Unsent messages to JON

Its ether see ur face and fall helplessly in love or see ur face and feel nothing at all.
Both are terrifying.

i am so sorry that i hurt you as badly as i did. i really never intended to, ik that doesn’t help but just know i didn’t have cruel intentions. thank you for being such a good friend to me and always respecting me and treating me fairly, i appreciate it. we should’ve just been best friends. but i wouldnt change anything bc things might not be how they are now. so it was to no fault of your own i had to leave. i’m sorry i never explained anything and i always took jokes too far and left our friendship behind so quick. you DO deserve better and you’ll find her. it can’t be me but you’ll find her and you’ll know everything happened for a reason. -e (ps your poetry is good keep writing)

My god, I wish I could just tell you how stunning you are. How much I want to hold you and tell you that it will all be okay.

You claimed I was the only person that made you truly happy and loved spending time with me the most but any chance you were able to ditch me for your friends, you did. How does that make sense?

It’s crazy how quickly someone else has jumped to connect with me...

You were so closed off. Don’t you ever get lonely?

I miss you. I hope you’re happy, always. I’ll love you forever and maybe one day I’ll get to see you again.