From: ABC
To: grace
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:07 am
i miss you so fucking much i thought i was over it but i keep having dreams about you and they hurt, i'm scared i'll never meet someone again who makes me feel as understood and loved as you did, there are things about me that you're the only person who knows and will probably be the only person who ever knows, there are things i have not verbalized in months bc you were the only person who would listen to me talk abt them, i miss waking up next to you so much, i'm sorry that it fell apart and that i was a coward and couldn't get it together, i know i let you down and i know that wasn't the only reason we broke up but i keep thinking about what things might be like if i hadn't fucked up, anyways i love you still and i think i'll always always have love for you in my heart, i hope you have a good year and you get that scholarship and that you're safe and your family is safe and that your parents aren't giving you hell anymore, take care
