i wish i could explain to you all the things i felt in the beginning. how i compartmentalized my feelings for you until i couldn’t anymore and they all bubbled to the surface. i love you, i’m sorry, and thank you.

i still cant believe we are like this, i thought we were forever, i will love you forever

I miss u so bad

I don't want to admit it but if you called I'd pick up. even if we'd never work.

i wish you’d spend the evenings/nights with me rather than playing games