i spent half an hour this morning counting your breaths, and i couldn't fall back asleep. im about to wake you up with the breakfast i always make you and i'm so thankful we're alive at the same time. im so happy we get to share parts of ourself with eachother. i cherish the time we spend together so much it's dumb but this is the most vulnerable i've ever been in loving someone. sometimes it's scary, with everything you know about me but last night you told me you had no reason to go home because you were with me and that made my heart so warm. i don't know if you meant it like that but even if you didn't, i'm okay with being vulnerable if it's with you. thank you for loving me and teaching me how to be kinder to myself. i love the moon a lot and a lot and a lot and a lot

im scared to open up to you because of how people have treated me in the past but i really do like you i want you to know that

hey look, i really really really really like you. i want to stay with i really do, but i dont know if i can anymore, i wish i could open up to you and tell you more about this, but i cant. its nothing you did and its not you, its me. im going through a lot right now and i want you to understand that i like you, even if you dont care. i have a feeling that you do care even if you dont tell me or show me, but i think i just need a break right now, i have a lot of things going on in my life right now with moving, and my parents, and just everything honestly and im just so stressed and i hate being up at night crying myself to sleep because i start thinking you dont like me anymore, and thinking that you just dont care, and ive tried hinting to you that im not doing okay but youre just not getting it. i like you, a lot, youre different, and ive said that to other people but idk. theres obviously something wrong with me and i dont know what it is, you briefly know about my childhood, and theres a lot more you dont know, you pretty much only know about my mom and my best friend but its not even that, thers so much i havent told and i wish i could but i feel like you just never wanted to take the time to listen to me. i love you, and you deserve so much better im sorry. and if or when you read this i think you will know its me so im not gonna put who this is from. just please find someone better okay? i love you so so much.

you were the first guy i trusted and u fucked it. enjoy ur new girl, wonder if she would stay up all night on ft to help u through a bad trip even tho she has strict parents

Você não foi meu primeiro amor, mas é o primeiro que não consigo superar (também, depois de te observar por quase um ano).
Nós nunca nos falamos ou fomos próximos, mas é estranho o quanto ainda gosto de você.

Hey, Its been like 3 months since we last talked. I miss you, and i know i shouldn’t because you seem so happy ever since i stopped talking to you and im not going to try coming back to your life and ruining ur smile. But i want to thank you for everything you have done to make me happy, You were there when I was going through a rough time, You were always the reason i smiled everyday. You honestly changed my life and it really sucked that the last time we talked was my birthday, i really did went through a lot for these past 3 months and i’m still here thinking you’ll come back.

i dont know where you are now but 4th grade was a blast with you. you made me feel amazing. i will never forget how nice you treated me. you were the first boy who didn't judge me because of my body. you saw me for me and because of that my standards are high making me be able to see what i truly deserve. Thank you

I wrote another entry about you back in june. If you find this, I won't tell you the date because knowing your nosy ass you'd probably scroll all the way down to find it. I still think about you, it's been a whole 3 years and you're still on my mind constantly. And you're the main character of my dreams again. Get out lol. I have feelings for you, THERE, I said it. But I grew out of you, took about 7 months but I did it, just for you to come right back into my head 2 months later. I learned how to love my partner again, you were in my head so much I forgot who I loved, can you believe that? I know you probably don't have feelings for me, but what can I say? I can't stop thinking about you. And I'm happy with my relationship, but if there was ever a MIRACLE to happen that we could end up together, I'd take that opportunity in a heartbeat.. I wish I could go back in time to relive through the party and our convo that night. I feel like we keep missing each other.. or maybe it's just not meant to happen. I'll always be here for you, I hope you know that. Get out of head, unless you know you still have feelings for me too.. Incase you do, you have my # weirdo. We talk everyday, so here's to another day of you living in my head rent free. Gn birch talk to you tmrw
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I’m sorry I‘m not always there for you. I know I promised you that, but you know why I can’t. Please move on and get help.

you've taught me wha real love is . i love you more and more everyday your the reason i'm still here .

I hope its me you think of at night, with her hands in your hair. Because its you i think of when my hands are in his hair. You broke me

My mom still asks about u and I have to come up with excuses cuz I don't want her to know her daughter's heart is broken cuz of u

I love you more than anything but I’m not gonna hold on and get hurt again I’ll never move on but I can’t act like it and maybe even be actually happy one day

well, idk how to start. Im a cold nonopen person un less i really like you i hide my feelings about everything but you, make me feel difrent. ive known you for almost 3 years now. I haven't seen for a year but i can remember your smile perfectly. That smile made me smile makes me feel happy warm safe. If love n soul mates are real i would say i have met them and is in denial of being in love with them. You know i cant seem to get my mind off you. When im out in public i see YOU everything is you i cant get my mind off you. It hurts when i see someone on your story lol. We're young but i feel like we are right for each other. I feel blocked off like you something isnt right. Youve changed a lot since me faught, but so have i. I ruined our friend ship by making lies and belieing the wrong people. You were in love with me. I had mixed feelings. now im in love with you but you probably don't feel the same. is it just bad timing? I get what i said and did was wrong but we both need to open up to each other I need to know how you feel about me or ill forget you. You send mixed signals like your bi poler i don't get you Your all over me one day then well the total opposite the next are you playing me? should i have listened to my friends about you? All i know is i miss the old you. I miss waiting on the swing for you. I miss the random things I would talk about and you listening and smiling looking up to the sky I miss that. Now your cold n dry i don't get it. yester day i was going to tell you all this but u left me on delivered lol :) and now u added back your ex so i feel like its time to let you go. its gonna hurt but im probably better off without you but idk if i could feel this way about anyone else.

Ojalá fuera todo diferente, ojalá te dieras cuenta, algún día verás que no te van a querer tanto como yo...

I hope we'll meet again in the future and finish our chapter because it doesn't feel like it should've ended like this

no matter what happens i’ll always be in love with you and the feelings don’t have to be reciprocated.

words can’t describe how much I miss you. I hope fate brings us back together one day my pretty boy.

I trusted you… I loved you so badly. Why would you do that to me?

i can’t stop thinking about you. i don’t think i ever will

I love you, more
than anything,
more than many.
you chose to stay
even when things
went wrong.

My angel, I love you beyond measure.

I don't reall like you but I will accept the gift you want to give me ;)

maybe, just maybe.

I’ll always hold u dear in my heart angel eyes. I wish you love nd happiness in everything

i love you so much, even if i didn’t get the chance to meet you. mom will forever miss you.

i’ll always love you even after the stuff you did gabe.

You don’t love me in a way that I understand, and often you don’t try to

do you still think of me? :)

I really don’t deserve you. I don’t. But I’m selfish I have to keep you

I wish you all the best in life : >

never again will i put myself thru all of that, js to feel loved by u

I'll always wait for you @ church : ) and I'll never get tired of it

Do you wish she was me sometimes?

I truly hope you’re happy where you are, brought into the family I couldn’t give you

I hope you’re really the one for me I rlly like u so much

i will still love you no matter how we ended, no matter how hard you push me away.

why not me?

My Roman Empire.

You were the only that made me feel this way I still like you.

I really wish it could be me

Is there another woman or I'm the other woman?

just give me a sign
if u know u know

you are every lovely word i could possibly think of

I know that you know, how in love with you I am.
I will tell you eventually.
I’ll see you later <3

i wish everything was different, i wish it was you.

i’ll love you forever

i miss u dbz nerd. i miss u so much you don’t even know. i still love you.

i feel stupid for loving you so hard when u love her

i’m sorry for what i did, hopefully in the future we can try again:)

I’m so into you it makes me so mad cause idk if you are too .