Unsent messages to ISAAC

i wish we werent going to let go.

if only it wasn’t true

I'm sorry for hurting you mentally, physical or emotionally.

i’m so sorry i couldn’t love you correctly.

i still think of you when i see the moon.

did i even matter to you at all?

i’ll always wait for you, please come back soon thou

I wish you turned out better.

i love you i mean it with everything in me

you changed your playlists to look like hers, even made one for her.
music was always your love language.

everyday I wish I could meet you for the first time again and start over. our story would be epic I know it now

Solo te quiero decir que aunque nunca me hiciste caso yo nunca te deje de amar y fuiste mi primer amor y enserio nunca ame tanto a alguien excepto por que me contaron que anduviste hablando mal de mi

Saber que no me volverás a ver con los mismos ojos, y saber que sientes lo mismo que yo, sólo rompe mi corazón, te extraño, y espero que en algún futuro nos podamos ver cómo lo haciamos antes, que nos podamos abrazar como lo hacíamos, y saber que era lo que más anhelabamos, te extraño

you deserved so much better. im sorry if i hurt you just because i was hurting and didnt know what to do. you deserve the world- you are so talented and gentle and kind and a man of god. to see you do such amazing things makes my heart hurt. thank you for making me realize i needed to sort myself out. i cant listen to easy life without thinking of you.

Why did you only use me when you were bored? How could you have been so fake? I thought you were my 1 in 7billion. How.
surfs on

Dude i don’t know what it is but i hate that i love you , and no matter what i can’t not love you , your name is in my head 24/7 , i always think about you no matter what , there is no guy , no matter how hot or how amazing they are, THEY ARENT YOU.
and no matter what i always say ur name, i always end up thinking about you kid, i don’t know what to do because even if i hate you , your name comes across my mind all the time no matter what , i can’t get you out of my mind, even if i’m talking to another guy or i’m interested in some other guy , your always above them, your always in my thoughts more then they are, when we stop texting i think about you so much and when you text me , i always text you back, even if i’ve told myself i hate you , i always come back to you, cuz it’s impossible for me to hate you , and i hate that i love you issac

you literally were the worst type of person. don’t play with anyone else like you did with me. you hurt me.

I wish I could have been what you wanted. I think I’ll love you forever. It’s okay that you don’t feel the same.

I miss you. U blocked me out of nowhere and i'm really starting to miss you. I get really sad at night and it lasts for hours and ur all i think about now. i have a feeling you aren't coming back this time. but ur always in and out of my life. but ik i'm gonna see u again towards the end of the year. I might be over u by then but idk. I know i said that i only used u but i only said that bc i thought u blocked me that night we first had sex, but i'm deeply in love with you. i think about all the times we hung out and there is no way u don't think of me. I prolly pop up in your mind every once an awhile, u may not care, but just know i will always be waiting for u. An if u don't come back by the time i see u again i'm done. Ur the dude i will always have some type of feelings for...no matter what.

i thought i had already found my first love before you but clearly not, life feels as though it won’t go on without you

Saben... la vida nunca es como quieres, yo sé mucho de eso, me enamoré de mi mejor amigo, lo cual era muy bueno para mi, ya que me trataba muy bonito y... enserio yo creía que en verdad le gustaba, hasta que un día nose de donde rayos agarre los huevos para dejarle en claro lo que yo sentía por el, como de costumbre el me rechazo, por que se supone que éramos mejores amigos y no quería que nada cambiara.
Al día siguiente mi mejor amiga me preguntó que había pasado y le contó todo, dijo que el estaba apunto de decirme que si pero... nuestra amistad era más fuerte, meses después yo seguía intentando superarlo pero... simplemente no pude.
La amiga que le pregunto le empezó a hablar más y un día mi mejor amigo se me hacer y me dijo:puedo contarte algo?
Y yo de *si*
Yo estaba muy emocionado (lo primero que se me ocurrió fue: lo logré, al fin logre que se enamorar de mi, pero eso no pasa en la vida Real, solo era para decirme que se enamoró de mi mejor amiga), enserio fue lo más doloroso que escuche; pero luego me calme y dije: pff ella NUNCA me haría eso
Y que creen...como una semana después se empezaron a hacer MUCHO más cercanos y hay seme destruyó el corazón, estuve enojado con el lado como por 1 mes y al final yo de pendejo la termine perdonando.
Hoy en día ya no me hablo con esa zorra, mi mejor amigo sigue siendo el (aunque no creo que por mucho tiempo mas), aveces siento que si le gusto, por que se volvió como más sentimental por así decirlo y pues espero encontrar una pareja pronto.
Ahhh y otra cosa, me contó que se va a ir a Canadá y el sabe que me encanta Canadá, entonces me prometió que cuando el gane su dinero me va a llevar a vivir allá (con el), osea eso es re homo (no les voy a negar que me encanto eso).

i doubt you feel the same but i just wanna say i like your crinkly smiley eyes and the way your hair falls and the way you smell and the way you laugh and

today i realised that you're never going to be mine no matter how hard I try or how hard i hope or wish, you will never be mine because you already found someone you're happy with and it makes me the saddest that it's not me. but it's okay. i don't know how will i get over you, because you mean more to me than you would ever think and i've never felt this for anyone before, but i have to get over you because you will never be mine and i have to accept that. it just makes me sad that we never became something more, that we didn't do the things we talked about and now we never will, that you made me feel like i have a chance when in reality i never had one. but at least you're happy and that's all that matters to me.

This is insane. why do i have a thing for u now and not when u were hot shit. Its also not a crush, I just like the attention lol give me more

Im working on my anxiety now. Thanks for being a shoulder to cry on when I didn't know what was wrong with me.

It’s not fucking fair for you to text me a year later and say you are mad that you broke up with me it’s almost been 2yrs and I’m still not over you

Llegaste a mi vida demostrandome malas cosas pero también bonitas verte y estar contigo me motivaba a ser mejor,crei que alguien por fin se habia enamorado de mi risa escandalosa y de mis cambios de humor pero no, tu no te enamoraste fingiste que lo hiciste o eso fue lo que me diste a entender,me diste a entender que tu nunca me quisiste,espero que algun dia llegue alguien que me quiera a mi como yo te quise a ti,cuidate te amo gordis.

Oye, me asusta tanto que sepas como me siento, me asusta tanto que lo sepas y ni siquiera quede una amistad.
Se que no somos nada, se que soy solo yo. Pero quisiera que fueramos todo. Esta es una confesion de amor para aquella persona que nunca sera nada mas que un amigo, por quien me estoy muriendo pero que se quedara en un ojala. Esta es una confesion de amor para esa persona que es perfecta ante mis ojos. Algun dia, cuando pases años de esto, y te vea en la callem tal vez casado, tal vez no, Voy a sonreir y ser feliz por ti, porque a veces por mas que quieres a una persona, puede que el no sienta lo mismo, pero tu sentiste tanto, que el saber que es feliz, sin importar que no sea a tu lado, logra hacerte feliz a ti tambien. Esta es una carta de amor que finaliza con una despedida y un futuro lejos.

You’ll never know nor reciprocate the feelings I have for you. I would do most anything if you asked me to.

you’re my soulmate. thank you for saving me. wherever life takes us, you’re always my forever. you taught me to love myself and i am forever grateful.

hey we never dated but I'm over you and I hope your happy cuz even though you hurt me idc cuz I'm dummy thicc now IM CACKLING AT THE PAST :D and guess what u did miss out on all this juicyness!!! no but fr if you find this text me lmaaooo lms

I’m undecided about you again. I only started thinking about you when the pandemic started since that’s when I started feeling alone. I already sent you an apology and you did the same, but I still feel empty. You even admitted that you never really liked me and only played with my emotions for fun, but maybe it’s the helpless romantic in me hoping for a start at something. I even learned guitar because of you. You mean everything to me. Anger, joy, lust, pain, pleasure, torture. I know you will never think about me the way I do of you. Thank you.

I still think about you lots. Although things didn't work between us I hope you know how much you mean to me

I'm not sure who needs to read this. Perhaps someone named Isaac looking for a message about themselves or someone who just delivered a message to an Isaac. The possibilities are really endless. Take this as a sign, whoever you really love or like even if it feels like just a small amount please tell them how you feel. Or start a conversation with them as simple as a 'hello'. It could change your world and possibly theirs and it'll work out and if it doesn't then at least you can say you tried it. Trust me it'll be okay :) don't live with what-ifs and regrets you deserve more. Drop any relationships that aren't serving you, and let go of toxic people and past relationships.
It's yellow for hope

Now that I look back I can see that you were the toxic one not me but just because I know that doesn't mean I don't get scared everytime I fall in love that I'm gonna end up hurting them

i hate you i hate you so much for not loving me as much as i loved you. and i hate you even more for not caring when i stopped talking to you.

Im so happy I fell in love with you, all I want is to feel ur sweet hugs rn and give you a kiss on the forehead . you mean the world to me :0

It's hard that you're the first person i ever loved and you never knew. Too scared to ruin our friendship i guess

i know this is dumb because you probably haven’t given me a thought in the past two years, but i really miss you. I miss your smile so much. i still cry about the way things ended. i think it was maybe just bad timing and we were young and still are. To be honest, you probably don’t even think this seriously about me, but i do, and that’s what hurts. Sometimes i think maybe i just miss the way you made me feel but no. I just want to see you. if the universe aligns maybe we will have what we once did.

no matter how many times i tried not to love you, I could never stop. i know you'll never love me back, but all i want is for you to be happy.

all this time i kept hoping that you and i would get back together because of the connection we had and all the memories we made together saying i was that person for you but now you’re with someone else and it hurts because i’m probably not even a thought in your head anymore while i still think about you and what our relationship would’ve been like if it wasn’t for quarantine i still hope we can get back together in the future you were everything i ever wanted and needed and now i compare other guys to you hoping i can have the same thing we had because i don’t want to end up in another toxic relationship and get used you really made me think that we were going to be together for a while but ig good things have to come to an end i don’t hate you because you were honest with me up until the end of our relationship and i’m grateful for that i’ll always remember the memories we made and always be thankful that i was with a guy like you

i know i couldn’t have you if i wanted you. i wish you’d feel the same way. All i do is dream about you.

la verdad es que solo estuve con vos por lastima y tambíen me sentía precionada .Lamento hacerte creer en cosas que no exitían

i’m sorry for everything. it’s been over a year now and everyday i miss you more and more. what hurts the most is that it was my fault. i wish you could see how much i’ve grown and how much i’ve achieved but i know that your not even thinking about me. it hurts so much

Hola, sé que no verás esto, pero necesito desahogarme.
Vale por dónde empiezo...eres la única persona que he amado, y creo que serás la última, la verdad, me has hecho demasiado daño, nunca tuvimos nada por mi culpa, era una tonta en ese entonces, pero sabes perfectamente que yo te quería mas que a mi vida. La pregunta es, ¿por qué me mentiste? Digo...cada vez que te decía de ser algo, tú me decías que no estabas listo para relaciones y a la semana siguiente, ya te veía con otra persona. Estuve 11 meses llorando por ti, todas las malditas noches, y aun sigo, esperando a que vuelvas, pero quiero que sepas una cosa, no te odio, has sido una persona muy importante para mí y espero que con ella seas feliz, lo que conmigo no fuiste. Te quiero y te querré siempre. a.c.r

i don’t think things will be how they use to. especially after wasting so much energy the first time.

i had a dream about you last night and i don’t know what it meant, but i do know i never wanted to wake up from it.

You poor hollow boy. I can’t give you anymore pieces of me to fill your void. It would destroy us both.

I don’t understand what you want from me.. do you like me as just a friend? do you think of us as more? do i keep trying or do I just stop trying so hard. you’re probably the most confusing boy I have ever encountered. please give me something to work with.

I was so in love with you but you really didn’t care at ALL, but you played with my feelings, that’s what hurted me.