Unsent messages to GRACE

i had to leave because i kept on hurting u , i’m sorry

we’ve drifted alot since you and him got closer.. :3

i miss you

i don’t know what i would do without you ❤️

Thoughts and prayers for you.

I hope we meet soon! :)

i will never leave you again my star

I wanted to tell you I love you but it’s too early

still think about you but im not sure what

i want to kiss you. like. really bad

you’re the sweetest friend, i love you so much

You are my rock

i was starting to fall for you again.

ur the love of my life

is it really that hard to ask if i want to hang out too?

i need you to give me a second chance

hi, still you love

I genuinely love you so much and idk how to tell you

i still think you were the one.

i'm sorry for everything i put you through i hope you're okay

Ive always wanted to be more then friends :(:

i don’t want to wash my sweatshirt bc it still smells like you.

i want to talk to you every day and i want you to kiss me

met you at the right time

u will forever and always be my favorite person

I wish the world would let us love each other.

i never actually liked you in fact i had a 'special night' with your ex so i wouldn't miss me if i where you.

whoever is reading this i love you. even tho i don’t know you, you mean the world to me. whatever is going on in your life it’s going to get better i promise. it just takes time. stay safe beautiful! ily.

i feel so mentally exhausted i don’t know what to do anymore i’m just tired of repeating the same day over and over again i can’t take it anymore. not even sleep makes me feel better. i go to sleep feeling worthless i wake up feeling worthless. it’s like nobody cares anymore..anyways whoever reads this i love you.

I miss you so much. I don't know what's been happening but please text me or us, we miss you and just want to hear your voice. I love you

thank you for helping me thru shit and being my bestfriend to this day. i love you forever, but youll never know

The hardest part about being friends with you is hiding how much I like you and how I wish I could spend every moment with you.

I really hope you get better. I cannot imagine life without you and I want to see you healthy and happy.

being without you makes me feel unwhole and it hurts more than i can put in words that i know you don’t feel the same

i will never forgive you for making me love you, but it was cruel to make me think you loved me back.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be the friend you deserved, and I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you to love all those years ago. I miss you.

You were the first person I really liked and the first to break my heart. For the past 7-8 years, I despise you and blamed you as the reason to why I don’t trust or am afraid to commit to someone. Even though you most likely forgot about me, I will like to say I’m not angry anymore. I forgive you and I’m finally ready to move on and be better.

 I am so glad I have you in my life, you don't know how much just the simple act of you talking to me ever day makes me feel and I can't express how happy you make me, even though I am a mess you make me happy and I can't express how grateful I am to be your friend

You helped me discover myself and I am so grateful for that. You mean a whole lot to me and I will keep you in my heart

i miss you so fucking much i thought i was over it but i keep having dreams about you and they hurt, i'm scared i'll never meet someone again who makes me feel as understood and loved as you did, there are things about me that you're the only person who knows and will probably be the only person who ever knows, there are things i have not verbalized in months bc you were the only person who would listen to me talk abt them, i miss waking up next to you so much, i'm sorry that it fell apart and that i was a coward and couldn't get it together, i know i let you down and i know that wasn't the only reason we broke up but i keep thinking about what things might be like if i hadn't fucked up, anyways i love you still and i think i'll always always have love for you in my heart, i hope you have a good year and you get that scholarship and that you're safe and your family is safe and that your parents aren't giving you hell anymore, take care

it honestly really hurt that u said that and not even to my face. I kind of already knew it but u just confirmed it. Im genuinely sorry, i truly dont mean to make u feel that way. I know i shouldnt be the one who feels bad nor should you feel bad for me, but i do feel bad and now i cant stop thinking about it. i dont think we'll ever be as close as before...it just bothers me that you cant say it to my face, or say anything really. i swear, i can take it. also i know its u who sends all these truthful, yet hurtful msgs to me. i sound so selfish but its not just you. you also hurt me in return. i wouldn't be hurtful for no reason. i get the feeling that you dont really want to be friends forever, etc. it feels like you constantly lie to my face about everything and our friendship, when i tell you how much i value honesty. all i want is for you to just be honest. we need to start communicating, and i dont mean on this website lol. i dont want to be obvious about who this is, but i hope you realize...

I have liked you for years now but I am too awkward to ever tell you. You were so nice to me even though I practically never talk. You are so funny and can light up a room with your smile. I miss you

grace. u were not what i expected in the beginning--u turned out to be one of my best friends. i imagined u would be mean and talk shit about me to other people, but u were different. then i found out what u supported. do u know how much that hurts me? the way u stabbed me in the back and are proud of it? the way u don't even know why i'm mad? the way ur so fucking blind? fuck you and fuck what you support.

you’ve been my rock, my light and your one of the few things keeping me here, i love you with my whole heart and if i don’t make it i’ll miss you but i want you to keep going with your life and be happy, really find yourself and do what you want to do

I wish I could tell you how I really feel. I want to be so much more than your best friend. It kills me every time I see you with him.

you might never read this grace but i want you to know that everyday this earth spins i will never leave you and i’ll protect you from all things that could ever harm you, im so lucky to have someone as angelic as you as my girlfriend and i would never wish for it to be anyone else in the world, mon amour i hope to marry you one day and when i do, i would’ve achieved something, no one else would ever be able to and i will be the happiest girl to walk this planet i swear to god, thank you for making me feel so loved and happy, no one makes me feel like you do

ouch bro lmao. it wasn't your fault and i know that, but it still hurts that you never wanted me back. not in a romantic way but you were my best friend. you made me hate myself so much and now im constantly scared everyone hates me, why did you have to do that lol

I don't love you anymore. it took so long to get over you. I really did love you, you know. so when you asked me out I was so happy. I've forgiven you for what happened now, but sometimes I still get angry about it. after all these years, you still make me cry. I just wish you could've told me things, you selfish prick. I could've helped you. I'm so glad I'm still friends with you, but sometimes I wonder what would've happened if things didn't work out the way they did. From your best friend, you know who I am. goodbye

This is for my friend. I wish we never spoke. It’s your fault. All your fault, I don’t even want to talk to you anymore. I feel like I have to.

you were right, i was being incredibly selfish and dumb. i liked your song. i hope you have a good year.

We’re still friends but I hate how you pretended to love me. You should’ve said no. It wasn’t worth my heart breaking