Idk what it is about you that I just can't let go. I hate the way you ended things. It's been about 3 months. It hurts.

dear gabriel,

i'm sorry for what i did to you. i embarrassed you, especially myself. if anything, i regret doing everything so much that i can't even describe it. i know you have a girlfriend now, and i know your probably happy with her.. i just want to apologize. i know right now i'm just nobody to you. i'm sorry.

no one is like you. i try to find you in every guy i come across now. you’ll always have a spot in my heart. until we meet again

First, I want to say thank you for making me happy while you could. Second, I wish you the best and I truly did love you.

What happened to all the twelve hours phone calls and the “i love you”s? I just wish I could hear you say it one more time, just once

I love you so much , I can’t believe I found someone as loving and patient as you . If we part ways I can never forgive myself for losing such an amazing person .

You’re like so polite and the compliments you give are really touching. I appreciate how considerate you are and I’m glad to be friends with you! Oh and it’s always great to have u on VC, Also stan BTS

i hope you see this. but i want to tell you that i really appreciate you, i’m definitely a little overwhelmed because i’ve never caught feelings for someone so fast and with you it’s like i almost instantly liked you, i don’t really know how to explain it, you just get me. god you’re just so perfect, everything about you, your smile, your eyes, your hair, your personality, your voice, everything. i truly appreciate you for coming into my life because i was not in a good place mentally before you, and then once we started to talk i got better, i’m still not fully on track, and i’m sorry that it’s hard for me to open up with you about my feelings, just give me time okay? i love you

I'm sorry that I acted like that. I'm sorry that i've hurt your feelings. I'm sorry about everything. I just wish I could tell you that even after all this time you are still in my heart, I still love, I still want to be with you and I hope that one day we will meet again and we will start over. I love you

i know i ve hurt you,i ve let you down, i know i messed up really bad. i want u to know that I still love you after all this time, I still think abou you, I still miss you. I just hope one day we will meet again and start all over. I love you honestly . [august]

don’t get me wrong i love you so much but i am getting a little too attached to you and if you start to treat me like shit and manipulate me and gaslight me i won’t leave you because i like you too much and it will destroy my mental health even more and right now it’s so bad and i feel like you just try to make me feel worse sometimes like today when that little incident happened i literally threw up from anxiety and it didn’t really seem like you cared, idk. but i love you and if you start to lose feelings for me or if you just don’t want to be with me in general please tell me because if you don’t tell me and then just lead me on it will make me even more upset. i love you.

you are one of the best ppl I’ve ever met, u saved me when he left.Don’t let anyone treat u less then u are, you’re extraordinary.

ur kinda toxic, but it’s ok cuz at least i thought of u when i read the after series and realized that kinda relationship is unhealthy !!!

if i could turn back in time and fix my mistake, then we would probably still be looking at the stars together.

It probably looks like I'm living my life and I'm happy, but everything is just a distraction from you.

It's unfair. To give your all to somebody and for it to not be enough. I hope you still have that purple bear keychain that I got from Asia for you. I gotta let you go now. I always say this but please take care of yourself. I know you don't care about me, but I care a lot about you... And I might for a while. But this too shall pass.

Love, 3.

every little thing reminds me of you, I cant talk about you with my friends which makes it even harder. i hope i find someone like you again in my life

it hurts bc a part of me will like you forever, even tho i know you never really felt the same. but you guys are cute together, she's so so pretty :)

It's been years since we've talked but I can't forget you. I'm sure we're taller in another dimension

i hope you find joy in all your future endeavors. don’t stop trying new things until you find your passion.

When I had surgery, you were the last person in my thoughts.
That’s how I knew you were the one.

You may not deserve it, but I love you so hard it hurts to let you go.

Não saber exatamente o que eu sinto por você consome 90% do meu dia, eu te amo só não sei direito em qual sentido.

i love you dude. but you don't put in any fucking effort to talk to me. don't ask me out do just talk to me twice a week

Your shirt smells happy tears and long comforting hugs. It smells you stopping me from crying and lovely memories. It smells good times and friendly fights. It smells smiles and laughs. It smells you and that smells good.

You see it’s hard telling u that I have a slightly crush on u ,ur a good friend and I feel like we seen eachother at the mall this month and I wish we could b more than friends one day but I don’t think that well happen since ur older than me .I love u chinito lol

first love and first heartbreak. u hurt me, but i wouldnt let you know that. if only things ended in a better way.

why’d you pick everyone over me i loved you sm & would’ve done anything for you if it came down to it

I started talking to you because I wanted you to like me and when you do I would leave you, but it looks like I like and you'll leave me soon.

I don't feel the butterflies in my stomach that you caused me anymore
p.s: this is not for my first love, but it's something I needed to say

You still love me?
I mean, really try to make our thing work so hard I lost myself, I'm always going to have a love, take care of yourself

i miss you, im sorry how i treated you, now that youre gone i realise how much you meant to me. i hope you see this and know who this is, come back.

Esperaba que confiaras en mi en algún momento, te espere tanto tiempo que al final yo no confiaba en ti

youre not my first love but you showed me everything in life ever since you came in everything has been so colorful and full of light even though i should let go because you blame everything on me i still hold on because the stars sparkle a little brighter ever since you came into my life. i know i have trouble saying this but i love you and i always will no matter what.

Me quedé con las ganas de tener algo bonito con vos, que ilusa no ??
A lo mejor no tuvimos el momento indicado para tener una relación, a lo mejor no fuiste mi primer amor y eso es lo más triste... ilusionarse de algo que nunca pasó
Hubo muchas noches en dónde te pensé, te lloré, te odié... X la simple razón de meterte en mi cabeza, x no saber que era lo que me pasaba, me hacías sentir rara y vulnerable, algo que nunca me había pasado
No sé si fue buena idea alejarte de mi, pero yo no podía más con tus celos, no aguantaba que me dejaras ahí parada como una tonta pensando si hice algo mal
Mientras más pasaba el tiempo más me dí cuenta que fui una completa estúpida x dejarte ir, en tan poco tiempo me hiciste sentir la chica con más suerte, pero yo no podía con tanto, necesitaba que me dieran mi lugar, fue muy irónico saber que envidiaban nuestra "relación" jsjsj
Después de casi más de un año me dí cuenta de que te necesitaba así tóxico y celoso, porque de verdad estaba empezando a sentir sentimientos hacia vos, pensé que después de sufrir x tanta mierda podía amar a alguien de una forma única y sincera
Ahora no sé que es de tu vida, a lo mejor encontraste a alguien que te valore tal cual sos, con tus virtudes y defectos, te lo mereces, sos un gran chico
Ahora tiene sentido eso de ser el indicado en el momento no indicado.
Creo que con esto ya te puedo dejar ir, necesito olvidarme de vos, necesito conocer a mi primer amor, poder conocer a alguien que me haga sentir esas cosas que dicen sentir las chicas en las películas y en los libros, necesito que mi compañera se burle de mi x ser la enamorada jejej, poder vivir una linda historia de amor, a fin de cuentas me lo merezco.
Hasta pronto Gaby...

no fuiste mi primer amor pero mereces un lugar aquí para decirte todo lo que me dueles, realmente heriste a quien era la unica que te amo.

you’re hurting me. i don’t think you know it but you are, i told you about how i have had problems in the past and i feel like you just don’t wanna listen.

Me enamore de ti desde la primera vez que te vi, sos lo mejor y mas lindo que me ha pasado mi amor por ti es sincero, único y especial yo te escogería una y mil veces vos me haces sentir muchas cosas y aunque talves no te guste ni te interese siempre te seguiré queriendo nunca había conocido a alguien como tu, nunca había sentido por alguien lo que siento por ti, es que enserio me gustas mucho y te juro que estaré para ti en las buenas y en las malas aunque no hablemos, aunque nos distanciemos, aunque te alejes de mi, siempre estaré para ti y siempre te recordaré te lo prometo, vos sos tan único tan especial sos diferente al resto y eso es lo que más me gusta de vos y hay 0 posibilidades de que leas esto pero si el universo o el destino decide qué lo leas yo siempre te estaré esperando te quiero. GB
ATT: FA

Es gracioso que aún después de tanto tiempo, mi corazón todavía te extrañe. ¿Qué hubiera pasado si esa última vez mi respuesta hubiese sido "si"? ¿Aún estaríamos juntos?
Es algo que ya no podré contestar, pero de una cosa estoy segura, y es que siempre serás el amor de mi vida.

Eu não sei como eu falo sobre o meu primeiro amor, fui muito feliz eu adimito, mas o final foi o pior,voce foi o meu primeiro amor, mas pensar nisso acaba comigo, porque eu fui a pior namorada do mundo, foi meu primeiro namoro e eu acho que nunca mais iriei achar alguém pq ninguém me aguenta,vc foi a unica pessoal a qual eu contei tudo sobre mim, e eu nao sei se irei me abrir novamente assim com alguém, voce sabe todos os meus defeitos, todas as coisas que eu nunca contei a ninguem, e agora meu coração doi pq eu terei que seguir sozinha gurdando meus sentimentos novamente, eu nunca vou amar alguem como eu amei voce, vc foi incrivel, eu nao conisgo entender ainda pq voce fingiu gostar de mim nos ultimos meses, eu estou morendo pq eu amei voce ate o fim, acabei o relacionamento, pq eu ja sabia a verdade, eu so queria que voce tivesse me amado de verdade, como no começo, eu nao tenho raiva de vc por isso, eu nao sinto nada alem de tristeza e uma grande vontade de voltra no tempo, onde eu errei , eu queria que vc tivesse me tido, estou te superando aos poucos, doeu de mais te ver feliz na festa, pq eu estava quebrada por dentro, eu desabei la pq eu nao sei ainda controlar meus momentos, queria te pedir desculpa pq vc aguentou meus surtos de depressão e etc, eu acho que isso acabou com vc, eu sei, me desculpa por nao ter sido perfeita, eu queria poder ter sido melhor querido, me desculpe por todos os momentos que eu estive la, e eu sei que nos brigamos a um tempo atras mesmo depois do nosso termino, eu entendo pq vc me chamou de insensivel,vc esta tao feliz, eu vejo, que bom, eu estou andando sabe, sobrevivendo, tem sido dificil eu adimito, mas estou tentando, por mim, mas sabe eu sinto falta do seu cheiro e do seu abraço,eu queria vc aqui, pq eu estou so, ninguem me apoia como vc, ninguem sabe pelo que eu passei como vc, desculpa, de verdade, vc nunca vai ler isso eu sei, eu to com vontade de te entregar todos os beijos que eu nao te dei, obrigado por ter cuidado de mim, vc foi o unico que soube como me acolher , obrigado por tudo de verdade, vc e unico e vai encontar alguem incrivel

For someone I never dated, it took me three years to get over us. I never gave us a chance and that’s what I regret the most

For someone I never dated, it took me three years to get over us. I never gave us a chance and that’s what I regret the most

Para ser alguien con el que nunca fui nada, me cuesta superarte pero lo estoy haciendo. Estoy feliz y quiero que sepas que nunca te arrepientas de haber perdido a alguien que te quería. Hubiéramos sido increíbles juntos pero no estabas listo y yo no te iba a esperar toda la vida.

whyd you lie to me? i already know it was you, you were the only one who knew. why would u lie? that does nothing.

Muy pc hemos hablado pero yo creo q las miradas lo dicen td y espero q las tuyas digan lo mismo q las mias. Son solo miradas mas que cruzadas en clase pero me traen loca. Pq se de ti pr si hubiera momento sin pensarlo te daria un beso de película. Aunq no pegamos ni con cola tu eres asi cm de calle y yo normalita mentraes loca. Si lees esto; zorionak!!! mñn es tu cumple

Você foi o meu maior amor, e às vezes eu tenho medo de não sentir isso de novo. Nem por você, novamente.

To my first love, and my first heartbreak, I wish things were different. I wish you still wanted me to be yours. I will forever have you in my heart even tho I ended things. I chose red because that’s your favorite color and it reminds me of you. One day, hopefully, you come back and I can be happy again.

I want to run away from you because I'm afraid I won't be able to feel good whit you, but I don't have the courage.

Can you believe I still love you? After everything. And I think I always will. I will always wish you the absolute best.

Clary

i know that you're going to crawl back to me because it was me all this time. but i won't care because i know my worth and you obvisously don't. what a fool.

we dont talk anymore and we arent friends. u were toxic asf and hurt me sm. but i hope u become big. u have sm potential. do u, kid.