Unsent messages to GABRIEL

Muy pc hemos hablado pero yo creo q las miradas lo dicen td y espero q las tuyas digan lo mismo q las mias. Son solo miradas mas que cruzadas en clase pero me traen loca. Pq se de ti pr si hubiera momento sin pensarlo te daria un beso de película. Aunq no pegamos ni con cola tu eres asi cm de calle y yo normalita mentraes loca. Si lees esto; zorionak!!! mñn es tu cumple

whyd you lie to me? i already know it was you, you were the only one who knew. why would u lie? that does nothing.

Para ser alguien con el que nunca fui nada, me cuesta superarte pero lo estoy haciendo. Estoy feliz y quiero que sepas que nunca te arrepientas de haber perdido a alguien que te quería. Hubiéramos sido increíbles juntos pero no estabas listo y yo no te iba a esperar toda la vida.

For someone I never dated, it took me three years to get over us. I never gave us a chance and that’s what I regret the most

For someone I never dated, it took me three years to get over us. I never gave us a chance and that’s what I regret the most

Es gracioso que aún después de tanto tiempo, mi corazón todavía te extrañe. ¿Qué hubiera pasado si esa última vez mi respuesta hubiese sido "si"? ¿Aún estaríamos juntos?
Es algo que ya no podré contestar, pero de una cosa estoy segura, y es que siempre serás el amor de mi vida.

Me enamore de ti desde la primera vez que te vi, sos lo mejor y mas lindo que me ha pasado mi amor por ti es sincero, único y especial yo te escogería una y mil veces vos me haces sentir muchas cosas y aunque talves no te guste ni te interese siempre te seguiré queriendo nunca había conocido a alguien como tu, nunca había sentido por alguien lo que siento por ti, es que enserio me gustas mucho y te juro que estaré para ti en las buenas y en las malas aunque no hablemos, aunque nos distanciemos, aunque te alejes de mi, siempre estaré para ti y siempre te recordaré te lo prometo, vos sos tan único tan especial sos diferente al resto y eso es lo que más me gusta de vos y hay 0 posibilidades de que leas esto pero si el universo o el destino decide qué lo leas yo siempre te estaré esperando te quiero. GB
ATT: FA

no fuiste mi primer amor pero mereces un lugar aquí para decirte todo lo que me dueles, realmente heriste a quien era la unica que te amo.

Esperaba que confiaras en mi en algún momento, te espere tanto tiempo que al final yo no confiaba en ti

i miss you, im sorry how i treated you, now that youre gone i realise how much you meant to me. i hope you see this and know who this is, come back.

I started talking to you because I wanted you to like me and when you do I would leave you, but it looks like I like and you'll leave me soon.

first love and first heartbreak. u hurt me, but i wouldnt let you know that. if only things ended in a better way.

Hi, it's me back again. Here to remind you that you're not worth my time. Hi, it's me, I'm not your friend. Stop being creepy to the person who's basically my child. You stranger things obsessive, creepy, a little piece of shit.

You creepy asshole. Did you not take the hint when she said she didn't like you? You had a girlfriend for crying out loud, take the fucking hint. You were creepy, you followed her around, bought her shit even when she politely declined. Seriously. Leave her alone. Bitch.

ur an angel, hope ur doing alright and i enjoy checking on you now and again. :) good luck out there my dude

Te sigo amando mucho, cómo si nunca hubiera pasado nada y nadie besa ni abraza igual que tú ... Solo te quiero a ti y me duele pensar que tú no sientes nada, pero es que tú mirada dice lo contrario

Creo que tengo un problema en olvidar el pasado, pero Gabriel, fuiste mi primer amor, hace años traté de buscarte y no pude encontrarte, viajé a mi vieja casa con la esperanza de encontrarnos y prácticamente desapareciste del mapa, ¿estarás bien? Espero el futuro nos vuelva a juntar, necesito esa sonrisa en mi vida, quizás como amistad, pero la necesito, te necesito.

I want to understand you but it feels like I can't. Sometimes I listen to your playlist hoping I'll find hidden messages in it. I can't wait to meet you again, I hope you said you'll come for real. I like you.

Não saber exatamente o que eu sinto por você consome 90% do meu dia, eu te amo só não sei direito em qual sentido.

When I had surgery, you were the last person in my thoughts.
That’s how I knew you were the one.

You may not deserve it, but I love you so hard it hurts to let you go.

i know i ve hurt you,i ve let you down, i know i messed up really bad. i want u to know that I still love you after all this time, I still think abou you, I still miss you. I just hope one day we will meet again and start all over. I love you honestly . [august]

I'm sorry that I acted like that. I'm sorry that i've hurt your feelings. I'm sorry about everything. I just wish I could tell you that even after all this time you are still in my heart, I still love, I still want to be with you and I hope that one day we will meet again and we will start over. I love you

i hope you're doing fine.. and, who ever the girl you're with right now, i hope you're happy with her. don't hurt her, pls. like what u did to me... :)

I've always been a chair behind you, waiting for you. you left, but i continue to a chair behind with a hope that you will come back. I've been dying all these days waiting for you. how to fall in love again?

I've always been a chair behind you, waiting for you. you left, but i continue to a chair behind with a hope that you will come back. I've been dying all these days waiting for you. how to fall in love again?

hii i just wanted to say i truly am sorry for everything i've done and i wish we could go back to how it used to be. But it never will because i messed up badly. I dont know if I still like you or not. But i love you even if its as a friend or not. i wish the best for you and always will.

i'm sorry i wasn't in the right headspace for you, i'm sorry for leaving the way that i did, i'm sorry for the way i handled it after. i miss you so much and i wish i could take so much back.

i’m so glad we became friends, i feel like you’re the only person i truly feel comfortable with and can be myself around. thank you for everything you do for me. i’m sorry i’m so annoying lol. i really hope we do end up getting married bcs i think i’m falling for you.. i love you meanie

i know you didn't like me, and that's okay. i just wished you treated me the same way you treated them, like a decent human. but it's okay, you somehow shaped me into this depressed fuck you see at school

i hope you’re doing well. i really miss you. i hope you found someone better :) i really do. you deserve to be happy after all you’ve been through. i’m sorry the timing wasnt right. maybe later?

I love you more than anything but I’m not gonna hold on and get hurt again I’ll never move on but I can’t act like it and maybe even be actually happy one day

My mom still asks about u and I have to come up with excuses cuz I don't want her to know her daughter's heart is broken cuz of u

I’m sorry I‘m not always there for you. I know I promised you that, but you know why I can’t. Please move on and get help.

I wrote another entry about you back in june. If you find this, I won't tell you the date because knowing your nosy ass you'd probably scroll all the way down to find it. I still think about you, it's been a whole 3 years and you're still on my mind constantly. And you're the main character of my dreams again. Get out lol. I have feelings for you, THERE, I said it. But I grew out of you, took about 7 months but I did it, just for you to come right back into my head 2 months later. I learned how to love my partner again, you were in my head so much I forgot who I loved, can you believe that? I know you probably don't have feelings for me, but what can I say? I can't stop thinking about you. And I'm happy with my relationship, but if there was ever a MIRACLE to happen that we could end up together, I'd take that opportunity in a heartbeat.. I wish I could go back in time to relive through the party and our convo that night. I feel like we keep missing each other.. or maybe it's just not meant to happen. I'll always be here for you, I hope you know that. Get out of head, unless you know you still have feelings for me too.. Incase you do, you have my # weirdo. We talk everyday, so here's to another day of you living in my head rent free. Gn birch talk to you tmrw
A

Can you believe I still love you? After everything. And I think I always will. I will always wish you the absolute best.

Clary

im sorry that i’ve been off for the past few days :,( but anyways pls date me bc im into you and we can get married