One day just call me and explain why. I am just a distant memory to you now. But the pain you caused isnt distant.

I Hate the way you treated me. I hate the way you blamed me. I hate how you made me feel like it was all my fault because you were depressed. I hate how you still try to make me jealous of you. Even tho I’ve moved on and I’m finally happy in a relationship you somehow still can’t let go. Please leave me alone.

i used to love looking into the colour of your eyes and feeling safe and at home now all i see is you looking at her

i love you a lot, dude. i'm not the best at showing it but i really do care about you a lot. i hope i don't fuck up this time.

i hope one day we'll be togheter and make memories that we both will never forget. i love you with my hole heart, i hope you know that. i'm in love with everything u have and are. you're the one. luvusm.

Sabes en mi vida avía experimentado tal dolor nunca, créeme nunca, imaginé que el amor dolería de esa manera pero como dicen por ahí todo pasa por algo ¿no?, el día en el que te conocí no imaginaba que mi vida iba a dar un vuelco tan grande como lo izo tu marcaste mi vida y no precisamente de una forma mala, créeme no salimos mucho pero cuando salíamos no avía nada más que tú, todo era muy lindo y tu me entendiste desde el primer momento y no sé cómo los dos nos entendimos o eso quiero creer, pero las cosas no son tan sencillas desde el primer momento lo sabia y me arriesgué y terminé perdiendo pero también aprendí, aprendí que las cosas no se fuerzan, que no siempre todo es como lo deseas pero también estoy aprendiendo a amarme a mi porque entendí que no puedo amar alguien más si no me amo yo no puedo entregar amor que ya no tengo así que créeme que te amo pero tengo que dejarte ir tengo que dejar que seas feliz y ser feliz yo, te amo pero tengo que amarme más yo, así que si antes de las 11:59 p.m del 31 de diciembre de este año no recibo un mensaje, una llamada, o tan siquiera una señal tuya estoy dispuesta a tratar de dejar mis sentimientos a un lado y te lo repito te amo me enamore de ti, pero tengo que amarme más yo.

Its as if you have extinguished every thought and every memory of me, leaving me suffocating in the smoke.

I dream about you every night, it's too the point where I'm too afraid to sleep because I don't want to think about you. I had to hide everything that reminded me of you, and it still doesn't work. I wish we could've been together a bit longer and ended things differently, everyone in my family still ask about you. I love you and I hope you're alright lemon

All I wanted was for you to love me back. But now you pretend like we were nothing, as-if we never happened.

i love you so much but i couldn’t tell you, everyday i fall in love with you and your eyes and your hair, your smile and everything about you. You’re my first proper love and i don’t mind. I want one of your warm hugs where you dig your arms into me. I want you to play fight with me and hurt me even thought it’s sore ..

i hate the fact that i think i love you. i hate the fact that i hate your humour, your friends, the way you fucking look at me with your fucking eyes like you do. i hate the fact that i only love you because you showed interest in me. i hate the fact that i only love you because you love me.

i think i loved you. i really did. and i guess you loved me too in your way. but then you stopped. at first i thought i did too but throughout the months i realized: i didn't. i've always wanted you back. and while i tried to get over you you started to turn against me. you came to me and said things i'll never forget. i didn't know why i deserved to be hurt this horrible. i felt like my heart was ripped out of my body. i was devastated. but you, of course, didn't notice. well, maybe you did but you didn't care. maybe thats the worst part. that you didn't care. you saw what your words did to me and still kept going. how did i deserved that? i didn't know what to feel. what was wrong with me? why did you stop loving me? wasn't i pretty enough? or didn't you like the way i laughed? why did you act like that? i guessed i was never going to be enough. pretty enough. smart enough. cute enough. funny enough. cool enough.
but now i know. it was you. you was the problem. it wasn't the way i laughed or the way i always pronounced the word "twelve" wrong. you had a problem with yourself. it was you you didn't love. you had to find yourself first. maybe if you and i would have realized it earlier we would be together now. or at least friends. but now were just strangers. i really wished it would have worked out.
maybe in an other life.
p.s. i still love you chiadrah

everytime i look at you i get butterflies. you can’t leave, you are the only one i’ve ever loved so deeply. please don’t go, or at least let me tell you how i feel before you go. your sky blue eyes shine into mine, your blonde hair matching with mine. but you picked her. and now your leaving.

i hope that you know how much i will always adore you. you’re my everything. i wouldn’t be without you, even if you destroyed me. i still need and want you. i’m always there the second you call. please come back to me.

i was talking about these earlier so maybe you’ll come look & find out i’ve written loads of these about you. if you do see this, just know i love you so much, i regret fighting with you so much i’d give anything to be able to hug you again, kiss you again, just see you again. i miss you so so much, how has it been 3 months since I’ve seen you that’s so unfair. I love you more than you know. We’ll see each other soon, I hope.

how did you just lose interest over night? and why did you never tell me until I confronted you about my feelings?

How habe you been lately? Isn't it a easy question? Then why do my hands shake trying to message you?

I'm over you but if you messaged id be with you in a heartbeat. You broke me so much I can't be with anyone else.

i miss you and wish it had worked out but i’m still so thankful that you gave me closure which made it so much easier to move on

You cheated yet I’m the one still hurting. I still read the messages. It still hurts the same. I might never see you again after next year and that hurts more than anything.

you make me feel so happy! I cant picture my life without you, u are literally incredible ugh I just don’t know if you are a hoe OR you want me ??

No matter how difficult it is at the moment, I know we can do it. We against the rest of the world. I love you, in love, C.

No matter how difficult it is at the moment, I know we can do it. We against the rest of the world. I love you, in love, C.

i think about you.. a lot. the times you made me feel like things were mutual, but it wasn't. you were empty... we would've been perfect.

I feel like I'm starting to be in love with you more than you will ever be with me and it scares me to death...

Hey, creo que despues de tanto tiempo, me di cuenta que si me gustabas, y mucho, demasiado para ser sincera.
Eres la persona más dulce y buena del mundo, no merezco ser tu amiga o tu algo más, te adoro con todo mi corazón, gracias por todo.

Why do I get anxiety whenever you’re mentioned? I looked at our old messages today. This would be easier if you acted like it bothered you. But then again, you never deserved me. I truly cared about you.

you were the first person to make me feel truly beautiful but in the end you were the person who made me the most insecure.

I never got the chance to tell you, but I love you with my whole heart. You were never just a friend to me.

i know we’re both pretty young and i’m probably just in love with the idea of you that i have in my head but still i just want to be yours

i know we’re both pretty young and i’m probably just in love with the idea of you that i have in my head but still i just want to be yours

i miss you so much. you came back cause you were drunk and left again like it was nothing. you hurt me all over again. please come back.

I really loved you but after everything I learned, did you ever really love me? You were 3 years on time, now 3 years wasted.

I still love you and it hurts. I hope you’re happy with her, I don’t think we were right for eachother but I know I’ll love you forever. Sorry I am not enough

sometimes i worry that the things i say and do with you will eventually be retold to somebody else and i'll be that one guy you dated that one time

some days i just wanna message you and tell you how much ily then i remember thats not my job anymore

i thought i loved u so very much. but you cheated. it hurt, a lot. but then i met my boyfriend now and i thank u for teaching me not to let someone choose another over me.

some days I hate you. the way you smile and the way you laugh and the way you always preferred her over me. we werent what love is meant to be, at all.

Soon we're gonna be done with each other for real. Please don't let me go along with it. You need me i know you do.

You once told me i was really good at making you feel bad. I just wish you would feel bad on your own and not need to have me make you realise your mistakes:(

I think about you every day and I imagine what my life would be like with you. You are the only man in my life that hasn't mistreated me or ignored me. But I'm not sure if I love you or the idea of you. Besides you don't feel the same way about me because you have someone else. I will never tell you how I feel because I would never risk losing your friendship.

You're one of my oldest and best friend's brother. You annoyed me so much when we were younger. I like you but would never admit it. I know everything about you and even your flaws don't seem like flaws to me. I help you with girls even though I want you all for myself just because you smile like a little kid with those cute dimples of yours when you talk about your crush.If only you knew I wish I was her. Yesterday one of my friends asked "Do you also have that one person that you legit see yourself marrying one day" and my first thought was you. I've never told you this and probably never will but I love you.

It didn’t work out this time. But I meant it when I said in our next life we‘ll love each other right.

I will always love you, but we’re both starting to move on, and i’m so happy for the both of us, my friend

you never gave a reason to why you left, but atleast your happy.
I love you baby, stay safe for me ♡

I wish you could know how guilty I feel for hurting you, I can’t go to sleep without admonishing myself for what I did.

FUCK YOU I tried to love you as much as I could and I fell head over heels and all you did was turn my friends against me because I made a stupid mistake and rather than talking about it you just thought you’d shame me, even after I told you how I felt about myself. I’m sorry but fuck you, you immature bastard.

I wish we made it work, i wish u didn’t care what other people think. But u do, and tbh, i think ur weak for hurting me the way u did. We could have been so much, yet we are nothing, and were nothing. I love you, u are going to regret this one day

It’s been months. I told you how I felt and you said you know. You’re coming back soon and I don’t know what to do because you’re still the only person I think about

Despite everything what happened, I just wish you the best.