Unsent messages to JOSIAH
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: January 12, 2024, 6:37 pm UTC
i still wonder about you. i hate you and i love you and i miss you
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: January 2, 2024, 2:56 am UTC
Why did you lead me on and then told me you didn't like me?(it's been 9 months and I still like you)
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: December 15, 2023, 6:54 pm UTC
I hope she makes you happier than I ever did and she loves you more than I ever could have.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 12, 2023, 1:22 pm UTC
I think you were made to serve as sunshine in people's lives and light up their life. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 6, 2023, 9:40 am UTC
after all this while i still go back to you
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 5, 2023, 2:59 am UTC
I love you but i’m scared of getting heartbroken.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 28, 2023, 5:26 am UTC
you were too good for this world. i pray that you’re at peace now.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 19, 2023, 5:06 am UTC
i wish you could’ve told me instead of ghosting me
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 18, 2023, 6:01 am UTC
i love you, i want to tell you. i can't yet but i will
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 15, 2023, 5:20 am UTC
I have never been more in love with someone. But you’ll always be just my best friend
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 15, 2023, 4:10 am UTC
I loved you so much, how could you do this to me? we weren’t over.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 13, 2023, 9:58 pm UTC
I love someone else. I am happy. I still think of you time to time. Isn't that crazy?
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 12, 2023, 11:19 pm UTC
I miss you even though I shouldn't.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 11, 2023, 4:35 am UTC
you’re everything i’ve wanted, but i can’t have anymore
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:36 pm UTC
i wonder if you’ll ever feel what i felt
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: August 23, 2023, 5:51 am UTC
i want you more than you think, it's scary
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: August 20, 2023, 9:58 pm UTC
it's not the big of a deal, we could make it
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: July 19, 2023, 10:20 pm UTC
maybe we’ll meet again someday, somewhere far away from here
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: July 19, 2023, 8:42 pm UTC
There's so much I want to tell you, but I just can't.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: July 11, 2023, 8:35 pm UTC
I wish you cared about me enough to let me go
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:29 am UTC
You ruined the thought of ever being in a relationship for me and I'll never forgive you. The sad part is I think about you everyday.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
hey, you've been on my mind a lot lately, and i just hope you've been doing okay. i will never bring myself to text you so this will do lol. i hope you are genuinely happy, much better than last year. you deserve that, at least. im sorry i wasn't what you wanted
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
I never knew you were my first love till you were gone and realized just how much you impacted my life.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:02 pm UTC
you were my bestfriend. i’ve tried to move on, but all i see you in everyone. i miss the way youd always call me. now we walk by each other as if once never meant the world to each other. i know you notice it too. i feel bad i really do but it’s for the best. it’s been a year i hope you love someone like you loved me that deserves it.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:50 pm UTC
You were my first love. i know you deserved better than me and the guilt consumes me everyday. i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 30, 2020, 6:47 pm UTC
i fancy you. i love you. but im not good enough and im okay with that now. good enough for you is a pillhead lean sipping ass shaking stank hoe. which my classy ass will never be. ♥️
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:06 pm UTC
Tu fuiste lo mejor que me paso, no importa cuanto se jodieron las cosas despues, o como tu y yo nunca pudimos estar juntos y terminamos estancados en una relacion llena de sentimientos oscuros, siempre seras el chico que me dio esperanza, que me hizo ver la belleza en la miseria. Gracias por todo.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
Dude that shit really hurt
I got into the shower and started choking myself it hurt way too bad and that’s something that i will never heal from
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
It was amazing when it started and fun while it lasted. I appreciate you a lot. You hurt me though. You'll always have that special place in my heart
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:33 am UTC
hi. I just want to say you were one of the worse. I can’t believe I did so many paragraphs just about you when I knew you weren’t shit. I needed to take a couple of months out of my life to figure out myself. Knowing that I had become depressed as my grades got worse, eating a lot more, less social, and more. I miss someone to talk to it’s just it seemed like you never took me into consideration. As you were always trying to get closer to my best friend. But idrc anymore have a great life. Suck my balls!??
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:10 pm UTC
having to watch you disappear even though you were standing right in front of me had to be one of the most difficult things.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:07 pm UTC
you rewrote my history. you were not my first kiss, in my mind my first kiss with you will be after falling asleep together, we wake up- both of us with headaches and freshly showered- when you look at me, head tilted in question, and finally decide to try it. you were the first boy i wanted to kiss. you were the first boy i wanted to hold me. you were the first boy i wanted so deeply. you were not my first. i will always wish you were.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
I miss you so much. I miss the way you made me feel, treated me, teased me, and always made me laugh. You were the reason why I went to school everyday. I miss the old u and seeing u in the halls and saying hi to u. I loved when u would tease me all the time. I miss seeing ur smile everyday.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
I knew all along you always liked her even when I saw the way you looked at her. I just thought if I changed it would make you stay.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 12, 2020, 7:20 am UTC
i hope you know i love you more then anything ever. and i have for a year. please put our damn label on i’ve been waiting. it’s been too long. i love you, so much.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:19 am UTC
idk if you’ll ever read this but i still have marvin. i cant bring myself to get rid of him. i think about you all the time. i wish you weren’t with her. i miss looking at the stars with you. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
why did you leave. i trusted you and opened myself up to you and you left so quickly w/o even thinking. and you are the one doing fine. i miss you a lot. im glad youre happy.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
why couldn’t i have been enough to make you stay,i’m sorry i had all those issues but i didn’t mean you had to leave me all alone.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 16, 2020, 7:41 pm UTC
You were the first person I ever remember craving to see at all hours of the day. You were the first person that I would go home and think about over and over again. You were the first person that made me sit on my bedroom floor and pray to god that I wasn't developing a crush, because it's too painful when they don't like you back. And then a year later, you told me you felt the same. But now a few months after that I'm wondering if that was ever even true, or if you were just lonely that day.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 11, 2020, 3:42 pm UTC
I hope at some point you see this, I loved you so much and I would of given everything to be with you but the way you did me was so wrong. I just wanted to be the only one and you couldn't even do that... You will always hold a place in my heart that still aches every day for you. I was my happiest with you but I wasn't ever anything important enough to you in life that made you stop and smile, I miss you....
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
I hate what you did to me and I hate that because of it we had to end things. I love you and I miss you with everything I have.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
I don’t know what happened with us, we were so in love and then it was just gone. I wish I could go back to the day we separated, I would’ve done ANYTHING to save us. You were my person, I found myself with you, I was happier with you. We’re you happy?
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: September 28, 2020, 9:36 pm UTC
Im over you. It took forever ever after all the shit you done to me i loved you for so long. This is goodbye. I love my self now. More than i ever loved you,im never coming back to you.
From: ABC
To: Josiah
Date: September 26, 2020, 2:23 am UTC
dude u literally have me so fucked up for absolutely no reason like man you didnt have to come back into my life to leave again u fuckin selfish prick i regret you
