Unsent messages to ERICK

so much happened to us in so little time. we grew together for a few months. i thought it would be us, i thought all the nights we realized we were almost the same person would get us somewhere, just not here. i’m sorry i’ve been texting you recently. i miss you, and i’m learning to let go. i’m trying to let go of AT LEAST 3 people and those are the people who have played such a huge role in my life, you’re one of them. i’m sorry things didn’t work out, i’m sorry i couldn’t be more for you. i really want you to be happy though, with or without me. thank you for being you erick. seriously.

I’m okay with seeing you with your current gf because all I want is for you to be happy. I love you that much E....

I hate that I still think about what could've been if I had done things differently. I know you don't think about me at all, but I can't seem to forget you.

i don’t know if i still love you, but there has to be a reason i’ve thought about you everyday since we met and still miss you after everything that happened, if it’s real it’ll work out in the end.