make a difference. you'll still leave. so what's the point?

What you did was unforgivable but if I could do it all over again with you knowing the heart breaking consequences, I would!

i wish we were as close as we used to be but you’re shutting me out. please stop throwing your life away

i think youre so epic and i really hope i have another shot with you idk why youre on my mind all the time since not much happened between us but i had a really good time with you and would love to see you again

I miss you. You were the most amazing soul on this planet. I wish I could have said goodbye. Rest well.

You’re a bitch, hypocrite, asshole, user, manipulative, toxic asf, no wonder no one wants to be your friend anymore.

thank you for being the best friend I could ever have. i know I'm too much to handle. I'm sorry I'm doing so bad rn and disappointing u. i love you so much jewels. thank you for being the person who stays by my side thru anything.

I miss you. I know I broke up with you and I have a new girlfriend, but I just can't seem to feel as much for her as I did for you. I know that sounds so horrible and it is. I miss the feeling of waking up and knowing I would be able to see you. I miss your demon dog and how I could never understand what your mom was saying. well. until the next life. I hate that. I can't see myself not getting married to you. maybe I should block you again. if you see this, please text me. please just one more time.

I still miss you. I know you think it's for the best. But that doesnt make it hurt any less. i always supported you though, even when you thought i didnt, even when i hated you. i still loved you. a part of me still does.

Wish you hadn't moved out, ever since life started to be difficult.Writing this to you, when you probably don't even remember me.

You are my literal sister & I love u sm. I really hope we don’t drift apart cause we’re so diff but so alike.

ive liked you since september and i cant believe i finally get to call you my gf, you make me the happiest i cant wait to hang

i miss you so much, im really sorry, i know i hurt you. it was my biggest mistake. I know that it’s never going to be the same but can we just try again? pls come back i need you and i love you.
your g

so, i know you dont care anymore, but i dont love you. and im pretty sure i never did. my personality is completely different than last year and its crazy. youre probably the last person ill ever feel anything for- do what you will with that. if you ever see this (and if you know its from me). who knows if i even *really* felt anything. anyway, i dont feel anything for you. you were a great friend in 2016 though! i hope that one day i can find someone who will be similar to you. the same goes for your ex, my ex best friend.

I thought it would be wrong to like you because we were both girls. But why didn't you like me back? I did everything for you.

I like you a lot. I couldn't help thinking of you when I was dating her, which is why ending it was so easy.

I can't believe I fell in love with you again. You mean the world to me. Maybe one day you will feel the same

i miss you but i don't want us to ruin our friendship because of stupid feelings.
but i do love you a lot, i hope you start talking to me again soon.

It felt to easy to get you to like me and now I feel like I have nothing to chase. Don’t be so easy to get cause now that ik I have you I think it’s notes special

Hi Julia, I know this is going to be very weird but I need to say it. I’ve never lost feeling for you and o can never get you off my mind. You are the light of my life and I don’t know what I’d do without you.

you truly were a bitch and idk how I never saw it we have some fun memories though sorry you were jealous

I'm proud of you for saving your own life. I'll hold your hand as long as you let me. Please don't let go.

If you weren't busy on going to college
and getting a career, will you be my girlfriend? Will you be the one that I'll wake up next to every single morning for the duration of our relationship?

you will never see this, unless you know what this website is, and i know were only young and dumb, but i hope you love me as much as i love you. and yes were dating atm, and i never want that to end

i’m writing this to myself because i’m high and wanna see if i can remember i wrote this. anyway love u future self

i still think about you sometimes. i can't help but wonder what we could've been if you just gave me more time

i fucking hate you. i hate how you treated me. you never once made me feel like your first choice and you showed it. you showed me that you were going to choose someone else but asked me after because they said no. you showed me the texts. you used me for your own entertainment and used me for your boredom. you used me to get closer to your crush who showed that they never liked you. they called you toxic and left, because that's what you are. they fucking blocked you to get away from all the excuses, the missed calls, the guilt tripping THAT YOU ADMITTED TO INFRONT OF US. YOU FUCKING DID THIS SHIT IN FRONT OF ALL OF US. YOU SAID YOU HAD NO IDEA WHY YOU LIKED HER WHEN I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I LIKED YOU. I FUCKING CRIED OVER YOU. I CRIED OVER HER. AND YOU MEAN NOTHING. YOU WILL ALWAYS MEAN NOTHING TO NO ONE. when she found out that you liked her that day in august i sat there and sobbed. i was fucking heartbroken that something could happen between you two. i haven't cried that hard since 8th grade. i sat there holding back tears while you were on a facetime call with me freaking out about it. she never felt anything towards you. i will never feel anything towards you so thats why im deciding to ghost you just like she did. those 5 years where fun but im done with you. fuck you you fucking monster. who taught you to speak bullets?

Julia I love you more than anyone else on this world thank you so much for teaching me to love myself

Hey, Julia for the past year that we have known each other I have had the best laughs and amazing memories together but also you were always there for me when I was down in the dumps I have been meaning to do this for a while but haven't been able to build up the courage. I am finally telling you today that I have feelings for you... very strong feelings. You are funny, easy to talk to, cute, athletic, and more which is all I really want. We should do something this weekend I would really love to do something with you.

You've been by my side for years even if I have acted like a bitch towards you. I'm sorry, I really do appreciate you for staying even when it may have cost you a friendship. Don't take this the wrong way I hate her for leaving but maybe it was partly my fault. You deserve everything and I know one day you'll be happy. Please stop bringing yourself down what you say isn't true, if I only I could find a way to tell you this in person. I've always been bad at stuff like this. Thank you

i hope you know she’s just a replacement for you. i’ll probably always be stuck on you. i think we were soulmates but like you said, the damage has already been done.

Sometimes I wonder if things would be different if I had just told you the truth about how I felt that one day

You ruined my life but I can't stop loving you. How could to treat me that way?

love you so much baby girl

just reach out already. i miss you. i’ll respond so fast. the last years have been so weird.

I love you more than toast too.

I really wish we didn’t have to part ways, because you‘ll always have a special place in my heart

i wish i learned to value you over my pride sooner. you didnt deserve it. i love you.

i love u

we better stay best friends forever

I still think about you sometimes even tho i wanted nothing to do with you

You were an extremely shįty friend to me.

when you come back you’re gonna find me here collecting rocks beside the lake for you to take home.

you never said sorry. i apologized when you should’ve.

I wish I knew how you really felt about me

You were such an important part of my life but still, I wouldn’t ever go back even if I could.

We lost contact but if you ever need someone I’ll still be here. Ty for once being my BF

i dont know how to comprehend my heart, i wish i was able to confess. i miss u.

why did u have to hurt me so much

Thank you for everything.