I loved you and you used me. All I ever was to you is a body. You used me for nudes, your own personal fucking toy. You had multiple women catering to your sexual fucking desires while you made me feel wanted. Let’s not forget you sending your new chicks nudes to me... she deserves better than a POS like you.

you're such an idiot but i'm so in love with you. sometimes it scares me how much i love you. you can literally do anything to me at this point and i'll still love you.
no one sees you the way i do, no one understands.

With every passing day I realize more and more that I only ever liked the version of you that I created in my mind. It’s been ages but I just wanted to thank you, you taught me a lot of important lessons. There are some days I wish we could be friends again, but I know that will never work out.

when i promised you forever, my soul kept its promise. come back when you’ve healed, we have more beach dates staring at the stars ?

I kept pushing you away and you kept fighting for me so how come when I finally let you in you stopped caring

i just wish i could really talk to you right now, ur the only one who truly got me and i’m so happy your with her she’s my bestfriend and we were only together years ago now but i miss u, i think i do or maybe i just miss someone who listens. You are the only one who made me feel like number 1.

I’m sorry for how I treated you. I was toxic as hell, and you deserve someone so much better. I’m sorry I couldn’t give you that but it wasn’t right...

I don't want to lead you on. I love you. I love every bit of you. You are my soulmate. But we met at the wrong time.

looking for a sign? here it is, its been 4 months. I made my own closure since u left. My explanation? that you died.

I still keep trying to find the good in you. I hate it. But I love you. And I don’t know how to stop.

i never will understand why you’re still so obsessed with my boyfriend. he's proven over and over he has no feelings for you, why cant you just respect our relationship..

even though it was never official, it made me feel complete. ig i miss you but i dont wana sound stupid cause what you done really hurt me :( its January btw shouldve been official

I like you
A lot
You brighten my day without fail
When I talk to you all my problems go away
But you’ll never like me

And you have met someone you really like
And I can’t be happy for you cause I wish it was me and not him
I wanna be able to wake up next to you and borrow your hoodies
I wanna FaceTime you and be with you all the time

I wanna be with you
But we’ll be friends
I guess
Cause we’ll never be more than that
Just friends

Jamie, you are such an amazing person who loves and cares so much! You have brought so much happiness and sadness into my life. I just wish you wouldn't always ignore me when you're around your other friends.

i wish i could’ve been your first girlfriend, but i don’t know if that would’ve made you love me enough to stay anyway

I know I wasn’t good enough for you, but you were everything I ever wanted. My heart still hurts when I think about you

I guess I realized you don't really care about me because once I stopped initiating conversations over text, you never said anything, and now it's been over a week since we last talked.

Why just why did you have to make me fall deeply in love with you. I can’t stop thinking about you at all. It hurts to see you with someone else because you left me when I was so in love with you. You broke me a lot. It hurt me so much. You act like you weren’t dating someone but you were it was me ? but all you wanted to do is break up with me and try to get nudes from me. You wanted me to do it and would even call me just so I could do it. I told you so many times that I want to get back and you said you wanted to do that too but you kept on asking me for it. I feel so disappointed because I would cry about you everyday I even stopped eating and everything. I felt so helpless. I can’t be happy anymore I try but I can’t. I started a eating disorder and it’s so hard to maintain. If I even try to eat I get horrible pain in my stomach. You hurt me so much more than you could ever imagine. Thanks for leaving me like if I were a toy. Now I have trust issue because of you. You lied to me about you loving me but you never even actually loved me.

I’m so angry at you for letting other people walk all over me you’re supposed to be my best friend and back me up no matter what I’m doing, and I know your apologies are hollow and you only say them so you can keep using me, it hurts to realise a friends isn’t actually a good person

You let me fall, then u snatched the ground from underneath my feet and never returned it. Even after u left.

You literally ruined my aspect of safe. My body is so diminished of touch that I crave for someone to hold me but I hate everyone and it feels wrong when someone places their hands upon me. My little brothers and sisters can’t even give me a fucking hug. Fuck you.

i don’t remember much of that day but i hope you do i hope it keeps you up at night i hope you never forgive yourself for what you did to me.

somehow i both hate and love you so much still. please don't hurt her like you did me because she wouldn't survive it.

We drifted apart after years of supporting each other... something I regret happening. I spent 3 years still thinking about you, and my care, love and support for you will be forever.

the only reason it ended was because I needed to learn about myself, but now you're gone and everything reminds me of you.

I still squeeze my own hand three times, the same way you did when you wanted to say it but didn't know how.

what scares me is that i don't even care about how much you hurt me anymore. i just want to be with you. i know that you'll never ever love me as much as i love you, just if you love me a little...

I wish I could have helped you. I think about you everyday. I miss you so much. I still text your phone waiting for a response.

What if we where meant to be? I debate reaching out to you, its been months but I wish we worked out. I loved you so much. I miss the summer days with you down on the creeks, wondering through fields. Why did we have to end up so bad, why did you have to ruin everything between us. I would have come back if you didn't do what you did to me. I'm sat here thinking about you, I would have called u but I can't. I can't let someone like you back into my life. Why did you have to be such an idiot? We could have worked out, really good. However, you thought with your dick and not with your heart.

You are more important to me than anything in this world. I hope I never have to see the day where you let me go.

You’re doing my fucking head in. I would break up with you now but no way am I seeing you with someone else. Just fuck off

Do you think about me as much as I think about you ?
I spend everyday wondering where I went wrong and how I could’ve done it differently all so you would stay.
I can’t wait for the day I no longer want you.

i love you so much i hope you never leave

i think i have to let this out. we never had a thing but you still occupy my mind.

i wish you would ask me out on a date

you are the love of my life and i tell you that every single day but one day youll be tired of it

I wish you hadn't have done that to me, you'll never understand how much I loved you.

i like talking to you kind of a lot.

I will always think of you when I see the sunset, I hope life is everything you dreamed it.

i like you so much but i’m scared .

I should’ve never left. We could’ve been so in love and had a cute family

i still cant accept that i lost you, i have cried forever

i should have kissed you that day when you came over to my house with your guitar.

would you answer your door if i knocked on it a year from now? i hope so

so much i wish i could tell you. im so sorry

I really wish you wouldn’t like my boyfriend

I had a dream about you last night and it made me remember you
You definitely could be the loml

I love you so much I’m sorry I don’t always show it

the world is ugly, but you’re beautiful to me

you broke me. why did you break all of your promises. i hate that i cant hate you.