Unsent messages to JAMIE

To you I was a crush, but you were my first love

that party gave me so much clarity, i care about you but i can’t be with you

i miss you

there are so many things left to say
its for the better that I dont

please come home lovebug

Yet I shant even say it here. What difference does a word make? I won‘t know. I‘m sorry. I can‘t.

Dont stop talking you have my favorite voice and my jokes suck but you laugh at them anyways… ily

Im done waiting for the return of someone who is clearly long gone. I will mourn who you used to be.

so much i wanna tell u. cant stop thinking ab u. i miss my bestfriend. i miss u jamers.

I didn’t deserve that. you convinced me we had a future just to leave me.

I hope you have everything you ever wished for.
I miss you everyday, I love you forever.

I really wish you wouldn’t like my boyfriend

so much i wish i could tell you. im so sorry

i like you so much but i’m scared .

i think i have to let this out. we never had a thing but you still occupy my mind.

You made me feel suffocated with kindness and love.
I was and always will be the problem x

This message is in the colour that reminds me of you. I love you so much.

i think youre the guy im supposed to be with, i feel such a connection

i miss u sm. we're not as close as we used to be, but thank you for all the memories.

i’m scared i’m going to mess everything up

i miss u sm im sorry for everything i’ve done in the past

i will always be sorry for what happened in that house, i love you sm. hmu in college

I still love you

I love you but I have a twisted way of showing it. Please remember when I was your everything

I miss you already, I love you

i want to talk to you, not about us, i just want to hear your voice again & catch up with you

I had a dream about you last night and it made me remember you
You definitely could be the loml

i love you so much baby

i hope you feel something back, how could you hold me like that purely platonically?

i really like you. a lot.

I wish I could be as strong as you are. I envy you for this.

how come you’re being distant with me :( pls come and talk to me again

I have loved you all along. I told you that day, "I will wait forever" - I meant it. I always will.

there's no way you don’t feel anything for me when you’re looking at me like that I'm not crazy

i miss you so much. id take everything back if i could

i miss you so much

I'm sorry for pushing you away I miss you

I'm sorry our relationship hurt you more than it made you feel loved.

I know you’re coming back, it’s more so when?

i love you

please don’t ever be a stranger

can’t stop thinking of all the cute movements with you

i hate that u have moved on already.. it hasnt even been a week

Got attached too soon. I'll just remove the strings til we're back to who we really are: strangers

where did you go.?

i still remember everything we’ve done together. i miss when we were actually friends.

i messed up. i know that. do you think you could forgive me someday?

i miss your hugs sm even though we did just recently. i find sm comfort in u even after everything

If youd fought for me just once I wouldnt have left. I wanted you to fight for me, i still want that

I say I hate you just because I miss you. It doesn't make sense because we're not even official ;(