i remember our first kiss wasn't perfect but it's always going to be my best memory of us, we've both moved on and i wish things wouldn't have fallen off the way they did. It didn't feel like this was supposed to happen.

Why did you hurt me ? Out of everyone u played why did u always have to come back and leave me confused I thought we had something, I'm still hurting but I have to let u go now..

I hope the things everyone’s told me about you since we’ve broken up aren’t true, but it’s hard not to believe them these days... starting to forget you. I wish you would’ve saw what was right in front of you. I want to know what she has that I couldn’t give you, hope you’re doing well even if the rumors are true. Miss you. #bluepencil

I miss you so much. We wanted to be together but the universe didn't want us to. I hope we cross paths soon. I love you forever.

i hope you know that no matter how many times we say fuck off or i hate you i'll always love you and wish we could start over

I will never forget you. Ever. I wish you appreciated me more and I’m sorry for everything I did in spite of that.

I loved u so much. I would have done anything for u to stay but u wouldn’t have done the same for me.

You broke me. I loved you and it was the longest relationship I had ever had. It only lasted 1 year and 7 months, I was the one who ended it. You cheated on me once and lied to me saying that she came onto you. I trusted you even when I found out you were the once who came onto her and said you would fix it and change your ways. I believed you and stayed with you until I caught you in bed with another girl. I thought you were the one and I'm finally getting better. Goodbye Joey.

Even now, after all this time. My future still has you front and center. I hope you can still see me in yours.

Friendly reminder that your paranoia is right, everyone IS lying and does hate you, and they're going to leave you one day. Kill yourself to avoid it. (:

thank you for coming into my life. you saved me and i can’t be more thankful for you. i’m so blessed. i love you more than anything. you’re my entire world

They said the best friendships started with us hating eachother, and that’s how it started and 7 years later that’s how it ended, actually i don’t hate you, i don’t think i ever could but the way you hurt me is unforgivable and you blamed everything on me when you could’ve told me what was happening with you. I cried every night and that make up call made me want to end it all. A big piece of me died when you didn’t seem to care that our friendship was over. I needed you more than ever this year and you were gone, I don’t think i can ever forgive you for those texts and what you said. I’ve left all hope behind, that’s all.

sometimes i think about what would happen if both of us now, as 2 different people, got back together before i remind myself that u never changed.

I fucking hate you so much, we used to be so close but now we aren’t and you are choosing to be a bitch. Hope to never see your dumb ass again. Wish you the worst ;)

I saw a message under my name saying “I’m always here for you”. I really hope it’s from you, but I’m afraid I’m hoping too much. I hope it is you

I truly believe that you are the one for me. You understand me completely. I'm sorry that I blew it last summer and I know we have a good thing about being friends now but I just miss you so much. You treated me like a person. A real living person. You mean so much to me, more than I mean to you that's for sure. I wish I knew back then how I know I feel now. I wish I wasn't so afraid of being vulnerable and intimate. Anyway, I'll always be here for you. I swear -

It's been three years and there isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about you. I miss you more than anything, even though you were an asshole to me. I wish things ended on a better note. I hope your current relationship is going well. Wishing the best for you always.

I want to be with you forever but it won’t happen. I should be scared it won’t last forever, but I’m not. I’m already at peace with the fact that we might break apart tomorrow or in years.

i hate that i can’t hate you. i hate that you have everything with her that we were gonna have. i hate how i can’t hate you but hate her when it’s not her fault.

i used to think everything was your fault but we were both bad for eachother, nonetheless, 11 months with you were fine. i know im not a good person. i was toxic, and you were in love with someone better for you. im glad you two are happy, i hope its not toxic or anything.

i miss you so much. i watch you move on everyday and it hurts me terribly. maybe if we just tried a little harder... i love you "cutie".

i think about you a lot and how you cut me off with no explanation when we both liked eachother. we were best friends, whyd it have to end?

you were the first one i said “i love you” to, but we never loved each other. you were just a way for me to hurt myself.

i wish i’d danced with you when you asked me to

and asked if you were okay when you teared up at the end of the film

i wish i’d said and felt what i meant
i wish i hadn’t put a wall up, because that isn’t like me

feeling comfortable was so alien, i let myself hang around in space
and now it’s too late

im so happy you found someone, i really am, and i hope she gives you all these things.
you’ll probably forget about me, or already have

but i wish i could tell you how much you mattered to me

Honestly, I thought were meant to be and some part of me still thinks it. I don't ever want to say this to you but I wish I could know if you ever felt the same.

remember that night coming back from boa where we were both texting each other at 3 am, looking out the dreary windows of the coach bus with our friends asleep on our shoulders? i wish we could text like that again.

you were my happiness and helped me with what i was going through and still u left me without any warning just up and left knowing how bad i could get again because of you i’m stuck in this hole again

every time i’m with you all my problems go away. you make me so happy and i want to be with you forever. i feel like i’ve finally found the person i can be myself around and you are the person i want to be with 24/7 u have honestly changed my life and you are exactly what i needed in my life and i love you for that

The first night I met you we stayed up talking til 5am, then fell asleep on the floor. I’ve loved you ever since. [k]

I don’t miss you anymore but I’m still in love with the idea of us and how it could have worked out but didn’t

No still means no even if you’re dating. I’ll never forgive you for not owning up to it and ruining my first time. We were to young for you to do that unprotected and you’re where my fear of men started.

After everything I know... finding out it wasn’t real for you.. why are you still haunting my dreams?

I hate that my parents were right about you and her.. but I still can’t bring myself to be upset at you. I genuinely hope you’re happy, I miss our friendship. Our relationship was amazing, but it’s your friendship I really miss...

I don’t think you realize how much I care for you. I met you not too long ago, but I think i’m starting to catch feelings. And i’m lowkey embarrassed bc i know you don’t like me back. But it’s okay. Ily as always, n I cant wait to see you

You hid the truth and told lies...you blamed me when all along it was you. You can’t love someone with a revolving door.

Every person who falls in love with me so quickly... makes me angry you couldn’t and we spent years trying... I hate that I wish it was you... and it never ever will be. I hate that I close my eyes wishing you’d come back and you never really cared...

hey man, i just wanted to know if your alright, i really miss you and i miss the old days, come back please..

i like you so much. you’re ethereal and i think i’m in love with you. you’re so amazing and funny and i stay up at night thinking about you. for years every love i have won’t ever compare to what i feel for you now. i wish you felt the same.

You saved my life more times than I can count. I love you more than should be humanly possible. I pray for you without ceasing and I hope that one day you find your way back to me. You are the love of my life. It’ll always be you for me...

we shouldn’t have ended like this. We shouldn’t have ended. your promise u made was broken by YOU. how do you think that makes me feel. I feel great. Your name makes me sick to my stomach and idek why.

Nevermore. No more messages. No more feeling. Our love has been dead a long time. No more wishing. No more mourning.It all stops today.

I know we haven't spoke in a while, tell Alice I say hi. I miss you, but I know you don't love me back again. Because you never did.. If I could go back in time, to our first kiss, or our first sleepover, or even the time we sat on a tree over the river I would without hesitation. Every moment with you felt like heaven and i miss it. I miss YOU... if only you didn't lie to me for a reason to break up with me. If only you didn't start being distant. If only you was honest... I'm sorry I loved you.
Goodbye again.

hey. i know this is weird and that it really doesnt make sense but ive been thinking about sending this for a while now so please just bear with me. i really fucking like you and i know i shouldnt but i do. i never knew where i stood with you or what we were but oh my god joey, i cant get you out of my head. I pray every night hoping you'll one day choose me over her but now I'm just another one of your failed hoes in the background of your phone. Just one chance. I just wanted one chance to be with you. I know it probably doesn't matter anymore and that I need to get over it but i cant. please understand this and maybe youll want to reconsider me in the future. you and i both know how good i can treat you. just one chance is all i want.

maybe you were the one. we don't fit like we used to. you got mean. military changes you I guess. it's okay. I forgive you. I'm sorry, too. I'm not the person I was either. I will always miss you. always my penguin. I hope you get to follow your dream. Im glad I didn't hold you back. please be happy

i wish you didn’t treat me like a stranger now. i wish i hadn’t have freaked out and broken up with you.

thank u for making me happy and smile every time u snap me ur the only person who makes me truly happy even if ur being a dick i still love u ❤️

i’m in love w u lol.
i wish u didn’t have a thing w meg. all i wanna do is cuddle and watch xmas movies

the I love you mean more than you think. I'm not allowed those thoughts though. they always find a way in anyway.

You’re a dumbass for still thinking about them when it’s almost been a year. Just delete those songs off your playlist

It’s been over a year and I can’t seem to get you off my mind. After everything you’ve done I would still take you back in a heart beat if you ever wanted to. I wish you hadn’t done all of that. I thought you were my one...