You were the first person I ever remember craving to see at all hours of the day. You were the first person that I would go home and think about over and over again. You were the first person that made me sit on my bedroom floor and pray to god that I wasn't developing a crush, because it's too painful when they don't like you back. And then a year later, you told me you felt the same. But now a few months after that I'm wondering if that was ever even true, or if you were just lonely that day.